random royalty

2006-12-30T10:52:00.000+08:00

and engulfed by flowing boho skirts

2006-12-10T16:39:00.000+08:00

shit blogging is like so SUPER BORING i only recently realised.
--"
plus i dont blog interesting stuff anymore except for my other anonymous blogs, so i'm deleting this blog soon.

I'm like super splurging on stupid online sales I think I can just go hit my head with an egg and die.
35items in one single browse through various shops.
walao.

oh yeah hi guys i just came back from the cruise i think i promised pictures but somehow i got really stupid and forgot to get film and even bring the charger for the camera-phone so booboo no pictures lah i know im damn idiot but sorry!

--"

but cruise was fun.
but some stuff are REALLY nagging me after the cruise lah.
feels weird.
but anyway i did take a FEW pictures (with the remainder of the camera film) but i dont think you all would want to look at a couple of lousy pictures right.
:D

ok anyone has like growth serum for hair? i cant wait to get long hair again - short hair is freaking annoying. #^&*$!

oh yeah the buffets on cruise were damn GOOD and FILLING.
yeah super food.
and i even saw a mediacorp artiste.
(:
cool right.

plus the movies were so nice(:
plus i saw some really nice people on board.. ifyou get what i mean.

ahhh i'm so sick of following his every order and going with the flow, most of which are mostly bootlickers and stupid suckers.
i'm soooooo tired of his whims and antics - i can't wait till jc to get away from him!
stupid tyrant i really cannot stand him.
life is supposed to be carefree and happy and everything but he came along and ruined everything for me and ruined my goddamn reputation and ruined my leisure in and love for that activity.
he's so damn moron man.
i cannot stand him.

ok i think people are all daoing me like shit.
walao whats their damn problem man. *&#(@*^&@$*^&*!!!!!
(sulks)

/

anyone believes in love at first sight?

/

BLACKANDWHITE LEGGINGS!(:
cute.

byebyebye i'm gna delete this blog, maybe just leave the tagboard like last time haha.

Fiona.

sweetpea homicide

2006-12-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking...
I want to be in a rock band in the future!(:
Just for fun, really.

Maybe in JC or something - but it'll be so cool!:D
If ZD was reading this I think she'll like, laugh super hard once she thinks about what I've told her about starting a band.

But if I'm really in a band I wouldn't know what on earth to be.
I mean, can't sing, can't play (guitar), can't do percussion.
Maybe I'll just be the manager!
Yeah cool right.
Then ZD can have her dream of being the crazy lead singer.

And then maybe we can call our band some crazy name and have lots fun(:

dl you are super getting retarded and irritating lah!
maybe you were halfawake or something when i called you but...
:/

Oh and I realised there would probably be some Telematch thingy for Strings camp.
I DON'T WANT TELEMATCH :/
But maybe we can watch some horror movie like Scream again (not to scare my friends like edwyna, but to actually get some kick out of the camp..)!

Anyway,

THAT'S MY PRECIOUS DARLING!(:

She's so adorable, right? :D Name's Chilli. ((:

Bye everyone!

Fiona.

LOTR!:D

2006-12-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha it's only now that i realise LOTR is really quite nice...

/

phew. tiring week man. it's gna be straining lah. looong hours for cca, then sectionals!
ah!
:/
Actually i'm quite looking forward to CCA camp.
I think it's gna be fun(:
BUT - a few seniors are gna be there, so i think we might chu1 chou3 in front of them,
which isnt good.
xf

heh. but other than that, i hope the rehearsals will be fun and all...
yeah.

(I'm feeling a little drowsy and maybe overwhelmed, so please ignore my weird writing style.)

i think i cant fit into my strings gown anymore.
:/
try to alter.
bah.

i like longan stuff.

i like soggy fries also.

oh i can'tdo spiccato on my violin.
how come?!
:/

okay i'm reallllly in a daze.
gta go.
bye everyone sleep tight.
Fiona.

my little caramel love ♥

2006-12-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

haha my profile has come back suddenly.
(:

nothing t do today, so am blogging again now!
:D
i haven't even reached 300posts for this blog yet!
argh.

maybe i'll change layout again...
kim says this one is abit ci4 yan3.
:/
any suggestions what colours i can use?
or maybe i should re-use my previous layouts?
cos i seriously don't know.
:/

okay i don't wna watch Happy Feet anymore, since i've already read its book and everything...
i wna watch open season!(:
maybe i can grab sihim belicia josy ziai etc to Open Season.
Or maybe Edwyna..

okay i'm looking at wangleehom's poster and he's not shuai at all.
just a random comment.

my family will be holding a bbq next next friday just beside my block.
anybody wants to come?(:
leona luoning connie edwyna kimyung please come!!
oh yeah, should ask audrey too, but don't think she would want to come.
anyway there'll be lots of nice food!
7 to 10plus pm i think.
plus we are using electric pits kay! not those manual charcoal ones.
(:
comecomecome!
haha.

ah, i'll be going on a cruise next friday too..
looking forward to it(:
will take loads of pictures (try to) on the cruise ship and post them here when i come back!
mwahaha finally, a release from the hectic concrete jungle lifestyle.
(:
twee.

oh forgot to mention,
but i got candy canes yesterday!
haha. for free. d;
i think i no longer like blackcurrant/greenapple ice blends the most already.
BECAUSE THERE ARE STRAWBERRY ICE BLENDS!
yesyes, so nice.(:
(am talking about those bubble tea shop ice blends :D)
plus the PINK of the strawberry blend is so darn nice:D

ooh. by the way i do not hate pink, in fact now i like pink quite a lot.
i just refuse to like people who go like GA-GA/insane/drool excessively over pink and worship anything that's pink.
so.. don't carry that shocked look whenever i say something pink is nice,
or when i have something pink with me.

hm. yeah maybe i should have a new simple pink layout for this blog..

i just visited Friendster again (the simplyfayona@HM account) and i'm pretty darned pissed and SOME PEOPLE.
like, ohmahgawd Yeo Wen Da you freak ass it doesn't pay to be so freaking ego lah, so just quit it and stop saying i'm so lucky blahblah to receive a testimonial from you. and please lah who are you to announce to the whole world that i have like ZERO figure huh. like, the last time you saw me was in freaking p6 luh. everyone grows, you know? gah. and it's not like it's my problem if you like pamela anderson figures lah, in which case you can just drown yourself in the toilet bowl for being such a useless fantasiser. every girl more or less has a figure lah, moron.
and Garfield dno-what-name can you stop saying that I want you?! eew, i've nv even seen you b4, and i'm not interested in crazy despo people who throw themselves at unsuspecting victims. and whenever i talk to you online you are forever saying i'm interested in you, and asking me to consider you since i, what, DON'T HAVE A BF. --" gahhhh. you are one of the freakiest freakish freaks i've ever seen. Right after that Yeo Wen Da disgusting idiot.

whew.
oh yeah Aloysius (IF you are reading this), sorry I only saw your testimonial today! Well my exams were quite screwed, if you are still interested to know.
:D

oh yeah.
http://bombs-bombs-away.blogspot.com is having some sale, thought some of you might be interested.
the stuff there aren't marv, but are still quite nice.
plus: http://www.missy-wardrobe.blogspot.com/
the stuff are also rather nice(:

okay i'm so tired now.
buhbye!
fiona.

AH WHAT ON EARTH

2006-12-02T10:55:00.001+08:00

I DNO WHY MY PROFILE DOESNT SHOW UP!
SO WEIRD!

byebyebye

AH WHAT ON EARTH

2006-12-02T10:55:00.000+08:00

I DNO WHY MY PROFILE DOESNT SHOW UP!
SO WEIRD!

byebyebye

MISCHA BARTON!!(:

2006-12-02T10:08:00.000+08:00

haha yet another hectic week's gna start soon.
:/
plus i think i shampoo my hair too often, so it's often too dry or (gasp) too oily.
:f so i'll have t like, shampoo every other day instead of every day.
hm, :D

i know this is pretty outdated, but i've dyed my hair back to black!
(:
gna miss the nice red hair, but i guess i'll let it pass for now..
and get it re-done maybe like after a ~~few~~ lot more years.
(:

watched like, two horror movies in one day.
and i'm pretty freaked out.
bleagh.

oh and i got like TWO HUMONGOUS mosquito bites (i think that's what they are) on my left leg and they are so omg disgusting.
haha.

hm. ithink i'm quite a random person.

but still,
i love you all!
:D

oooh okayokay now for the tag replies/birthday thanks/whatever you have.
:D

didn't exactly have a bday celebration, but that's okay, 'cos i received so much love from you guys. :D

thanks Valerie, Kuanhua, Shawn, Ros, Kim, Joey, Kah, 'Tamy'&'DL' for the smses, belated or not!((:
thanks Shawn for the card.
thanks Mommieee for the hair job and 50bucks and an altogether lovely day. hugs!(:
thanks Gina for the green hoop earrings.(:
thanks Joshua for the Friendster birthday wish.(:
thanks Tamy for the 'simply fabulouso present' that's gna reach me pretty late. --"
thanks Loyee and Sihim Darling for the early birthday tags! loves!((:
thanks Crazy Caoyun for the on-the-spot birthday wish, Kuanhua, Audrey sweetie, Kah, Laiweng, Kenneth (don't know whether it's belated! :/) for the Happy Birthdays on the tagboard!! :D
thanks Kimyung for the pretty limegreen bday card, and the "F" thing and funny paintbrush!:DD
thanks Zhenping, Edwyna even though she's in taiwan, for the belated birthday wishes!(:
thanks Kenneth Ng Aikloong (I don't know what to call him), Bjorn, YY, and even *** whom I've only met on webcam and is based in the States now, for the online Happy Birthdays..(:

hope I didn't miss out anyone, haha.

okay Tamy and DL are coming back tomorrow from HK from the dno-what conference, and so they actually asked H (how appropriate) to sms me suddenly in the middle of the night of my birthday to wish me a fab birthday. So I don't know whether to thank the two of them or H for the sms. HAHA.

Plus Tamy insisted I thank her now for the soon-to-arrive birthday present (which is now still non-existent. Ha!). --"

And thank you Kim for the funny small paintbrush. HAHA(: Plus the card's really really nice, AND I'll gladly oblige to teaming up with you as a designer. :D But the candle on a toothpick thing is so weird!

okayokay now for the tag replies, then i'm gg off:
ODY: haha i saw the gratitude list. thanks(: lol anyway you are so zun3 for my bday wish. :D
MORTAL: hi loyee!!(: thanks, love your bday message - hope you have a good time in camp(:
SIHIM: hellohellohello SIHIM!!!! haha, yeah sure you can, haha. yeah let's go out! :/
AUDREY: hey! thanks sweetie haha.
ZHENPING: haha hi! nah, it's red, not brown haha. yeap, same class next year(:
DORR: haha you are!(: yeapp love ya (x

skipped some tags cos i'm in a rush now!
sorry!

kay, nothing much to say now,
just:
to someone - remember, all's not gone even when a relationship dwindles down to nothingness and there's a breakup. Well, we all learn from our mistakes (if there's one which caused the split), we pick ourselves up after difficult obstacles, and I must say the old has to go for the new to come. get me?(: Don't be affected, kay? You might feel this emotional turmoil is like a nightmare, but all nightmares end after all.(: you'll wake up soon from this bad dream and smile again(: lalah. Cheer up!

ahh!
late for theory lesson!!
byebyebye!!
fiona.

hoolah moolah

2006-11-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY

TO MESELF!

I'm 14! Finally!
(Can't update much now; maybe tomorrow, then I'll thank everyone for the birthday wishes, haha.)

You know, tamy and dl are now in hongkong (richkids bleagh) shopping their heads off, and they haven't wished me a happy birthday!
haha.

But nevermind.
I highlighted/dyed my hair.
As Tamy says,

"You look quite Yul-esque from a certain angle with a certain smile"
:DD
Yul as in Princess Hours that.. prince

cool right.
(:
But I'll probably have to dye back my hair if i wna go back to NY for CCA or smth.

Oh yeah, got like 20bucks from my mum (plus that dye job), so I guess that can count as a birthday gift, right?
;p

I'll reply tags in my next post, so seeya!
(;

;weird red hair. :x

lovelovelove, fiona.
p.s.: what i would absolutely die for at this moment:

CANDYCANES!!

((: BYEEEEEE!

candy canes galore!

2006-11-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

LESS THAN ONE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY!(:
am going on a cruise probably, and also having a family bbq.
:D

yipee.

Now's the season to be jolly....

2006-11-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

Falala lala lalalala..!

This is cool - I'm already, what, immersing myself in the stupid Christmas festive mood liao.
:D
I love Christmas songs!
And soon, we'll be singing CNY songs yaaaaaay.

Whoa, have been having an awefully bad cold since duno how long ago, and it's really killing me.
Must have at least eaten a thousand FEBSs, but they are so not helping.
boo.
sniff.
sniffsnifffffff. ):
mah node id bloged.
(my nose is damn blocked.)
:/

Well anyway sorry 6ab04 people I can't make it for Monday's iceskating trip!
Sorry...

Okay anybody wants to go with me to Crescent Girls' Symphonic Band concert on Monday?
In the Esplanade?
My sister's performing, on the flute somemore.

/

Oh you know what, I just realised I don't have violin lesson on Monday.
yay.

/

Just watched two movies in one morning.
VCDs, to be exact.
Jack Neo's One More Chance (San1 ge4 hao3 ren2),
and the nutty Ice Age 2.
Both are sooo nice!

Haha, especially the part where the Ice Age squirrel-thingum got into Acorn Heaven.
:D

One More Chance is definitely very.. nice.
I don't know how to describe it (lah), but I cried!
Hmm, very nice movie, except for the fact that the Megan person (of Homerun fame) appears again in this Jack Neo production, and it's quite annoying.
That aside, she can really act.
Plus some parts were really quite funny.

/

Baby, I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
You hanker after longlost love, you crave for girls with brimming confidence,
you love girls with a colourful personality, you adore girls with perfect smiles from perfect sets of teeth.
But - I'm sorry I'm not the girl of your dreams, I'm sorry for any disappointment caused in both our parts, I'm sorry I have lost that immense shine I once had, I'm sorry I've long since become increasingly dull to you, I'm sorry my smiles have started to appear hypocritical to you.
I'm sorry if you still want some of that love.
I'm sorry if I no longer have any feelings for you.

Don't despair, don't spite no-one, don't hate, don't love, don't scoff at my stupidity.

Baby, I'm sorry I can't be perfect... for you.
But do continue smiling radiantly,
For she will be a better match with you than I am.

Apologies.

/

I've drawn a few more cartoons in my sketch book, and I must say that my creative juices have been strained dry, and the drawings are nowhere near perfect.
Or even semi-nice.
:/

But I'm going to watercolor them anyhow.

Argh.

/

I want candy canes for my birthday!
Candy floss!
Marshmallows!
Chocolate-coated strawberries!
Dark chocolate fountains!
Fruity Strawberry Cake!
Gummy bears/worms!
A sugar-icing figurine of Santaaaa claussssss!!!
And plenty of whipped cream! (don't xiang3 wai1, kim..)

I think suddenly I have a very sweet tooth.
I don't know why.
BUT - I STILL do not like milk/white chocolate, so..
yeah.
:f

(: less than 3days to my 14th birthday...
Reason enough for me to smile?
I guess so.

Fahlahlahlahlah lahlahlahlah...!!

I cooked a fabulous lunch today!

May your day be as sweet as your sugar plum dreams,
fiona(:

Exquisitely beautiful, she is.

2006-11-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

Theme: Night
A.
The day's grown old; the fainting Sun
Has but a little to run,
And yet his Steeds, with all his skill,
Scarce lug the Chariot down the hill.

The Shadows so long do grow,
That brambles like tall cedars show;
Molehills seem mountains,
And the ant appears a monstrous elephant.

A very little, little flock
Shades thrice the ground that it would stock;
Whilst the small stripling following them
Appears a mighty Polypheme.

And now on benches all are sat,
In the cool air to sit... and chat,
Till Phoebus, dipping in the West,
shall lead the world the way to rest.

B.
Queen and huntress,
chaste and fair,
Now the sun is laid to sleep,
Seated in thy silver chair,
State in wonted manner keep:
Hesperus entreats thy light,
Hesperus entreats thy light,
Goddess, goddess, excellently bright.

Earth, let not thy envious shade
Dare itself to interpose;
Cynthia's shining orb was made,
Heaven to clear when day did close.
Bless us then with wishèd sight,
Bless us then with wishèd sight,
Goddess, goddess, excellently bright.

Lay thy bow of pearl apart,
And thy crystal quiver;
Give unto the flying hart
Space to breathe, how short so ever.
Thou that makes a day of night,
Thou that makes a day of night,
Goddess, goddess, excellently bright.

C.
O Rose, thou art sick;
The invisible worm that flies in the night,
In the howling storm,
Has found thy bed of crimson joy;
And his dark, secret love Does thy life...
Destroy...

/

I've changed my layout!
Finally!
:D

Sorry if you really detest this skin - I'm even more sick of the previous green one, haha.
Most of you may not like this layout because it's so weird.. and red.. and disgusting..
But forgive me this once, okay?
(:

I was digging in my old layout archives and found lots of abandoned/unfinished layouts.
Which I have not uploaded onto Blogskins.com or used.
:/

But nevermind.
Word of the Day:
Quotidian

(:

Sheesh. Damn tired today.
Byebye.
Fiona.

torchlight hot hot

2006-11-23T17:30:00.000+08:00

WHEEE
today I saw two super cute China boys on the bus!
Erm I meant preschooler boyboys.
Their Chinese was soooo... good. and cool! yey.
and they were challenging each other to do stuff on the bus, and were screaming nonstop.
Quite noisy, but they were still super cute.
And their mum... Holding a funny Chicky bag and sitting at the side watching them.
And then when we reached the bus interchange the younger boy was all
"kuai4, gei2 wo3 ezlink!" And then spouted some babytalk and very very good, fluent Chinese.
One of them looked like Kah! a very small and cute and oh-my-gawd-so-adorable version of him.
But anyway.

I'm in a super good mood today!
And to Caoyun: thanks for accompanying me for lunch and listening to all my crap.
You are a very funny (and lame) person who wants to grow as tall as a.. uh.. streetlight post.
:D

Know why I'm so happy?
'Cos I finally re-made my ezlink card!
This time with a proper photo which actually looks like me (albeit retarded)!

Plus we were spared today for CCA for O.As! whew.

And of course, something else. Something much more... happy-fying.
uh huh.
(((((((((((((((:
Mr. W is so sweet, ohmahgawd.

Oh yes, gna get highlights soon.
Hope it wouldn't turn out disastrous haha (mum!).

by the way i'm so sorry if i've been like talking a lot of crap these days.
and if i've ever said anything that made you feel like walloping me.
:D

Okay, will upload a new (stupid) layout asap!
smiles!

;HERO JAEJOONG!
;XIAH JUNSU!
; oh man oh man oh man.

oh yaaaaaaaaa.
i had mountain dew today, which might explain my er.. highness.

oh look.
an ant just fell off the table.
teehee.
:D
cute.

bye guys, gna prepare some stuff liao.
Fiona.

p.s.: I'm sick again! Another cold!! #&^@*%#@^&#%!
:/
p.s.s.: please don't send anything to me.
p.s.s.s.: 4days and 6.5hours to my birthday! (28nov)
p.s.s.s.s.: correct me if the said duration is immensely inaccurate.

remixes choking up the sink

2006-11-21T09:08:00.000+08:00

yoohoo!
(:

haha yet another few days without update.
d;

anyway, i think this is my unluckiest holiday ever.
lost my handphone AND wallet all together in one week,
fell sick on very very inappropriate times,
got multiple bruises on that same ankle,
and making superfluous trips to ahlian-filled shopping centres AND waiting for hours at a go.

contents of my wallet:
several membership cards :/
120-140bucks :( (GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH)
so many neoprints i took in the past :f
Candy's picture!
my library receipt (&$^*#)
doctor appointment card
ezlink card (^&#*%$^&#%^&@%$^&#@*&@#@#)
residence card
photocopy card
my fu2 ;p
and that wallet! my present!

omg i cannot believe jurong point people are so jian4 and evil and disgusting.
so dishonest, must go and pickpocket me somemore.
:/

that aside, yesterday I went to take a photo for my new ezlink.
and guess what,
I HAD TWO FREAKING ENCOUNTERS WITH BIRD SHIT.
bird shit.
bird shit.
freaking disgusting bird shit.
on my hongzhi smmore.
*($&*#(%^&$%
soooooooooo disgusting I tell you, plus when i got home that metal rack in my bathroom suddenly decided to murder me and attacked me twice.
Heavy stupid metal rack falling TWICE on me and injuring me like siao.

and then later i knocked into that huge darned chair and nearly broke my little toe.
--'
"wo jiu shi suay de lor."

but anyway.
so sorry melissa for missing that recital.

and so sorry 6ab04 ill be missing that iceskating trip.

/

ooh.
suddenly i realised ive lost my ezlink photo.
(: i'm so damned.

/

btw i found this super nice website;
can't believe it's from sg - but all the better!

love, fiona.

p.s.: 310'07!(:
p.s.s.: walao kimyung why you not in same class as me? what class are you in?
p.s.s.s: zhuoda is lucky - she got into 308!):

back from the dead

2006-11-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

(note: this post was started ages ago, but I just didn't have the time (and patience) to complete it, so here you go, a post one million years outdated. :p)

hello guys.
:D
i'm back after like duno how many days.
:f

sorry! it's cos internet was down, blah.
couldn't even get into msn.

okay this shall be a brief update.
summary.
(:

[EDIT]
Apparently it didn't turn out to be the least bit brief. Heh.
[/EDIT]

/

LEAVING OF TWONINERS
hey guys, really sorry that we can't be together for a longer period of time, but I'm really glad that we've become so much closer and bonded throughout these two years.
Though we wouldn't be in the same class anymore, we would still be in the same school for at least, say, 4 more years. I think that would be the bright side, that we can still stay as friends but at the same time make new friends from the new sec3 classes.
(:
I didn't really have a strong dislike (or like) for KFC (form teacher) throughout this period, but I must say she has really guided us through our difficult moments, and helped us stand up again after so many painful setbacks. (i.e. thefts, leading to increased distrust / all that bitching about / people breaking down because of all that unfamiliar stress.) But we have all acheived a kind of newfound confidence in life, academics, and definitely have gotten ourselves a very valuable two years.

/

Two years ain't long, but our two dear FTs have tired themselves out absolutely for the sake of helping us grow up quick, teaching us precious life lessons, and teaching us how to love unconditionally. I think they really deserve some applause.

Okay here's what niners have been waiting for (okay, overstatement, but you get my drift):
Lovely tributes!
Erm okay, I don't know what to call these, but whatever:D

ANGYUNJIA: I hadn't expected such a good all-rounder when I had first met you (no offence), but you have proved to be a fabulously nutty friend, extremely fantastic in academics, and also good in sports. Hope we will continue being friends for as long as possible. (:

CHANCHILING: Hello Chanchilla!(: Though you probably wouldn't be reading this, here's what I have to say to you: Work hard, but play hard too! You haven't been updating your blog, I've never seen/heard of you going on mad shopping trips, you never seem to have any craazyass fun! :/ But nevertheless, you are still a fab all-rounder in terms of academics (work it for social!), and I really appreciate you being such a great monitress, though you were naggy at times. :p Best of luck for your future! Become an astronaut! :D

CONNIEONGKANGLI: Hi Corn, though I don't know how our friendship can have such a huge rift suddenly created, I still treasure the times when we were together, and when you were being damn lame and funny. Funny Connie, remember? (: Hope you don't hate me so much now; things wouldn't be exactly the same now, but at least we can avoid being enemies by forgiving each other, eh? Anyway, hope you will continue to do well for your studies! Maybe we'll get into the same class in JC. :D Wish you good luck in whatever you do, even if it's setting up your own ice-cream stall. ^^

ELISETANYALIN: Elise the narrator! Hello! Don't think you will read this, so I shall just get to the point.. Though we weren't close, I will miss those times when you erm *cough*actedcute*cough*! :D Okay, you are really cute, but on top of that you are also a smart, friendly classmate, and also a helluva sportsman (woman)! (: Stay smiley!

VALERIEGAYRUIYI: yo val! stay gay and bubbly and smiley and happy and funny and lame! d; After two years of standing in front of you every school day, I shall conclude that you are a gay, bubbly, smiley, ...etc. girl who always reaches your position when the music is almost ending! Haha, will miss those times when you try to squeeze into a space between zhenping and me just before the music ends. Will miss your "LOL"s lots. But at least we still have OM.. 9:

HOZHENPING: AUNTY MEI!! (; Haha choral nite proved that you can look good in a cheongsam, act well, be a damn nice 'Auntie' and also be a really co-operative teammate. You are also a really brilliant student, if only I had half your brains! (: Here's what I have to say to you: Bring up all that confidence, and shine! Hope we wouldn't lose contact, and I would expect you to be very successful when the niners meet in 2015! loves!

JOLEEXIN: Yo "useless son".. Nah kidding, you acted really well as the idiot son, and I remember the times when we all laughed during drama, like the time about the pink boxers and Taichi master. :D You were a fab desk partner as well, and I won't forget all that (leng3) laughter and lameness we shared. You can draw really cute cartoons too, and I will really miss your spastic cuteness and grin. May you strive to greater heights, best of luck.

KIEWSUYUN: So sorry I have been negligent about that CIP 2007 stuff, okay? d; Anyway, you are a good leader, teammate, friend, and rubbishing-partner! I still remember the times in Sec1 when we talked nonsense non-stop and laughed maniacally every single time. Lucky girl, you are good in sports, studies, the arts (PIANO PRO. ah.), and of course a real pretty babe too. Hope the time I spend with you next year for that CIP will be memorable(: Enjoyed being your friend, and I will seriously miss your Fangfang acting. (:

(THEPRETTYPRETTY) LEESIJIA: Haha, most probably you wouldn't be reading this, but I have to say that you are one confident and capable person who never fails to make all of us laugh. You can be really lame at times, but I guess that's just what defines you. I'm not really close to you, but I'll gladly join your fanclub. :DD You were a good actress during Choral and Drama Nite; i bet you were cringing when Janabel came at you during the performance.. d; Remain cheery(:

LEEYIJIAO: Yo Auntie Ho. ^^ Gosh you were so scary and jian4 as Aunty Ho! Haha, I remember when I was acting as Fangfang you were so serious in acting I couldn't believe it. 9; But, well, kudos to you for you fab acting! Haha you look rather good in a cheongsam too, whoo!:D Hmm, I think we were squabbling enemies in early Sec1, remember? Gosh, lucky we don't spite each other now; you are a really great friend, and I treasure our friendship alot. Hope we wouldn't lose contact, and do remain chio and goofy! Btw your blogskins are fab! loves!

LEONATANYUNSING: YO LEO. Haha, I know I'm damn lame, but you are even lamer cos you Maple so much!! xD Hmm, appreciate you being such a wonderful friend, and so sorry you have to put up with me; I know I can be unbearable at times. I'm not pro at violin - it's called faking, :D, and I guess I'm equals with you now that I've gone to viola. (: Yay we both hate ***, the ego and stupid small man, so at least we have something in common. I will still be seeing you for two more years, so I hope we can continue our friendship. :D You are damnnnnn good in your studies, especially Science and Math, so that's good for you, but I must maintain one thing: I WILL BE BETTER THAN YOU IN ENGLISH NEXT YEAR! :D haha. Lastly, don't maple so much - it damages your brain. Play Sims. (:

LIZHUODA: hello crazyass drama niangniang zhuoda! You are a damn good friend; though I don't think we can be considered best friends, you were still a very marv friend who talked crap with me, laughed like siao with me, suaned (and insulted!) me, argued with me, and also hating BaeYoongJun with me. :DD PLEASE CHANGE YOUR COMBI and go to the same class as me, 'cos I'll miss you very badly! ): It's really sad that you have to go to a different class; haha you should have heeded my advice and taken physics A.Lit with me! :/ Well, I will never forget the times when we were trying to outdo each other nonstop in Eng, Chi, Art, Sports, etc. You were a really really really great companion, and I really enjoyed being friends with you. I will value our friendship, and PLEASE GO TO THE SAME CLASS AS ME IN JC OKAY?! :/ Bah, feel so sad to be going to different classes already. You were such a precious friend! Don't be prejudiced against homosexuals! (: Plus I think OBS we are both gna freak out. d;

JANABELLIEQIANNI: hello drama-mama!(: Being friends with you was nothing of a drag, and I really enjoyed laughing at your lame jokes and crapping with you. You are nothing short of a charming girl with a huge ego (heehee), and also brimming with confidence. Remember the time when you were joking about being a top model? Haha, really loved the times when you, audrey and I were friends. Stay funky and bimbo and cute and lame and funny!(:

LIMYINGHONG: Hey girl, I don't know why so many people don't actually like you much, 'cause I really really like you (as a friend), and feel that you are really nice and not irritating at all. I thank you for those times when you accompanied me for lunches at KAP and Westmall KFC/Mac's, though you were really sick of eating the same lunch over and over again. ;D You are a really blessed girl too, with great parents and so many talents. I hope you will go on to pursue your dreams, and also to become a huge success(:

LUNGJIAYUANN: Hello jia ann! 9; haha, okay kidding, it must be a pain in the butt to have people keep calling you by the wrong name. Anyway, you are a real good dancer, a loyal friend, and also a capable teammate. So sorry about all those times when I pissed you off during CME SIA/ Drama! d: Wasn't intentional! Well, you are a bubbly and smart girl, not to mention hardworking. (: Hope we will go on to become more than just simple acquaintances.

LUONING: omg LUONING I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU ARE LEAVING US ALREADY! Although at times I was really unreasonable and got pissed at you for every little thing, you were still a really cool friend (: Plus your studies are so good I'm er.. jealous! haha. Plus I'm already dripping with envy now that you are going to Aus :/ I'll always remember the moments when we crapped so lamely that it became funny -.-" Good luck over there in Aus in the future..

MOKZIYAN: hi ziyan ^^ Haha, I know we aren't close, but at least we've still got another year ahead of us because of OM(: Don't know much about you, except that you are good in your studies, pretty in appearance, friendly, nice to everyone, and also a fairly good sportswoman. Wish us he2 zuo4 yu2 kuai4 in OM next year (;

NGCAITONG: hihihi caitong! As far as I know, you are a sweet little lady who is Kim's companion, Ahgong 9; Well, as you know, too much angst isn't good for your body, so don't feel down so often!(: Haha I love your insane machine gun laughter, and how you always laugh at lame jokes (and crack lame ones too). Forgive me for that "sow" comment, haha, I think you'll grow up to be a great career woman with a happy family and nice husband. ;) Uh huh, good luck for your future and remember that Niners' meeting 9 years from now.. ^^

AUDREYNGSHIYIN(G?): hello, really enjoyed being your friend for the past two years; maybe something happened, or maybe we're just destined not to be good friends. Haha, but nevertheless, I feel that you are a good skater, a lame joker, a nice sweet girl, a loyal friend, a RATHER innocent person, a good Drama Auntie, and a good eng rep. (: Ah yes, and also a good cellist and good ASL. Keep it up! I shan't say that I've hated you, as you say, hatred is too strong a word, but I hope all that misunderstanding will be cleared up pretty soon and everything will be all right once again. ^^ And, er, don't worry, I'm not going to snatch Kim away from you. Anyway, she's gna go to the same class as you most prolly. Yeap, so keep smiling and be happy! :D Good luck for Sec3!

EDWYNAONGRUIQI: yoyoyo ed! :DD Oh man, I'm really, really, really, sorry about that Tuesday trip (I think I typed wrongly on the tagboard); I couldn't contact you, and as you know my phone's been stolen (BOOOOOO..), and furthermore I was very sick that day. :/ Anyway, you are a bright, cheery, amiable, and sometimes crazy friend, and I really appreciate you being there for me, listening to my grouches, my irritating troubles, and my looong lame stories. :D You are one of the few who can really understand and sometimes empathise with me(: I guess it's really good that we'll both be in the same class (I think, most prolly) next year. If not, we still can see each other during HMP and CCA! ^^ Can't believe how well you are doing for your studies; but at least we both have a common interest in Art and Fashion! Haha, yey, really loved those times when we perpetually slacked off during lessons and drew those outfits. :D Oh yes, haven't officially wished you a happy birthday! HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY, EDWYNA!!!! (: loves!

MELISSAONGSHIQIN(G? sry): yo mel! Ah, thank you so much for answering all my incessant questions about CCA attendance stuff. d; You've been a real great help, I swear. (: Hope all that misunderstanding is cleared, same with Audrey, and then we can continue being good ol' CCA mates ^^ Haha you were a good actress for Drama, and I think the effect was achieved.. All the best for next year, since prolly you, aud, kim are gna be together. So lucky! Ha, wish you the best!

PHANGCHEWFEI: Yo man, here's to CHIO CHEW(: Thanks for accompanying me for 2.4, thanks for being such a superb crazyass friend, thanks for being such a marv FELLOW intellectual :D, thanks for being such a shuai good-looker that everyone falls in love with you, thanks for writing such awesome posts. :D Okay Chew I have a confession to make. I LOVE YOU!!! bwahhaa(: You are so androgenous (seriously I don't know how to spell this), so good in your studies, so fluent in speech, and so good in sports! lahlah, plus you've been such a nice friend. (: Don't keep calling me chiofio, 'cos if not I'll call you chio chew. haha alliteration too all right!(: Yeap, best of luck for next year!

NATALIEPHOONMEIYAN: your name's meiyan, not meiyen, right? ah, gosh, I'm so sorry! Anyway, you are a pretty perfect sportswoman, a pretty NICENICE friend, and a pretty pretty girl. :D Haha, just wanted to say that you are virtually flawless, plus you are such a good chinese dancer! Your piano playing's not bad too, and I love your hair, fwalah.... :D And your outfits are always so nice. ^^ Haha, look forward to seeing you in HMP again!(: Till then!(:

QUEKGOUJUN: You might not get to read this, but nevertheless I must say that you've been a pretty good friend, always there to root for someone when she needs it. Ignore those hurtful comments, what matters most is you stay true to yourself, but strive for the better(: Sorry for making you a little flustered this year for CME's SAIL project; I admit I've been lazy. :D You've also been a good PE rep for Sec1, and I hope we can be more than mere acquaintances in the future(: Look forward to seeing you in 2015(:

SIMRUIMIN: Hello sexayye nurse!(: You are a helluva great friend, and a sassy actress! You are also fluent in speech, good in character, and also great as a shopping companion. I still remember the time when a group of us went out to take neoprints for your birthday(; Really really enjoyed being your friend, and I'll always treasure the friendship, haha. By the way your piano playing rocks. (: Good luck for the future!

STEPHANIETANYINGXIU: hello steph(: Haha wow OM was draining, eh? But I must say that it has let me have a better understanding of you all, and also gotten a good working experience with you. You are a meticulous person, who never fails to suan ZD at times when least expected. (: You are also a very very good sportsman(woman), and also do well in your studies. Enjoyed your company these two years, and I hope we'll keep in contact. (:

DEBORAHTAYSIHUI: hi deborah; forgive me if I misspelled your name - I'm not very good with chinese names :P Hmm, I don't know you very well, but I can see that you are a very crazy friend who stays true to her buddies no matter what. (: You've been a really good math rep this year as well.. Choral and Drama Nite was when I saw you at your prettiest((: Love your eye makeup! Haha, I think that's all.. All the best for Sec3!

ROSALINDTAYZHONGLIN: hihi ros! Haha your name's freaking long.. o.O Lol I love your blog posts, as well as the layouts you make. ^^ Haha, you are one lucky and capable girl, man. Fellow fashion crazee as well. (: Oh gosh I love your clothes; you are one sexayye fashionista(: Haha your handwriting's nice too, and your insane laughter I will always remember. :D Not much to say, except that you were great as the Merci/Nerci (issit?) twins for Drama(: It was so unlike you to be sooooo toot! Haha nonetheless you were cute and funny. Great job, and I look forward to seeing you in HMP!(: tatas!

TEOKIMYUNG: hey teokimyung why are you so lame and blur! Hahaha, you are a viola pro, an art pro, and also a lame-jokes pro. ^_^ But why must you live in Malaysia! ohmygawd so irritating leh! :D You are damn cute and funny; it's really unbelievable that you only have two skirts. But at least they are very nice, hahaha. Yeap, your art rocks, and I love that cute dino/alligator/monster thing with the blue gum. Haha I can still remember that we ate (and didn't like) some Satay Beehoon thing with Laiweng. Heh. And you always look so retarded [but cute] in pictures! (Can't say much for myself, hahaha). Yeap, I'll always remember you as the funny, lame, cute, crazyass-laughter person. (: I think you'll have er, TEN kids in the future. And I bet you won't abstain from ahemahem one lah! :D Haha. Okay I just remembered that you are damn biantai also. Like the m404's "M". bwahaha. Kae. I think that's all. Hope we can still remain good friends, kay? bye(: Good luck in TripSc.... AND OBS!!!! OMFG.

ANNABELLETEOLIPING: hello annabelle... you are such a crazy lamer who talks like a machine guuuuuuuuun. :DD I remember you as the extremist in laming around, the siao laughing person, and of course the very clever annabelle. Haha, I like your posts on the niner blog, and I must also say that you are a very cute and funny girl. ;) Don't exactly know you well, but I've got to say that you are a very nice and goofy friend, and I'll never erase you from my memory. See you in HMP! :)

TOHSWEEHOON: tohtoh. haha(: Yo sweehoon, one of my earliest friends in NY. :D You are always the lame crapper who says very lame / not-intended-to-be-lame but still lame stuff!(: Haha ZD always suans you mercilessly, but you still remain such a nice friend to all of us.. Working with you for OM was really cool, and I must again say that you are unbelievably lame and never fail to make us laugh. Especially when paired up with Yijiao and gang, you can't get any funnier/lamer. (: Best of luck for the future!

WONGLAIWENG: hi laiweng! the one whom I always bombard with questions on msn about useless and pointless and annoying stuff and always irritating and interrupting you. But you have been a really cool friend, who is full of nonsensical stuff and always making me er.. leng3 diao4. :D You are also pretty good in pipa, and damn pro in piano. Thanks for being such a great AV/IT rep together with val, it's very much appreciated. Working with you on PW last year was a blast, because you were so forward in doing things that you even emailed the PM! wowee, haha. And it was really thanks to you that our PW was such a success. ^^ Plus I remember you were my first friend in NY; thanks so much for being there for me. (:

YEOKEXIN: hello kexin! haha you are so damn cute lah! Will miss your two-ponytails hairstyle!! =/ Sitting with you for one month was really cool, and I realised then that your handwriting was very cute and nice. (so lame haha) You were a very nice desk partner, and I really enjoyed studying with you and getting help from you in Math. Thanks so much... You and Qianwen are also always crapping and laughing - it's really quite heartwarming. ;p Kae, see you again in HMP!(:

ZHANGQIANWEN: hello maple addict! haha. I remembered that you were once my angel, but you wrote so few letters to me! haha. Plus you are forever asking me to play Maple.... -.-" LOL. Well that aside, I think you are a really nice girl, and a really funny and lame crapper. :D Will miss your BIG hand movements and your sudden bursts of crazeee laughter(:

[OH MY GAWD. I FINALLY FINISHED ALL 35.]

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CHORAL AND DRAMA NIGHT
haha, actually I don't really know why they call it "choral" night, since no one exactly prepares for a choral performance for that night, right? Plus I think few groups had singing..

Group B Drama did a really great job. (:
chew was damn funny as Max, and the walking style was so cute. She looked so compatible with Nat (Fay/e - sp?), one shuai one pretty. mmhmm. Chew is a good actress(:
Caitong was sooo toot as Ros's twin! Plus the two of them looked really cute, not to mention funny, as twins. :D
And that Evil Doctor Grip (I think it's spelled like that, right?), aka Mel, was so damn cool. :D
And the Aunties! oh my goodness. Definitely very Auntie-ish. (:

Group A.. Okay we did a great job too! whoo!(:
I must say that this year's drama has made us much closer, and more bonded. I was so happy to see our very own production in action (in very good action smmore! :D) on stage man.
Chiling and Suyun acted great, good effort on the singing!
But I think the ending's a little bit screwed. phugh.
Zhenping as Auntie Mei was good! And Yijiao was Auntie Ho - she did a darn good job. I remembered we were all freaking freaking freaking nervous backstage even before it started, and I swear Yijiao has put in a lot of effort.
Janabel as the Mama-san is forever so funny. (: During the rehearsals, for the Ornaments/Street scene, she was damn hilarious and tried to destroy my props by stamping on them. Haha. I love Janabel.
YunJia was marv too..! And her improvisation was... oh man, good. (:

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I'd sketched this portrait of Keira (of Pirates fame), but it sort of turned out disgusting. Wanted to post it up here, but Blogger is PMS-y today and has refused to budge.
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BIRTHDAYS
Anyway I've yet to pass Edwyna her birthday present!
Gah. Damn sorry Ed. =X It's already so many days lateeeee.....

KH's bdae coming soon. Happy bdae.

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SHOPPING
Went out scouting for some real sweet clothing deals with Mum early in the morning (when the goods haven't been snatched away yet) and we managed to find some really really cool stuff.
Er, no pictures, 'cos I lost my bloody bloody phone, so I can't bluetooth it to the Tablet PC, so I can't upload any. (Ya fine I still don't have a cam. O_O)
Anyway we found this shop selling mainly branded stuff and it was having it's closure sale. YEEES! Haha, Mum refused to buy the supercheap PaulFrank shirts 'cos she said the monkey was damn disgusting, but she bought us a Roxy and Billiabong skirt and an amazingly low price.
Gah.
But she refused to buy all that unbelievably cheap Adidas stuff.
=/
But still... Love you Mum.
(:
I bought new flipflops too.. Yey.

Maybe someday Chew you can go out with me to Yellow/Zinc and buy some nice bags. And shoes.

SHOES
I was shopping around when I saw this REALLY CUTE polka dot ballet pumps.
And they were selling for like, $20.90 only?!
Plus there was also another pair of pristine nice cute perfect white ACTUAL PUMPS going for 22.90
Siao.
But I ren3-ed. I shall buy another time.
When I go on my mad shopping spree.

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PHONE
I lost my phone!
Well, actually I think it was stolen.
In Westmall!
Wth.
):
Have to change number again.
Shittayye like shyyte....

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Okay I'm gna get my highlights on my bdae..
28nov!!
whoo.
yey.

Okay I just said it.
28nov is my birthday!
Remember okay!
(;

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Oh yes, I just anyhow made a skin two days ago.
It's really ugly and plain and disgusting and slipshot, but that's really how I do my layouts.
d;
But still.. I'm gna change my layout another time, kae?
I'm really sick of this Lettuce/Moss/Grass/Algae green blog.
:D
But I can't say the new layout will be any better, haha.

Kae.
Gta go.
I'm gg to buy Sims2 Expansion Pack!
SIMS2PETS!
SIMS2NIGHTLIFE!
SIMS2UNIVERSITY!
then I'll play it on my sister's Tablet PC until it bao-s.

:D

I want to catch a movie.
Edwyna is the trip still on?
=/
So sorry.
But I really wna go watch a movie and shop with you.
Please say yes!
(:

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KAE KAE KAE I'VE UPDATED I'M SO TIRED BYEBYEBYE.
(date post was completed: 15Nov06, 1:54pm. =S)

love, fiona.

Tick - morbid fear of time

2006-10-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

okay i'm feeling hyper now 'cos tam's hyperbug has rubbed off on me.
So.. pointless quizzes for y'all again!
;)
(plus i know I've not linked kimberlyn for eons.. should clear my guilt by doing her quiz, hoho.)

1. Start time: 12.16pm
2.username: fivefatfleas@HM?
3.nick: msn? f } mama mia; i'm a lesbian (:
4.what color(a skittle) would you be: green
5.chinese zodiac: monkey
6.Horoscope: sagittarius
7.hair color: black
8.eye color: brown. i think.
9.height: 1.65+
10.fave color(s): lime green, blood red, white
11.Glasses? yeah
12.braces? nope, but I do want them :D
13.piercing/tattoos(permanenet or non): 2 ear piercings, getting more
14.pet: Chilli (dog), Ant (little black ant in test tube)
15.postal code: 653290

*****Have you ever*****
16.cut you own hair? no
17.done something you regretted? yeah, plenty
18.hugged someone of no relationship (in blood ) with you: yeah. duh?
19.skipped school? yeah
20. Bungee jumped? nope
21.jumped off a building? would I still be here, then? :D
22.dumped someone? yeah
23.TP'd someone's house? huh.
24.Been arrested? nope
25.won something? don't think so, I'm a loser. :D
26.been rejected? yeah :/
27.been to a funeral? yes
28.used a lighter? err.. duh, yeah
29.been on stage? a lot (:

*****Faves*****
30.Season: spring-autumn
31.food: chocolate eclair
32.icecream flavor: vanilla
33.school subject: Lit + Art
34.Person: See those links with a heart beside them at the bottom of the page? (:
35.Books: murder mysteries, witty novels
36.Movies: none
37.songs: Anything R&B/rap and Kelly Clarkson, Bad Day, Jamie Cullum. No pop, please.
38.park: yishun park:D
39.state: none
40.sport to watch: Basketball (;D), Ice-skating
41.Place: swimming pools
42.Bands: none
43.Letters in alphabets: F + S
44.Restaurants: Sakae counted? Crystal Jade, maybe
45.cartoon/anime characters: none that I can think of
46.Tv Stations: 5 + 8.
47.name for a son: oO err Eric? Desmond? I don't want a son
48.name for a daughter: Elizabeth? Jessica? I don't want a daughter, either

*****do you prefer*****
49.Chocolate or VaniLLa or StrawBerry or ComBo? Chocolate. But for icecream it would be Vanilla
50.long relationships or long friendship? Relationships; Friendship is dangerous
51.dogs or cats or hamsters: Cats.. Dogs.. No idea :/
52.horro flicks or long
(I don't know what is 53, sorry, go to Kimberlyn's blog to find out)
54.croutons or bacon: bacon
55.kissing or hugging or (find a better description) Yoga: err.. cuddling.

*****first thing that comes into your mind*****
56.Mexico: funny moustaches :D
57.school: backstabbers
58.Grass: green!
59.cows: nothing
60.Canada: maple leaf
61.Mouse: my previous pet mouse Peter
62.Hands: long, pretty fingers on the piano

*****the past 48 hours, have you*****
63.watched a movie? nope.
64.talked on the phone: yeah
65.cried? no
66.threw up? nope
67.drank a glass of water? yeah
68.done drugs? panadol? yeah. If not, no
69.read a book or magazine? yeah
70.watched TV? yeah
71.looked in the mirror? mhm
72.taken a shower? yeah, of couse :D
73.Taken A pict with others or yourself? no, sad to say. I'm such a loser :D
74.listened to music? Listening now
75.kissed someone? No one except Chilli
76.told someone you liked them? no
77.felt like slamming the comp becoz of this quiz? nope I'm hyper now, remember?
78.thought of any guy or gal? yeah yeah guys AND girls
79.thought of who you wanna torture by making them do this quiz? yeah! hmm.. Whoever is bored enough to do.(:
80.ending time: 12.42

ah, I took so long to do this quiz.

haha.
TAMMIE TOOTIE DEARIE STOP TALKING ABOUT DISGUSTING MAMMARIES!

oops. gta eat lunch, then go help out at the shop.
moneymoneymoney.
:D

W is able to say another girl is hot when he already has a hot gf.
kidding.

bye! I like eating vegetable stalks! Seeya!
: )

f } mama mia

2006-10-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

lesbian tendencies never do leave me, do they?
:D

okay I shall ditch that stupid blogging method in the earlier post; not my style.
Plus, I reckon people can't hate me any more than this right? Since the hatred is already to the extreme, haha.
So, diss me if you like, bitch about me, who cares. 'Cos I'm a happy girlie and hope you will respect my freedom of speech.

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lah.
kah.
lah.
kah.
kah is back to bug me, haven't heard from wx for some time, matt had better stay off, and that raffles jerk is still being a stupid dark cloud over me.
:/
Got gf already right, come and bug me huh.

Still, women are hot.
So I shall shift my focus to ladies and ditch those (I'm speaking generally) sappy/ego guys.
ah yes, forgot to mention, r is being a darling again. Thanks, r. So sorry I blew up at you ages ago.
:D

Mhm, I'm tons happier now, maybe because of that pineapple juice?
;)

Okay, cheerios, gta stop.
W is complaining my posts are bloody darn long.

oh, screw it, haha

2006-10-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

begone, shine!
haha tam was talking about oil blotter and such, and, my, this girl has a talent for humour and wit! haha.
tam I mentioned you already..

ignore, ignore, ignore those earlier posts...........

okay, screw it, i shouldn't have opened my big mouth and telling almost everyone and ruining everything.
boo, disappearance sometimes annoys me so.
but, again, bloody screw it, ah.

lit seminar was rather nice, learnt a lot and enjoyed myself...
but i think sitting for 1.5 hours straight isn't very pleasurable...
that Macbeth poetry slam thing was so cool, btw! (: quite lame though...
but Tick is very... nice.. and fun to watch... Ms Christina is a marv actress too..
and the scriptwriter of Tick (can't rem his name..) is so witty and.. funny..
that thing about sleeping bags being padded condoms..
and that "i zee" accent..
but overall the actress made it very intriguing and enjoyable to watch, 'cos she isn't afraid to act...
damn you, J, don't know how i look like..
the ny performance was.. a huge disappointment.. slow-moving.. absolutely soft.. boring.. cannot act..
=/

i.. shall not talk bad about.. people on this blog again...
since it's become the cause of hatred towards me for.. so many many many people....
i shall.. comment solely on a more objective view.. and refrain from bitching.. about people...
and y'all wont see many profanities (abbrev or not) here anymore.. maybe other than "shit"..... from now on..
and.. i would blog in simple.. lame.. plain.. english... so you all wont accuse me.. of trying to sound cheem... and acting clever.. oh well...
so.. cheerios..

choral night... rehearsals... painting the ballet shoes... ugh..
don't know when we can prac the.. makeup...
am really quite... worried..
no.. very apprehensive.....

and.. can you all dont tag anymore....?
cant be bothered.. to remove the tagboard....
but if you all tag.. i wont reply, you know... and will only read it about once every.. fortnight.. ya..
plus.. hope you all wouldn't come here.. anymore... maybe except if.. you all want to use the few links..

being a loner....
is fun...
'cos i get to talk to myself...
and there wouldn't be people..
around me.. looking at me..
like im siao...
and people wouldn't get to backstab me...
or bitch about me..
'cos basically.. most people stay from loners..
thinking they are freaks.. quite true for me..
and so they wont know the freak well.. so there would be fewer instances of rumours..
except maybe that the loner is an alien.. or something...
being a one..man..show... is cool...

i had a dream 2 nights ago... another dream about being hounded.. hunted down.. for very sinister reasons..
like serial killer wanting to murder me... ghost wants to.. claim my soul... hcjc girl wants to stab me viciously.. for stealing her bf...
very dao mei.. chao unlucky everytime in my dreams.. 2 nights ago that dream was..
i was hunted down.. by a ruthless serial killer.. but he mistook me for someone else... so very pointless... and i cant go up to him and say... i am not the one you are looking for.. and in the dream i was seriously scared half.. to death....

oh man.. blogger just made my two paragraphs.. disappear again...

i was thinking just now....
we come to earth alone....
we will leave alone too...
and no matter what.....
we will die one day.....
so what's the difference..
if i die with or without friends...
and if i die now or fifty years later...

anyway.. savings just got a boost.. 90bucks.. from working with my dad..
actually now i have no use.. for the money....
'cos initially.. had wanted to watch deathnote, flushed away, happy feet, sinking of japan..... and go meng shopping with good friends....
but now.. ZD broke her promise.. so i can't watch deathnote with her.. dont want to watch anymore...
and.. the thing with the discovery of new things.. and KY... and E.. and a lot more.....
has caused me to have... less chance of going shopping every other day... with good friends.... or watch movies..

so now i have no use or my moolah...
should save it for next year....
when i get new friends...
but next year i'm going to be a loner...
how...?

i just realised 'KY' is the brand of a water-based johnson&johnson lubricant..
lubricant....
i think i will buy KY 'KY' lubricant... for her birthday... okay KY...

i like nexcare cushion purple plasters....

i shall.. hereby swear.. no.. vow... that i will never cut or trim my hair... until the end of sec4...
okay..maybe trim split ends if any... but if not... ya...
dont like short hair anymore...
and i think the past is already long-gone... good...

stupid... BIGMOUTH... A...
don't like her and her sidekick....
so.. bimbo.. and.. girlie.. and wears pink underwear....
her useless fat sidekick... whole day talk bad about people...
sometimes in front of them..
despicable gits....
A sometimes also giggles.. like some attentionseeking... american schoolgirl...
they are not bitchy... but very irritating.. and loathsome...
really don't like them two fat pigs...

sad.. didn't see SI (rgs) or L (ri) at lit seminar...
thought their english quite good.. and really missed them....
SI why didn't you go.. really expected you to be there.. =/
anyway.. saw a YJ lookalike...
same hairstyle.. same specs.. same ahbeng personality.. same biantai thinking... same piercings..
but from DHS...

really want to change school...
haha...
elite school people are so mean and always conspiring...
bad.
neighbourhood school students... more jiang3 yi4 qi4... nicer to their friends...
even though they are not as clever... they are proper humans.... and respect one another...
there might be ahlians/ahbengs... but they are in fact very friendly and nice to their classmates... and friends...
a bit like my cousin..
:D
love ny.. love+hate monkeymak... hate ny people... especially some fat bimbo and weak useless pigs..

bye..

Bad Day - Daniel Powter

2006-10-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody, I'm very happy with life, I love everyone around me, I'm surrounded by beautiful darlings who care about my feelings, I'm not falling to pieces, I'm just perfectly contented with life, and have no intention of ending it all.
(:

Yeah, right. As if any of those above are true. I need a break from it all. All that conspiracy, bitching, hating, lying.

Like it isn't enough when my own friends are making me cry everyday.

/

Okay that was crap. I'm in fact very happy.
Believe me.
Look, I'm smiling. (:
I really am..

I'm not just having a bad day; I want all these to stop, I want all that crying to end. All that hypocrisy is making life so difficult, all that bitching is making our lives so bitter, and it all sucks. Just stop it, all right? Stop making me a further loser and be more fucking sensitive, guys.. My life is shattering right in front of my life and it makes me cringe and cry - all that blue in the sky is turning into grey, and I miss all those happy-friends days. Please don't make me cry anymore.

some people SUCK like crap

2006-10-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

fcking hell, I'm damn pissed that someone is such a stupid hypocrite and bloody political person.
HYPOCRITE FISHER, WE ALL HATE YOU.
how can you hurt a friend!
:/

i hate fisher.

{EDIT}
All my friends suck, and I hate all my friends, it's not just fisher anymore.
Go on with your bloody battles, for all I care..
I don't want to be with these friends anymore; let me be a stupid loner.
Everyone just sucks. Including my closest friends.
(20oct, friday)
{/EDIT}

zombified lung failure

2006-10-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe how long I've, like, forsaken this stupid blog.
I think I should go back to being some bimbo airhead, 'cause at least I have an excuse for splurging mindlessly, baahhh.
nevermind the fact that I've actually got some intellectual to be picked for the Research Project thing. ;)

Lah, I hate this blog I hate my life I hate my results I hate how stupid lazy I always get.
:/ I have to practise for assessments. Ha, ha, how fun.
The stupid project proposal is driving me mad, 'cause yinghong likes to summarize my so-intellectual writings! From 400 down to 50 words.

ching-ching.
Gta start working our bums off, girls, unless you've got filthy rich parents to pay for your shopping trips this holiday. ;)
I think...
- if I let my mum highlight my hair for her exam I'll get 30bucks. Quick money, can get purple/brown highlights somemore! (:
- if I go help out my dad I'll get 5bucks per hour. schweet.
- if I try to land that flyer job I'll get 3 / 4 / 5 bucks per hour. lahlahlah!
- if I can I'll coax my parents into letting me keep the change when they send me out to buy stuff. ;)
and then, tadah, I'll have enough money for the holidays, hahaha.

So far, not counting those ~~hundred~~ few loose bucks stashed in my private drawer, I have about $125. Pretty good.
Calculated that I'll need at least 200 if I really want to have a good time.
Sigh, okay I need to start working.

blahdiblah, I changed my phone. So stop grumbling that I have granny memory whenever I ask who you are when you sms me out of the blue. Sorry, lah, I didn't save much of my contacts into my sim, so gta get all your numbers again.

AND I CHANGED EMAIL. long ago. --"
to the fivefatfleas@HM one.
... ... ...
how come some people can still come to me and ask if I blocked them 'cause I haven't been online for quite a while?
ha, haa, haaaa.

Oh I saw Mr. Jason Ng on TV with his wife and son.
heh, (:

Sorry to everybody who still reads my blog: I know my entries are getting crappier and crappier, but...
too bad, I don't like blogging anymore.

I want to watch the ridiculous Happy Feet! haha(: cute penguins, lahlah.
Anybody interested in catching Death Note with me? :/

Movies I want to catch -

Death Note
Happy Feet
You, Me and Dover (?)
Grudge 2
Open Season
Material Girls
You get the idea, haha(:

Clothes -

> 3 tops (can't spend too much :/ )
> 4 skirts (ditto)
and a FEW more pieces of clothing.......
... okay talking about how little my wardrobe can be expanded is highly depressing. next point

Others -

some makeup
necklaces
Choral Nite stuff
handphone accessories
new flipflops
new bag
birthday presents, (:
PLANNER for 2007. can't risk failing my subjects again.
nail polish
"Does My Head Look Big In This?" book
that Venus thing, hahaha
belgium chocolate I still owe people (groans)
get my violin fixed. grr
stock up on those *ahem* girly stuff, ((:
clothes for my darling Chilli! yes, lovelove.
new school books

now that I think of it, I need more than 200bucks.

:/ :/ :/ anybody can, like, sponsor my meals or something? I think I need to save up more. By the way any ideas where I can get a tennis dress?

I hate msn. and HSSRP. and PINK (the colour). eh, extreme bimbos, stop wearing pink pink pink undies everyday and exposing them, can? wahlao. I'm talking about some 209ners here.

...

and yeah I know I have been MIA for so long, I haven't been online for ages, I haven't blogged for quite some time, I smsed in as short and sweet as possible ways, I slept through the phone calls. But give me a break, yeah? I've never mugged so hard for the EOYs before (and still failed)!

yadahyadah, so don't start daoing me or snapping at me, leh. :/ now the proposal's gna keep me very busy. (yinghong stop bugging me arghhhh)

I don't like Cai Chun Jia liao. the singer, in case you can't make out the name. Junsu, Xtina A, Joss Stone, Jay C, Kelly Clarkson, and Gwen Stefani are the best singers now, yey, (:

(By the way I don't even think Panweibo is goodlooking now. Don't badger me for the reason. :/ )

And, hello, everybody just stop over-reacting just because I don't fancy any stupid guy right now, okay? Right.. I'm not huachi (okay I was last time, but NOT NOW! NOT ANYMORE! shit, why can't you all just get that, huh?) Just treat it as if I'm a lesbian. Which is what I am partly.
;)

I salute those who have enough spare cash to go on raving shopping trips. :/ I want..!

Kae that's all. Freakingly Fab Fiona is dead as of now. As in, you know, officially. Airhead Bimbo Fiona gna emerge soon, bye y'all.

(I don't like LiLo 'cause she kinda freaks me out, I don't like the Duff sisters 'cause they sort of have beaver teeth sometimes, I don't like the kids central Kim W. 'cause she's so disgustingly attention-whorish :/, I don't like Nicole Kidman 'cause she's so fair I'm jealous, I don't like BoA 'cause she's had surgery, I don't like Angelina Jolie 'cause she's is so awesome and perfect it's hard not to let envy get over me.) Nadah, just random ramblings. Anyway Korean actresses / singers who have pretty doe eyes most of the time have had surgery, so stop yakking about how pretty they can be even without makeup. As for BoA... I just don't like her surgery.

Love, fiona.

Byebye.

When Sien-ism strikes

2006-09-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

Okay, so now I'm loading my video file for IT.
It's taking ages :/
One minute has passed and it's only increased by 1%.
How sad. And tiring. And sien.
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Okeydokey I've xia ding jue xin to study properly for the EOYs.
I can't afford to get retained or kicked out of IP, although my mum says it's really all right with her.
(--")
Oh man, I think I'm going to do terribly for History, lah. Isn't that sad? I like History, but KFC has made it darn sien for me @_@ So now, I guess I'll just have to drop History when I go to Sec3.
Then again, I'm not even sure I can make it for my subject combination, bahhhh.
Maybe then I will get allocated to History if the spaces for Advanced Lit are all filled up.
:/

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The NY Library's closing from this Friday till end of January 2007 for major renovating stuff.
Gah, I was hoping to borrow some books after exams to read.
:/
The Library has permitted NY girls to borrow at most 10 books from the Library till tomorrow, and we can return it next year (yey!).
But strangely they haven't thought about how we are going to lug them home, have they?
(--')
I think I'm gna die when I really bring my 6 books home.
egad.

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(Video's loading at a faster speed than I'd expected)

Everybody's getting cranky due to the EOYs, and it's getting onto my nerves.
#_#
Don't vent your exam stress on me, leh!

My violin's soundpost dropped off, just an update.
x_x
This is bad.
I don't know when I'll be free to go get it repaired.

And I need to start saving up for the post-EOYs period. For all the movies, dinners, shopping I'm gna do. And maybe go to Escape Theme Park :D

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SIEN SIEN SIEN.
I'm hungry.
d;

Okay shall do homework checklist:

Science Past Year Paper
Science Revision Paper
Chinese lijiewenda
History Mock Paper
Math Past Years 03/04/05
Math St. Andrews Past Year Paper
Math NC Past Year Paper
Geography Home Learning Worksheet
HMP EOY practice
Theory Essayssss
File up worksheets + notes

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.....

Sien. Still nothing to do.

Okay, shall list out the things I'm gna do after the blasted EOYs:

Singapore Biennale 2006! loves.
Watch a horror movie
Watch a comedy
Watch another movie (That would make 3 movies! :D)
Go on a mad shopping spree with Edwyna
Go on a Family Shopping Trip
Memorise viola parts, get ready for CCA assessments
Prepare for '07 violin exam
Go swimming!
Choral Nite '06 preparations + rehearsals
Celebrate my birthday (:
Bring Chilli out for walks
Go running/jogging
Go cycling
Watch even more movies (:
Maybe go for HCISO+SNSO concert?
Take neoprints with Sih Im/ Yu Wen/ Belicia/ etc
Have a Swensen's dinner with some people
Make a new skin for this blog
Celebrate Edwyna's birthday! :D
Celebrate Audrey's birthday! :D
Celebrate Christmas

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Haha, hope 209 wouldn't be very separated / divided in Sec3.

(VIDEO'S CHAO TURTLE LOADING IS MAKING ME HATE I.T.)

sien. sien. sien. Why is my video loading so slowly.

Okay shall stop here, this is becoming very pointless and sien.

By the way, I love Liao Zai! :D

Bye! loves, fiona.

Skip this entry if you hate meaningless quizzes

2006-09-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

:D okay paiseh I'm being very sien here.
Just something to fill up blog space, you can skip this entry if you hate quizzes haha.

Love Survey
Relationship questions:
Current status?: single
Are you happy with your current status?: i think so
Is there anything you would change about your status?: no
What is your ideal mate?: Mr. Nice Guy (haha), caring, sweet, no? but bad boys are so hot =/
Whats the best thing about being in a relationship?: love i think
Whats the worst thing about being in a relationship?: becoming a total idiot

Firsts:

First crush?: err Wen Da -.-
First kiss?: ZJ.. actually not really a kiss.
First love?: err WB
First Time (sex) with?: i'm not legal yet, hahaha
First heartbreak?: WB

Random love questions:
Do you believe in love?: yea
Have you ever thought love wasnt real?: yeah
If so, what made you feel that way?: just a feeling

Is it possible to love more than one person at a time?: no, not really
If your mate cheats, would you forgive?: N-O, no.
Once a cheater always a cheater?: dont think so
Would you do anything for love?: not anything, but almost anything, yeah
Help hide a body for the one you love?: no, that's gross
100 million dollers or the one you love?: love
Do you want to get married?: no, engagement is enough :D
What would be the perfect wedding and with who?: erm on a rollercoaster with WP. Joke.
What do you love most about the opposite sex?: don't know
What do you hate most?: them becoming absolute MCPs
Sex questions

(I have deleted the questions, too personal)

More random questions:
Could you live a life without love?: not a whole life
are you afraid to be alone?: no
If you can have anyone in the world who would it be?: err i think WP.
Is love a word people throw around to much?: yes
Have you ever thrown it around?: when i was younger

ANOTHER SURVERY! :D mwaha

45 of the most random things you probably NEVER needed to know about someone
whats your name spelt backwards?: anoif :D
What did you do last night?: i.. slept
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: windows live messenger
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: great suggestion, but no
Last time you swam in a pool?: eons ago):
What are you wearing?: white minishorts and yellow racerback
How many cars have you owned?: Nada.
Type of music you dislike most?: K-Fed's Popo-Zao. Yech. You get the idea.

Are you registered to vote?: nahnah

Do you have cable?: no, what's so good about it
What kind of computer do you use?: err not sure, can't be bothered
Ever made a prank phone call?: yeah to Joshua Ang? hahaha:D
You like anyone right now?: yeah, both a guy and a softball girl. Don't kill me.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: skydiving
Furthest place you ever traveled?: erm, korea. pretty sad.
What's your favorite comic strip?: Baby Blues
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: SHOULD be.
Shower, morning or night?: i shower at night, but i would prefer mornings
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: past month?! I HAVENT BEEN VISITING THE CINEMAS FOR EONS!

Favorite pizza toppings?: cheese counted?

Chips or popcorn?: popcorn. salted.:D
What cell phone provider do you have?: samsung you mean? or the starhub line?

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: WHAT THE..?!! no.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: i wish.
Orange Juice or apple?: apple
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: not counting family, Edwyna darling.
favorite chocolate bar?: kinderbuenoBUENOBUENO :DD
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Jasmine, 8 years or so, followed by Sih Im and Josy.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: primary 5 i think
Have you ever won a trophy?: yeah
Favorite arcade game?: pinball? hahaha
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: nope
Sprite or 7-UP?: 7-up
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: yeah, SG schools are like that =/
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: i dont think ive ever been there
Ever thrown up in public?: nope
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: love
Do you believe in love at first sight?: i don't know, depends
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: jimmy, that bigbrain kid.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: not exactly
What message is on your voicemail machine?: I don't have a voicemail machine
Where would you like to go right now?: any swimming pool
Whats the name of your pet?: Chilli
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: er. sch backpack? school stuff? plus rubbish.
What do you think about most?: someone.

NOW ANOTHER QUIZ! MWAHAHAHAA

Everything Anyone Ever Wanted To Know About You
The Basic Stuff
Name?: fiona lam ke fang
Age?: 13
Height?: 165, idk
Weight?: err idk, close to 40-50
Birthday?: 28/11/92
Birthplace?: Singapore
Current Location?: Singapore
School/Grade?: NYGH/sec2
Zodiac Sign?: Sagittarius

Chinese Zodiac Sign?: monkey! :D
Righty or Lefty?: right
Haircolor?: black
Eyecolor?: brown. or maybe black. o_O??
Skin Color?: asian yellow, haha

About You
What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc)?: straight parents, 3 sisters, 1 dog, not a happy family for me
Any Pets?: yes

If So What Are They?: an A4-sized dog
Favorite Relative?: none, maybe my grandma
Least Favorite Relative?: all of them, grandparents excluded
What's Your Heritage/Race?: err Singaporean Chinese(:
Political Affiliation?: huh.
Love & Sex
Sexuality?: i think i'm bi, hmm
Are You In A Relationship Now?: no
If So, With Whom?: -

For How Long?: -
Are You In Love?: yeah, but not in a relationship

Do You Have A Crush On Anyone?: not a crush, darn, love
Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: yeah, still do
How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: again, I'm not sure if it WAS a kiss
Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: lips or forehead
Best Love Quote?: -
Your Friends
Best?: Edwyna/Kimyung/Audrey/SihIm/etc
How Many Friends Do You Have?: can't be bothered
More Guys Or Girls?: girls prolly
Love Them All?: yep
Anyone You Wish You Were Closer To?: yeah
Oldest?: idk
Newest?: idk
Pen Pal?: no more

Friends And Words (associate them)

Pen: Leona
Flower: Edwyna
Pink: AUDREYNG
Window: -
Heart: Shawn
Mother: -
Bread: Yijiao, don't ask me why
Insane: Zhuoda
Sunglasses: ros + ruimin
Pimp: Eugene
Cross: as in Jesus' Cross? Zhenping bah(:
Lonely: -
Car: -
Music: Mel

This Or That
Boxers or Briefs?: cute boxers, though i don't wear them, haha
Thongs or G-Strings?: thongs duh
Shorts or Pants?: shorts
Shoes or Barefeet?: barefeet
Books or Movies?: movies
Night or Day?: evening haha
Dark or Light?: light
Mountains or Beach?: mountains
Snow or Sun?: snow
Pepsi or Coke?: idk
Guys or Girls?: girls, definitely
Swim or Surf?: swim. never surfed =/

For or Against
Gay Marriage?: for
Abortion?: against, unless the baby has some chronic illness or smth
Bush Getting Re-elected?:.. im not political
Suicide?: neutral
War?: against
Pants?: shorts are better
Clothes In General?: for! if not what.
Penises?: for. not a feminist(:

Favorites
Color?: green, yellow, orange, red, brown
Number?: 2
Holiday?: christmas
Season?: i want winter =/
Movie?: idk
Book?: idk
Magazine?: idk
Food?: choc icecream, ikan bilis!:D
Drink?: orange juice
TV Show?: idk
Song?: Break Away, Geek in the Pink
Band?: -
Computer Game?: i hate computer games
Video Game?: ditto
Anime/Manga?: -
Shirt?: - this is getting pointless
Pants?: idk
Actor?: Leonardo Di
Actress?: Rachel McAdams, idk
Singer?: kelly clarkson
Flower?: rose
Scent?: idk
Animal?: cats, pandas maybe :DD
Cookie?: chocolate chip
The Future
Want To Go To College?: no
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: er not sure
Want To Get Married?: no
Want To Have Kids?: yes, prolly
What Would Their Names Be?: starting with J! or K!
How Many?: 2
Where Do You Want To Get Married?: beach

More Stuff About You
Piercings?: yea
Tattoos?: no, but i THINK i want one
Smoke?: no
Drink?: yeah, i think counted lah:D
Do Drugs?: no, never will
Skinny Dip?: no
Greatest Fear?: heights + pain
Chocolate or Vanilla?: both are fine

Go To Church?: no
Religion?: free
Scars?: plenty, esp on the left side of my body
Like To Be Naked?: no
Ever Eaten Sushi?: yeah
An Entire Case Of Oreos?: no
Been On Stage?: yeah
Danced In The Rain?: yes, pretty silly but so fun
Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: my mother
Weirdest Dream?: 90% of them
Best Dream?: none
Saddest Dream?: the wedding one, darn.
Dream You Most Wish Would Come True?: -

Think You're Attractive?: err no
Been Caught "Doing Something"?: no
Weirdest Makeout Place?: Under the Table -.-
Like Thunderstorms?: NO. NO. NO.
Favorite Shoes?: sexy pumps+classic ballet flats
Best Advice Given?: -
Worst Advice Given?: Life is just the way it is.. Very unfair. =/
Glad This Is Over?: very

(:
I'm darn tired!
x_x

bye:D

Ooh, love! ♥

2006-09-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

Chio Chew's posted another intellectual entry which.. I quite like, :D
Her intelligence has by far surpassed mine by a great deal, and I must say it's admirable (for my part) and, yey, good for her, hahaha.
Anyway, Chew's a feminist. Somewhat one. Haha, Chew you never mentioned that, I just thought you to be very opinionated.
But I have to agree, so many people have the wrong mindset that females can't live without males that I cringe to think about what the fairer sex has become. Admitting to be willing to bow down to the men? Must we be dominated all the time? Yeah, so many males like shy, quiet, pretty (in a fresh, innocent way), smile-y shunus who don't have opinions of their own. Pretty pathetic, don't you think? And they (guys and some ladies included) still think that women are supposed to be dependent on men! Ah, what bullsh*t.
Yet in our present society so many women are standing up for their own rights, talking incessantly that sometimes you wonder if they have too much of opinions and philosophies, taking up more influential and dominating roles, achieving a hell load more of success imaginable. And some guys are whining about how girls like that aren't good; they are not meek, mild, shy, complying anymore. Whining, maybe even sulking about that inescapable fact. Ha! Then you see the sudden rise in numbers of metrosexual males, and males who go ahead and embrace their feminine sides, haha.
Then you realise that it's the men now who need women more than we need them.
Okay, I realised that I might very soon offend someone if I don't stop now.
Anyhoos, food for thought?(:

♥
Ah, but Chew I insist love does exist, just not true love. Duh, love isn't sacred as we all might think it is, but it is quite a great emotion, a feeling which bonds two individuals. But, love can be blind, as can justice too, if you really think about it. (I think only close friends of mine can understand that statement.)

Hmm, better not to be rambling like a fool about love, I think. I can't make any intellectual talk, well maybe not now.
:D
EOYs!
Teehee, let's all rejoice; EOYs are enjoyable, if you really go think about it, haha.
And after the EOYs we will be able to enjoy life a bit more(:

Ooh yes, Sec2s are visiting the Singapore Biennale (I don't know how to spell that thing), I'm so excited!:D
It's gna be a colourful and fun trip, haha.

Haiyah, the EOYs are shrivelling up people's brains, frying them or maybe burning them chaoda for some cases):
Please, leh, guys, can you all rivet back to normal? It's quite sien now if everyone's burying deep into piles of paper splotched with ink and highlighter. People are turning into lollipops! Oh my, oh my. Have a life, leh, EOYs don't mean you have to become damn zombies with stuffed brains.
:/

Chilli's a happy puppy now 'cause she's just had a bath.

Oh, today was a tiring day, I'm drained.
I need to go swimming, darn!! Or jogging!! Or some table tennis!!
Argh, I can't just sit here like a pile of dirt collecting dust!

L, is for the way you look at me

O, is for the only one I see

V, is very very, extraordinary

E, is even more than anyone that you could know and

Love, is all that I can give to you

Love, is more than just a game, for two.

Haha, did I get the lyrics right? -.-

I love this song!:D

♥, Fiona.

Moodswings suck

2006-09-24T09:39:00.000+08:00

Oh, not mine; I'm talking about whoever who gets them and throws little tantrums at others. Often I'm on the receiving end):

Ah, was blog surfing for a short while, and came across several blogs which.. angered me? Erk, okay just made me a little bushuang.
Why is it that this particular guy (if you are reading this you'd better go do some reflecting) always hits on pretty girls and tries to make friends with them? Oh, by pretty I mean pretty to him, not to most people. Okay, I should explain the earlier sentence.
This stupid egoistic, short, ugly guy who apparently has no idea that he looks like a dustbin thinks a few particular girls are good-looking. Nothing wrong with that, you think, but would you be singing the same tune if I told you
1. he tries to build a relationship with these girls (one at a time),
2. calling them Mei and whatever shizz (when apparently he's not even fit to be a Gor),
3. then advancing in a stupid way, trying to bring the relationship to a higher level,
4. but when the girl somehow finds out the ugly side (no pun intended) of his personality, she decides to stop being in contact with him
5. and that angers him, and overnight he becomes a sour grape of sorts, saying how much he actually disliked this girl, and that the girl actually has countless bad points, like having moodswings, being petty, cheap, etc. etc.
6. so he makes his exit grandly (stupidly, I think) like a simpleton idiot, and hits on another girl
7. whom he thinks is even prettier than the previous one (let me die), and calls her Mei and everything again

sort of being despo/ego/stupid/lame all at the same time, huh?
Some Sec2'06 Strings people might know who I am talking about, ha.
OMG, I can't believe he's such a total bitch and everything.
I also cannot believe that that girl is still so oblivious to everything, still being girly-giggly with all that Sec1-enthuasiasm in her COUNTLESS COUNTLESS !exclamationmarks! (she being a sec2), still having that StupidGirl mindset that "Everybody is harmless" and "If you are nice to them, they will be nice to you".
Oh boy, just kill me.
Yeah Audrey and whoever I've told this to before: She's that Dumb Blonde person. -_-
And that guy is.. Tell you people on thursday if you don't already know:D

There's also this Sec4 girl (not from NY) who still types in uh.. weird language on her blog. And she insists,
"mii acherli berii diferen iin reall derrh worrs ! kekex . "
WAH. LAO. EH.
yeahlah, yeahlah, you very "diferen", lah. I didn't even manage to absorb what she was saying after a good few minutes, since, after all, there doesn't exist a twit dictionary anywhere.
She's actually very different in real life, I think that's what she's trying to say.
Know what, I actually hope so, I really do.
'Cause if she's such a twit in real life (all those alien conversations she must have held with her friends), I would just jump down.
Sec4! And still with this kinda stuff!

gurgles; Going to KAP later to study with Edwyna, don't know whether it will be effective, but I sure hope so.
:D
I lost my History notes (a whole bunch of them) and I'm not sure if my History textbook's with me either. Suspect it's under my table.): How do I study then?

Ah, bringing the mock history paper to do later, haha.

Ah, all right, tag replies:

KH: I can't mug. -.- And I'm not insane, just a little too blur
AUDREY: hey, haha, nah not the puff. I think I've told you liao, haha. YES HYUN BIN. but LEE DONG WOOK is better I guess(: javelin and cutegeeks hahaha. but I still prefer piercings, you know. :D And, yeah, History and Chinese suck. I still think Chinese's the shittiest subject ever.):
YANYI: hello darling!(: yeah missed you so much too! ;D Nah, just work hard, we all can do it(: Thanks, you jiayou too (:
-,-: Hmm, are you jonkoh? Ha.
EDWYNA: yo, I don't like History too! :/ Yeah, HuangLao that stupid lady who gave me C6 for Chinese! BAH!
JONKOH: Yeah, I was. Haha. Not too sure about that, the love part, 'cos I've heard many people say it. Almost positive it doesn't apply for my parents, with regards to ME. haha.
R: hmm, what can I say then? Oh okay, scram. Stop tagging here!

[EDIT]
I suddenly had a thought, about the guy I mentioned earlier. The one who hits on "pretty" girls. Haiyah, I realised there are two more guys who are similar to him!
Sad case.
[/EDIT]

fiona.

say fwah again

2006-09-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought I seriously fked up (forgive the language, I'm on high now) my G7 piano exam, I got a nice little pleasant shock when I got back the results. I didn't prepare properly, I screwed up my scales, the Aural was terrible, the pieces were even worse. I remember ferevently hoping that I would at least pass, haha. But now -
Distinction, leh! Say fwah.
I can never understand these weird examiners who seem to think totally opposite from me everytime, man.

Oh, Huishan tagged me to do this weird quiz which is really just one which lames around and makes both the do-er and reader sien shit.
Skip, if you honestly don't want to bother yourself with the numerous sien asswipe quizzes I always do, haha.

ON/OFF?
1. State the gender opposite to yours
2. Fill up the following according to whether the
traits/characteristics turn you on/off (or you don't mind) in the opposite
gender
3. Tag 5 people

ON/OFF/DM (don'tmind)/NA (not applicable)

Male
HAIR:
length:
long - DM
short - DM
style:
tangled - OFF
gelledflat - OFF, fwah toot
outofbed - ON
waxed - DM
others:
curly - DM
wavy - DM
pokerstraight - OFF
FACE:
eyes:
brown - ON
green - ON
blue - ON
grey - ON
big - DM
small - ON
nose:
nosebridge - DM
hooked - DM
mouth:
fulllips - ON
thinlips - DM
verythicklips - OFF heh, I added this in myself cos MLim is a huge turnoff
:D
others:
cheekbones - ON
highforehead - DM
hairy - DM
BODY:
height:
tall - ON, not too freaky tall though
average - DM
short - DM, haha I can't believe HS wrote ON
body type:
storky - OFF
obese - OFF
rakethin - DM
average - DM
skin tone:
darkskinned - ON, as in mainly other races right?
fairskinned - DM
tanned - ON
ladies' figures:
hourglass - NA
average - NA
washboard - NA
men's:
pecs - DM
abs - DM
biceps - ON
legs:
muscular - DM
long - DM, though I think this is more for females
short - DM, ditto
others:
hairy - DM, erm this'd better mean chest hair..
PERSONALITY
quiet - DM, cute
loud - OFF, too dominant
sensitive - ON
insensitive - OFF
tender - ON
kind - DM
kindtoanimals - DM, er? o_O
metrosexual - DM, not too vain though
bimbo - NA, unless it's applicable for guys, in which case OFF
joker - DM
player - playboy? well.. DM
loyal - DM
giggly - OFF
emo - ON, I don't really know
senseofhumour - ON
serious - DM
romantic - DM
colourfullanguage - DM, I'm sort of like that at times too, anyway
jock - DM, but javelin people are fit! :D audrey: hahahaha
musical - DM
studious - ON (like, those cute studious/geeky ones right? not
those highpantshighsocks type right? :D audrey:
hahahaa)
geek - DM, I guess being a tech junkie isn't a big deal
logical/factual - OFF, I hate those "science-y people" who are
narrowminded
philosophical/thinker - ON
I TAG
Audrey, Edwyna, Kimyung (if you see this YOU'D BETTER UPDATE!), Chio Chew,
Sih Im (must do!)

All right, so much for sien quizzes.
I'm addicted to those little Crispy M&Ms which come in blue packaging.
Funny, huh, ugly packaging but nice contents.

Yes! Bread with cheese and ham and pineapple and cheese and olives (YUM) and tomatoes and cheese and more cheese for dinner:
Pizza!

Oh, yes, MLim has done something else to make me hate him like crap/shit/laosai/whatever more.
I couldn't change my theory lesson schedule today to go for HMP try-on-the-fking-piano-to-prepare-for-EOYs session, which is practically useless and pointless, because of my theory teacher's last minute stuff. And my parents refuse to let me skip the awefully expensive (okay lah, quite expensive) lesson to go for HMP. So I had to skip HMP, and asked two kind souls Ruimin and ChiLing to notify him of my absense and reason.
And, GUESS WHAT?!
THAT UGLY BOOGERHEAD DUSTBINFACE FISHLIPS CREATURE SAID I WOULD HAVE TO PLAY IN CLASS ALONE FOR EVERYONE TO HEAR ON THURSDAY TO MAKE UP FOR TODAY'S SESSION, BECAUSE APPARENTLY TRYING ON THE FKING PIANO IS BLARDY IMPORTANT!
wahkao. I was seriously pissed and felt like just shouting at him to go and die and fk off.
Who says I want to try on the piano? I don't need and I don't want to try on it! I don't care if I wouldn't be used to the piano during EOYs, I've already played on that stupid piano for so many times during Drama rehearsals! And it's not my fault that I skipped his lesson, I didn't have a choice! OMG, HE SHOULD JUST SCREW OFF AND GO AND DIE.
So now I have to play alone in front of everybody to "TRY ON THE PIANO" on thursday. What's his fking problem, man?!
Oh, maybe it's not his fault, since someone with that screwed up of a face probably has a screwed up mind as well.
SH*T HIM ARGH.
I want to spit in his ugly face.

Ooh, dachangjin's showing now, I gta go(:
Yeahlayeahla, I know last time I dissed that show a lot, but sorry okay, I just found out it's actually quite nice, haha.
I love korean shows!:D
I love Lee Dong Wook! Hyun(g?) Bin! Ah whoever.
haha.

So, that's all. I'm gna make a voodoo of MLim liao. Now he can share the space in the Whacking Box with the other sickening prissybottom.
;)
Yeah, the other one I made a voodoo of some time ago. He's sort of gay; okay I'm exaggerating, I don't like him very much.

Uh, uh, I'm not psychotic (how do you spell the damned word) and I'm not a crazy pervert or something okay.
I just like whacking voodoos; I don't do black magic.

Bye.
Fiona.

Sod off, lah, damnit.

2006-09-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

Oh. My. Fking. Gaud.
I canNOT believe we are even related, much less by blood. You don't give me the slightest bit of respect, you show fking obvious favoritism, you apparently hate me loads, and you don't ever give a hoot to what I try to tell you. The BOTH of you, in fact. I can't believe I am so bloody ill-fated to become such a close relative of the two of you; I would not have been able to stand you two jokers even if I were an absolutely distant relative. It irks me to find that, in all the past 13+ years, I have been nothing in your eyes, that there exists NO respect, NO proper communication, NO care nor concern, and certainly NO love in this relationship. If you ever had the impression I would endure the both of you till you were in your seventies, then I must very smugly say you two are wrong. Because, if you don't give a fck about my existence, my basic rights, my ANYTHING, then I have to admit, I have no duties to fulfill for the two of you. I am not bound by anything to you two, since I have never been treated as if I am even related to you for a moment in my entire life. If you insist on the fact that you both have given birth to me, that you have spent a whole lot of money raising me (though I seriously doubt that it wasn't driven by a simple sense of duty and responsibility, rather than love as a parent), then I guarantee you, no matter how hard it takes, I will repay you back. Even if I have to become a pathetic beggar to raise the humongous sum of money (though I don't even think the sum spent on me makes up even 20% of the amount spent on each of the rest), I will repay you both, clear this stupid debt, and free myself from the two of you horrible, terrible creatures.
And then you will see if any of the three others you have showered SO much love on comes back to serve you, to take care of you, during your old age. I very seriously doubt it, unless they are eyeing your inheritance, to which I will openly chuckle and scoff at.
Why? Why wasn't I given the slightest respect, the least bit of rights, while the rest do? Why wasn't I given any love at any point of time? Why, if in any case you have in fact "taken care" of me, is that the rest ALWAYS get better treatment than me? Why do I never get birthday parties organised for me? Why don't I ever get birthday celebrations? Why don't I ever get the smallest token of a birthday present, even something as simple as a hug? Why don't I ever get the acknowledgement of my existence? Why don't I ever get appreciated for all that concern, empathy, love I have given to you all? Why am I always negleted? Why are my high achievements always pushed to a corner, sometimes even swept away, while the others get the most conspicuous spot in the display cupboard if they get a lousy loser #165 in level position? Why are all my Gold Medallist and High Distinctions for New South Wales always hidden in one corner? Why was my Outstanding Student certificate pushed to one dusty corner? Why were my 100m sprint medals and 400m trophies forsaken and hidden behind the loser certificates of the others which so many have scoffed at? Why do you both treat me like that?
For all those years, you have laughed at me, abused me, slapped me, humiliated me, hurt me, everything imaginable. But for the three others? They were given the royal treatment, always given the benefit of the doubt, always being sayang-ed while I am tossed and kicked aside with absolute contempt.
Sometimes I wonder if I even belong to this aweful family. Sometimes I really wonder how come, being the highest achiever in the family, I never get the slightest praise, the subtlest compliment like a "oh, good.". Sometimes I really don't know why I am given the worst of all things, the worst wardrobe, the worst food, the worst respect (if you can even call it that), the worst treatment someone can ever get.
If you are thinking that I'm just saying this in an impulsive fit of anger, I have to correct you. Fact is, I've given this a lot of thought, during those times when I'm pushed aside, I had plenty of time to think about, to contemplate, to consider my feelings. And now I shall proudly proclaim with human dignity (which I haven't been given all this while) that I do not love the two of you. I shall serve you as a respectful daughter, fulfill my rightful duties if you want to (though I think you will NEED it, since the other three will just forsake you two the moment they can. HA. LOSERS.), but there never will be the slightest hint of love, even of hate, because I am already very drained of all these passionate emotions for you two. After 14 good years, I have forgotten how to love, how to hate, how to feel anything towards you two bloody fools. And I'm disappointed with God's (if there is one, I'm presuming) decision to put them in charge of me, to let them have the chance to be my family member, to assign them to be the care-givers, the love-providers, for those two have failed very miserably.
I weep for them, I scoff at their foolishness, I laugh at their inability to detect the blacks and whites of a relationship, I pity them.
They don't deserve to be my parents.

/

I'm sorry if the above has made you very negative towards me, but you haven't read it completely right, I don't think so. Everyone has feelings, of course, but all I feel for them is pity and contempt. Well, well, well. So much for two absolute foolish beings. I wish them good luck in their old age. Now on to other stuff.

History essay - gotta chiong it all tonight or maybe tomorrow, during the wee hours. Wow, how exhilarating!
Chinese compre - great, just great. To finish this by tomorrow? Oh, small feat! Ha, as if. I'm so, so lucky, you realised.
Chinese summary writing - wow, looks like HuangLao has an uncanny ability to assign work to us such that we all have to stay up late at least once a week. Stupid MsSnoopy.
Math Past Year Papers - have a guess. Yeah, haven't touched them; they are collecting dust in that corner! :/ I'm screwed.
Geog Worksheet + Notes - somehow my being blur has resulted in the misplacement of both documents, which are coincidentally both very important.

Chinese marks - oh damn, HuangLao can just go and die. A C6 for Chinese? Oh. My. Fking. Gaud. I'm pissed! If I ever get retained, I will come back and haunt HuangLao. After I jump, that is.
CME marks - Ah! Scary shit! Though I got an A (everyone did), it was still a pathetic A. I wonder what the HECK is wrong with that HuangLao. She needs to go have her grey matter probed.

Okay, so depressing, right?
Hawhaw.
Now even a whole night of crying (I'm talking bucketfuls here) wouldn't help.
Do you see now why I haven't been up to my usual crazy goofy laughing.

Okay, I seriously don't see what all that fuss about the EOYs are about. Sure, if we fail we might get retained, like some people did (I'm not kidding! Edwyna surprised me with that very shocking piece of information as well.) previously, but are you sure you have what it takes to fail? Okay, lah, if your CA marks are freaking made up of F9s, then I can understand a little. But if even C5s are scarce, please don't keep fussing about it and messing with my mind, can anot? 'Cos if that's the case, you wouldn't fail! Unless you leave the exam papers blank, lah. Even for me, with my lousy-like-sh*t results, I'm not fretting that I would fail. Okay, there is really a possibility for that, but I wouldn't allow myself to go in and sit for the paper as a jumble of messed up nerves.
Relax, if you have to get retained, the teachers will help you a bit, unless you are really a hopeless case. I'm not implying that the teachers will settle everything for you, but do you see now that there is always ambiguity in the outcome whenever you are at risk of getting retained? And I don't think you will be even close to failing the 60%, unless you are like me, and can't absorb information at all as well. Haha, then good luck to you.
Budden hor, if you have to be retained, change school lah! At most your parents will get pissed with you, but it doesn't mean Nanyang is your life and soul or something, if you transfer to another school you can still excel, you know. Unless you really love Nanyang like sh*t. Then, too bad, you have to leave your beloved school.

Okay, I realise all that propaganda-talk isn't really effective. Aiya, bottomline: just don't fret too much, okay? Leave some time for rest and everything; life isn't all about exams, you know!
All right, I've crapped so much I haven't realised it's time for me to start on that stupid irritating History essay. Haha, people please wish me good luck. Realise I'm pleading, 'cause I really need it.
d:
Hope I wouldn't drop dead from exhaustion first thing tomorrow, haha.

Long live the ao2 ye4 people(:

I SO LOVE HISTORY AND CHINESE!!! lovelovelove.
Eh, I really do. Don't laugh.

Fiona.

fwah

2006-09-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

It hasn't been long after Ms Ong left for Vancouver (I think), and I'm already missing her.

I think it's her blog which made me like that.

boo.

On a happier note, there are some NY Softball pictures inside, and someone is inside those photos.

;)

some people might understand what I'm saying, hahaha.

Ms Ong is very lucky. She gets to go study some weird (and maybe cheem) stuff overseas, she has an apartment there (meaning she doesn't have to live at her campus, hostels, and stuff!), she seems so happy and able to cope in a new environment, she has a camera.

(Just to add, I didn't know Ms Ong was from RJ! What a pleasant surprise)

Anyhoos.

I've been super blur today. And by super blur I mean Super Ultra Sotong Blur.

And tired too, lah.

First off, I didn't realise I had forgotten to get my pocket money until recess. But good thing, I still had 5bucks in my wallet.

Second, I forgot to bring my Math Past-year Papers! Again! Pfft. And DC was being an irritating person today; he kept badgering me about finishing all the papers and forcing me to LIE. Hey, it's so obvious I didn't do okay, he just tried to push me to say something, bleah. (Ah yes, reason I didn't do those papers is really 'cos I don't revise that way, it's practically useless for me. And I didn't have time. All right fine. I'm just plain lazy. But the first reason is true:D)

Third, I forgot to bring my scissors again. :/

Next, during Malay lesson Cikgu asked me a question, what my name was, I think. But at that moment I was just immensely relieved the Malay presentation was over, I couldn't help grinning goofily and hyperventilating a little. Plus I was trying to hear what some people were commenting. So I practically stoned stupidly when she asked "What's your name?" in Malay. (Seriously, you see my standard? I can't even remember one simple Malay sentence, ha.) All I could respond to the words was a lame "huh." So much for a basic question. I think I've become an outright Malay joke in just a few minutes.

Fifth, I was standing at the bus stop at 5.45pm waiting for my buses when a few 66s, 157s, and 174s passed by over a period of 20 or so minutes. And I didn't realise; was just liming (haha, 209 people should know this) there lamely, until finally one 852 came, but I missed that too. (Bus driver is blind.) In the end had to wait even longer for a 157.

Sixth, I was unforgivably blur again on my way home. --" Was trying to buy icecream from the potong man at the traffic light, and fished out what I thought was a dollar coin. So I took the icecream, happily put the coin in his hand, and quickly skipped away lahlah-ing. --" (I was super hyper then.) Then the man burst my bubble. "It's 1dollar, not 20cents." ..MALU. Had to say "huh." again and walk back to give him a dollar coin.

Last, was still walking home when I passed the crazy soccer field/court thing. The soccer players inside suddenly kicked the ball out of the "fence" thing, and it (the soccer ball, not the fence) came flying at me. I don't know why, but they seem to get a kick (no pun intended) out of aiming the soccer ball at me whenever I walk past the court. The ball hit me (obviously, since I was practically too blur to step out of the way) on my shin, and all I could say to that was "huh. ow."

Caution: Grey matter malfunctioning. :/

Anyway that was just a day of blurism and malu-ness. :/ Am very tired now.

Ah yes, I have to mention this:

I, uh, encountered a ghost today!

Okay, actually not really, 'cos I'm just a little freaked out by what'd happened; not sure if it was another case of me being blur :/

I was going to the toilet after spending 4 hours in the computer lab trying to finish up my IT (turned out I couldn't complete everything), deadbeat and all. Automatically I walked towards the nearest toilet - the one nearer to Computer Lab 1. Yeah, the secluded one that's seldom visited by people.

So I was inside the toilet, uh, gussying myself (I was sien, okay) when I suddenly had a thought about my reflection changing into some pontianak's freaky face. Well, simply scaring myself 'cos I was so sien, but just then the cublicle door behind me started banging to and fro. Open, close, open, close. o_O Heart skipped a beat; shouldn't have thought about the pontianak just now. But anyway, to prove to myself that I shouldn't be so easily frightened, I nudged the door gently to open it. --" But a gentle nudge caused it to anyhow opencloseopenclose again. 'bangbangBANG' (sounds wrong) - damn frightening and irritating.

So I pushed the door open with more strength, and saw something on the floor. Thought was a ring or something, but turned out to be a stupid scrunched up piece of aluminium. How come got crumpled aluminium on the floor? o_O So I entered the cubicle and bent down to pick up the aluminium (too sien). But, you know what?

THE DOOR BANGED CLOSE BEHIND ME JUST AS I WAS BENDING DOWN!

I admit, I. Was. Damn. Freaked. Out. Yeah la, yeah la, I'm a scaredy cat la, whatever. But it really was scary shit. And the door starting the bangopenbangclosebangopenbangclose thing again! Somemore it was while I'm inside the stupid cubicle, behind the door! Wahlao, I don't know why I didn't faint then.

Then something very weird happened. Aiya, see lah, now that I think about it I also got goosebumps. Okay so, the thing is, I was staring at the banging door for a split second, but suddenly I heard a sniff.

A SNIFF RIGHT OUTSIDE MY CUBICLE!

wtfishhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I almost died, I tell you. It sounded exactly like someone was waiting outside the half-closed door and they had runny nose or something. (Which, coincidentally, was what had kept me sniffing so much in the computer lab earlier)

I don't think I'm mistaken, because, you know, that time I was just extremely stunned and was paying a lot of attention (hard not to when there's silence everywhere outside). SOMEONE SNIFFED! So I thought there was somebody outside my cubicle for some weird reason, but there was no shadow under the door!

egad, egad, egad.

Seriously, I almost died then.

I quickly pulled open the door, grabbed my bag, and chionged off down the stairs to Popular, leaving the aluminium alone. Lucky there wasn't anything "supernatural" outside. o_O

Ah, I think I'm too imaginative, too much of a scaredy cat, and too screwed up because of the EOYs or something.

Maybe all that is to the incident was that I was super blur, and mistook stuff for ghostly hallucinations.

Sigh, my brain got problem, lah.

Oh yar, I'm gna get choc from Cikgu Hanim (sp?) !

:D Maybe I'll share with Edwyna/Kimyung if there's enough, haha.

Right, I didn't go for HMP thing today 'cos I was trying to rush my IT.

I guess I'll have to pon my theory lesson on Saturday to go for HMP then. (Wahlao, pon mrschong's lesson to go see UglyHead?!)

I might get scolded by mrschong, ha.

(Grr, I can't post those kitty pictures! Stupid Blogger again!)

love,

Bye.

(P.s.: Ms Ong's God-daughter #1 is adorable!(: haha.)

I'm a chef! omg I'm a bloody damn chef!

2006-09-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

mwaha.
I baked cookies.
Sorry, no pictures, you know my situation. ):
But they look ugly. Abit of the peanut butter colour.
Cos they were peanut butter cookies!
(:
Nicenicenice. But eat too much I got a bit sien.
But, what an achievement for me! At least this batch of cookies weren't spongy or bland or chaoda.(:
Some people don't like peanut butter, how sad.):

Ah yes, sorry I haven't been replying tags.
Really, really sorry. Cos all of you tagged for nothing.
But my computer hanged the previous time I tried to type out a reply.
So there you go.
No reply post):
Nothing. Nada. Zilch.
Maybe I'll try replying, say, after the EOYs? Yea, that's a long way to go, but nobody would be tagging here anymore anyway.
:D
Sorry ah!

Oooh, I can't believe how today turned out.
A mixture of goodgoodgood and verybad things happened la, shall not list all out. (Embarrassing okay, omg.)
Haha, good things would include the math quiz.
The first ever sec2 math quiz I managed to finish confidently! I mean, finish as in managed to complete all questions and do the bonus question.
Unfortunately my bonus question sort of became the same as my last answer. So, haha.
But at least I accomplished a Math thing today! (And you know how much I hate trigo and pythag.)

another good thing would be the english essay. Well basically the english lesson la. I love MrsTan!!
(:
lovelove.

Art was all right, except I forgot to bring my marker, so had to make do with a stupid scrawny pencil.
Silent movie - wasn't paying much attention to it, but some of the images were so pretty, ooh.

Dance... Well I really feel a bit guilty about it, but I guess it's also not entirely my fault I can't attend Dance right.
bleagh, this was what made my day rather bad.
Cos Chenlaoshi looked so disappointed we were skipping her lesson.
sorry la laoshi!

Okay I wanna go for the Lit seminar thingy-thing.
Sounds interesting! I think got drama perf. by SRT
Isn't that cool, haha.
But, dunzo, maybe I can't make it.
And maybe I will decide I hate Literature somehow before the seminar.

Alrighty, the EOYs are coming, and some people thinks I'm nuts to be updating here instead of studying.
I tell you, I have to start bucking up NOW NOW NOW.
since I haven't studied anything since the hist lecture.
I'm serious.
Nothing. Nada. Zilch.
(hahaha, I like those words(: )

I tink I'm the worst student ever.
Ain't I?

ooh, Liao2 Zai1 up tonight. Yey!(: must watch! haha.
Oops, I think i just made a promise to mug.
see. ): I'm a hopeless case. I'm gna get retained..

homework check

HMP SIA 2
HMP SIA make-up Summary thingy
Math Paper 2005
Math Paper 2004
Math Paper 2003
Science WS 9
Print Science + Geog + History notes
LA essay pointform thingy

Oooh, tell me I'm not screwed.

bye!(:

THE TAGBOARD'S AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE, DAMNIT

2006-09-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

now stop bugging me about why only posts show on my blog. --" SCROLL, people, SCROLL.
erk.

anyway.
You wouldn't believe the absurdity of today!
Well, today was just an awesome crazy day. Not that it was all-good, but all that action and happenings have brought me to a new high, and I like it.

Math was a bore, as usual, haha.
But I can't believe DC showed up with a hickey.
A LOVE BITE, for goodness sake!
To quote her, "omagawd!". I didn't know math teachers (that ugly) would even come to school with such an obvious mark on their necks. DC didn't bother to cover it up!
-.- ew.

If you all don't know what's a hickey hor, go and look up the dictionary, whatever. haha.

It looks like a bruise. Okay it is a bruise.

Yea. Get the idea? A love bite, okay. DC showed up with this disgusting hickey on the right of his neck - really, really disgusting, ugh.

Hmm, okay regardless of what DC might have done the previous night (erk.), he still tried his best to teach and revise math over with us.
Really grateful for that, but it's really not much of use since my printer has run out of ink and I have no idea what he was talking about without my notes.
&#*$#

Haha and then math ended, and we were all deadbeat. Headed to cca, practised practised practised.
Some got scolded quite a bit, some got PRAISED.
AHH!

-.-

Joan's (I think it's spelt like that. -.-) C-string broke halfway, exactly like I predicted! haha.
She was brooding about how much viola Cstrings cost, tuned for quite some time haha.
And then Rachel's Cstring broke as well! Oh man.
While Jiasin's string went outoftune.
haha.

viola section a little screwed, mrsze scolded quite a bit - heh, must practice.

mars made it compulsory for us all to memorise the pieces! --"
i'm screwed, i tell you.
hahaha.

Kimyung ah, cheer up! Don't be scared!(:
Haha, everything'll be all right - just practise okay?
((:
JIAYOU!! lovelove!(:

Haha leona was hilarious when she said "since we have time now I shall practise playing my viola LOUDLY."
and she really did! HAHAHA. :D
rare occurence, leona! next time play as loud as that and you will be fine with your playing. :DD

Ah, I was glared/stared at while he (youknowwho) was giving that lecture about people challenging him.
):
I got meh?
erk, I think either there's been a misunderstanding, or my father said something to him):
eh, not good at all.
Pretty worried now.
(I think I'm much too paranoid)

Oh, the Drama costumes have more or less been settled, but I'm still in a frenzy about some stuff!
And there's Drama reh 2mr - NOT looking forward to it, since SHE is going to force me to sing sing sing again, and then complain about how lousy I am.
Please man, I already refused to sing cos I can't sing!
Still complain my voice is too airy.
TOO BAD, I cannot help it.
--"
Can't we just scrape the singing/musical part off the production?

Argh.

Okay I need to practise my viola.
must jiayou, jiayou, JIAYOU!
kae.

(I'm deadbeat after today's happenings - lots more happened when I was going home, but I shall save you the agony of reading boring stuff. ;) haha )

Bleagh.
Thanks guys, I will cheer up.
ignore the previous post. Just one which I typed out out of impulse - was too overwhelmed at that time. I'm all right now, serious.

bye(:

1000 000

2006-09-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

[edit]
the tagboard's below, y'all.
scroll, scroll, scroll and you'll see it -
at the bottom of the page(:

(r don't bug me)
[/edit]

a million

sighs - relationship troubles are bugging
thoughts - WTF is everything turning out to be?
failures - i. give. up.
dollars times eight - isn't it an outstanding enough debt?
smiles - I think I need some counselling before that can happen
buckets of tears - crying myself to sleep is ridiculous
slaps - just what I feel like giving to everybody

Not a good holiday, I must say.

And I'm fcking worried about that 8million dollar debt! Damn, why must he be such a spendthrift? I am worried now; we shall be backrupt! How great. Wait till they come knocking on our doors - in two weeks' time - and I shall deny that you even exist.

Shit, it's not that I hate you - I don't. I'm just offended that we have to stoop to such a sorry level. Because of you? Not entirely, I know. But, please, change for the better; we can't afford to live like this anymore.

holy sht everything's like a blur to me now; can't think, can't reach a decision, am at a loss. Hope everything ends sooner and my life will untangle altogether my itself someday.

Don't agitate me ah! (bloody h-ll, it's not pms - I'll slap you for that)

Confusion's cropping up ever so often nowadays - I don't understand guys, and don't intend to. Doubt I'll ever get to accomplish that, anyway.

It would be an understatement to say that I'm not the least affected by the recent rush-hour changes in everything. And that includes the unexpected outcomes of relationships, the all-new feelings surfacing, all that old pining disappearing so quickly, and feelings suddenly taking U-turns everywhere and confusing me thoroughly.

You, you, you, and you. Stop it, lah. I won't be surprised if I suddenly just die of a seizure or something. Not that I don't wish for that to happen.

Everything's in disarray, and I can't exactly cope. Old classmates are changing so much for the worse are worrying me, and I feel like giving them good tight slaps to wake them up.

Teachers are so prone to practising favourtism that I can't stand not being able to slap them proper. Hello, students are human as well, and I don't like how we are all bloody treated. (Well, almost all of us. That would exclude the ones who receive the best treatment from the teachers.)

I've taken to ~~crying~~ feeling bloody depressed these days, and sobbing myself to sleep at times. Why am I so silly and useless? Why am I such a pathetic being who breaks down at the smallest setbacks in everything? Feel like slapping myself and bring all those baseless worries to a conclusion. And, no, I'm certain I don't have depression - I've already experienced that previously, and I know how it feels like. I just need a punching bag for now. Anyone?

Family situation's getting seemingly tensed now that that Outstanding Sum is bugging all of us - main thing that's dominating our minds at the moment. Bank loans should be banned, I say. These loaners are nothing more than legalised loansharks - that sucks.

I shall stop talking about silly prissy slaps I feel like giving everyone - rather depressing and, perhaps, amusing for some of you out there. Oh well, go ahead, laugh; nobody's stopping you. I've always been that pathetically amusing and hilarious to everyone out there.

On a happier note, I..

Oh, wait. I've got nothing happy to announce.

How depressing.

I hate the viola, by the way.

Farewell - I might be hacked up by legalised loansharks in the next two weeks, so don't expect a satisfactory update from me these days. Provided I even update. GAH, I'M MAKING MYSELF DEPRESSED. This has to stop;

Bye.

I hope I can get cancer and die tomorrow

2006-09-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

I love this SouthPark thing! :D
Plus I'm really bored right now.

Sigh, Drama rehearsal tomorrow. Have to get molested by Ann and run away from Zhuoda again.
SIGH.
Can I not be Fangfang? Wahlao, my short hair makes me look like a guy la. Confuse the audience.
Ah yes, and I can't sing - Ask Suyun/Ruimin to pei ying for me.
:DD

Tatas.

SouthPark love

2006-09-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

(That's me in SouthPark form okay.)
(:
I make a pretty cute SouthPark character, don't I?
:D
I have a lightsaber thing - I'm dangerous all right.

Create your own SouthPark character!(: hahaha.
http://spstudio.linda.hosting-friends.de/sp-studio.swf
Cool website; I like.

Ciao.

Why are we humans

2006-09-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

so frail?
I can't believe Crocodile Hunter just died!
Killed by a lousy measly stingray - I thought we humans were superior?
Ack, he was just killed by a stingray's sting? Just like that?
Man, I feel like chuang qiang-ing or something):
STUPID, MR CROCODILE HUNTER WHY MUST YOU DIE SO EARLY!)):
(not to mention easily)
bah, I'm not happy anymore.

/

People are pissing me off, and stop talking about Boyfriend! We are already over, damnit!
Raymond go and die.

/

What's up with Hollywood's obsession with being underweight?!
I don't get it - scarily skinny very nice meh? huh, huh, HUH?
Nicole Richie used to be a normal human until she became uh.. a skeleton. C'mon la, she's even skinnier than me.
o_O
Lindsay Lohan.. Okay la, at least she's back to normal (her weight I mean) now. But she was so terribly anorexic-like last time.
The Olsen sisters.. Ack.

Can't they realise that healthy women are damn mesmerizing also? Scarlett J., Jessica Alba, Drew Barrymore, Beyonce, etc are damn sexy, haha. :D

I think the case's still the same here in sunny humid little Singapore la, look at all those already-quite-skinny people forever lamenting they are fat. FAT. Please, stop exaggerating - it doesn't make you all "cool" or make others accept you more. All of you who always complain you are fat (when in fact you aren't: 100% BMI is damn healthy, man.) are just a total annoyance to others, all right.
--"
I wouldn't blame you if you actually look fat - but if you are 100% and below please shut your mouth can anot.
..
or at least don't say it so many times if it really bothers you.
But seriously larh, take a look at yourself in the mirror. All of you look fab in all those outfits, very healthy.
Can you all start having some self-esteem and confidence?! Ack, start loving yourselves for who you are!

I think I'm getting agitated for nothing.

/

CROCODILE HUNTER!):

#255

2006-09-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake

Reason enough for me to love justin? ;)

Daniel Wu no longer holds the Most Handsome Male Artiste in my heart. Aw man, Edison Chen is better? ahaha. Nah, someone is better (:

History lecture was a perfect bore. Even that would be an understatement.
I don't actually hate History, but Sec2 History is really a killer.
And I can see Ms Koh trying her very best to finish the whole darn lot of slides. 40+, I think. Phew. --"

Now to get on with mugging? Ack, I don't think I'll ever start on that.
Screw exams - I don't give a darn.

/

Bjork is love;

fiona.

prima donna princess

2006-09-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

Who says I'm a prima donna if I love perfectly iced donuts? Huh, huh, HUH?
: P

Oh, ** is love; he's so sweet!
I must make it a point to return smses at a faster speed. -.-"

YES YES SIHIM AND YANYI GUY I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY!
D:
I love all my primary six classmates. Oh, we had been so innocent, such know-nothings, we didn't have anything to worry about. We had a blissful life, a life free of girl-bitching (well, almost), a life in which exams were a breeze; we never had to stress ourselves too much about them; a life in which friends were so true to each other, unlike the present out-of-reach situation.
Talk about taking things for granted.
sigh.

Maybe it's time to really start chiong-ing for EOYs, but somehow I don't feel like it. Haven't really caught up with the (stupidly) intense atmosphere that the EOYs have set for so many of us. Sort of still in lala-land, you could say.
I'm still thinking about how to stop the debtors (serious family matter) from coming to our doorstep, how to make my hair grow longer faster (come to think of it, it's so silly), how to convince my new piano teacher I've been practising.
Not much of a thought about studying. EOYs. 65% cut-off. History assignment. Math trigonometery. Chinese lijiewendas. Oh, spare me.
Plus the progress report wasn't much of a let-down - that pretty much made me hopeful for the meantime. I'd thought I would get tons of red marks at the last page, oops.

[edit]
Due to a few concerned people who have brought a point to my attention, I have decided to rename the person in question in the below few paragraphs.
ML would stand for a certain someone HMP pupils would know. Yea, a teacher who's ugly both in looks and personality. Hope I wouldn't get caught for flaming this way.
[/edit]

But the progress report's HMP section was the most annoying of all. Aw man, ML dude, what's wrong with your head?
Darn, how could you say I'm not consistent in my work? C'mon! I am, all right? It's just that your eyes are so covered with stamps that you fail to see that I KNOW how to do your blasted test papers. You are so blinded by BIAS that you refuse to acknowledge that I could even do well for assignments and exams! Man, you really make me pissed. I can't stand your "I've a flaming PhD in music and conducting and whatever shizz you name it, so I'm better than you in terms of position and abilities etc. Although I have a PhD and I'm living in the blasted cheap boarding school, I refuse to have you say I have no money to buy a proper HDB flat, because I DO HAVE MONEY! I'm just saving it for my daughter's wedding - ya know? Future weddings? For my little daughter? That's right, so whatever it is, I have any right to penalise you blindly for something that might be completely accurate in your test paper, because I AM BETTER THAN YOU, FHUCKTARD! and stop staring at me and sniggering about my looks!! I'm GOOD-LOOKING, damnit!" attitude.
Burn, burn, burn.
Oh, you wouldn't believe that I cackled so loudly when I realised that his surname was typed wrongly in the progress report (after a bigass bigshot word: "DOCTOR").
"M TAN." (He's a Lim)
HA, serves you right, UglyHead. BoogerHead. FleaHead. Whatever.
You deserve it for marking me down horribly for HMP.
Darn, I hate that ML so, so much. Biased teachers will forever be on my hate list, including a certain person my CCA mates would definitely know. Yea, that small stick-waving person.
;)

Ack. So much for flaming several people.

My phone's retarded, I swear it. I sent a message at 1pm and my friend only receives it at 4.15pm.
"... lunch was great! :D"
3 hours and 15 minutes later -
"huh? you eat lunch at 4 o'clock?!?"

-.-"

Reason enough for my wanting to change my phone. Stupid laokokkok handphone. Oh, the rubbery part which I have to peel out to stick the charger thing in is also screwed. I'm going to rip it out man, trust me.

/

Schumann's driving me craaaaazy. Sigh, I don't wanna sit for AmusTCL theory anymore.):
Mind giving me Beethoven or Mozart or something else? Just not a couple of sappy composers' works, please. Argh.

I just spilled a ton of JohnsonANDJohnson's baby powder on the soft wheely grey computer chair. ): Now it's all white and cloudy. Ack, I don't know how to clean it.
(Don't ask me why I was using baby powder in the first place. Highly lame reason.)

I miss my old piano teacher!

All right, since I've nothing much to blog about, I shall present a couple of spirit-lifting news!(:

I've patched things up with Audrey! Isn't that exhilarating news or what? ~~WHOOPEE.~~ We aren't exactly talking much still, though. Hmmm.
My second piercing is closing up :D Good, I'll be able to pierce another two during the December holidays. (--" Stop staring at me like that.)
I can **** ** ** ***** *** *******! ahahaha.
I've gained weight! woooooo(:
I managed to eat 10sticks of satay + half a Spring Chicken (well, almost half) + lots of fries + half a plate of rojak + 1 can of drink + some fish just now for dinner! Aw, man. I'm really getting a huge appetite nowadays. Now that's some news.
I found my eyeliner. Super.

Yeps, such happy news, right?
(:

(I still can't find Mr. Penguin - very, very, depressing): !)

Oh, R stop it - you are yet another ignorant guy who insists that all girls are having PMS when they are moody! Gets on my nerves, really. NOT ALL OF US GET PMS, LAH. And I don't. And stop probing as to how on earth I know that. OF COURSE I KNOW; it's my body of course I will know right!
Ack, one of the many simple-minded guys.

Ew, math remedial during the holidays - tell me, what's more depressing than this piece of news?! Math, math, math - Oh, go to hell.
By the way I've lost the letter for my parents: when are the days we have to go back for remedial ah?

JonKoh laughs like a madman.

Y'know, guys, the purple bruise under my left big toenail isn't going anywhere. At least it looks like it. ):
Kimyung, Mum, R, Esther, etc etc people said it was a blood clot. ): Ack, then how? All of them asked me to rou2 my toe to rou2 away the clot. --" Erk, I've been doing that for ages and it looks like it's staying for life liao. ):
Now I have a dark-purple/ black patch underneath my toenail. D': Permanent, I think. Ugly, ugly, ugly. And people have been staring at that patch for ages when I was wearing flipflops at the bus stop today.
Saddening, man.

Ohhhkayy, I seem to be boring you guys to death.
All right then, till next time!
Will update soon(:

fionalamlamlam.

P.S.: I've been brought to attention that my initials look like the f-word when glanced upon from afar. FLKF - how unfortunate.

who's that?

2006-08-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

sigh, i thought i've already acknowledged natalie lim when i ripped her blog code? and i already said it a lot of times that i know i'm ripping, but i gave the rationale in the post already. sigh.
alright, my fault, i forgot to credit her. but i did already give mention of her, just blame it on my poor memory that she isnt credited. for any misunderstanding, i apologise.

i shall just use the default skin since everytime i change skin some problem will arise.

but anyway thats not the main reason why i wanted to blog twice today.

i'm worried for yuwen, and i'm afraid she would get into trouble. why can't someone just put her into a girls' home? and influence her to go back to the once sweet and gentle yuwen?
i can't bear to see her making more mistakes again - sih im and all miss the old yuwen, and we cant help but get this heavy feeling everytime we think about her. now our clique's missing one girl.

somebody help her. help her change.

REMINISCENCE ;

2006-08-31T17:48:00.000+08:00

So many fabulous things happened today, I don't know where to start! :D
But I shan't blog about everything.

MS ONG'S PARTY
The "Fabric of 209" was so pretty! Ms Koh really knows how to beautify our little scrap pieces of cloth :). I like the umbrella with Ms Ong's initials sewed on as well.
I'll miss Ms Ong.

NANYANG UNIFORM
alright, I don't know what the heck is wrong with those ST newspaper people! And those people they surveyed about our Nanyang uniform! Simply ridiculous, I shall say. C'mon, I take pride in the NY uniform, it makes us NY girls unique. And the design is damn useful/practical, compared to other sleeved, dark-coloured, pinafore uniform typese. Well, not saying that other schools' uniforms are bad, but the Nanyang uniform definitely is great; it keeps us cool in hot Singapore!
So I shall hereby proclaim that I hate people who comment that NY uniform is old-fashioned, ugly, and makes NY girls look Communist.
All those are just gobbledygook ignorant people, who don't know how nice the NY uniform is! It isn't old-fashioned; which school uniform is "FASHIONABLE"?! Plus school uniforms are used to identify the students, not for fashion. Ah, those shallow people. It isn't ugly; it's just different from other common-until-sian uniform designs, please.
And what about the Communist nonsense? Like, how can we look Communist just by wearing a samfu-inspired uniform? Damn rubbish. Once again, those people who stereotype Communists and uniform designs are plain annoying, in the sense that other uniforms aren't that great as well.
I love the NY uniform, and I'm proud to announce that.
Bah, Humbug. ST newspaper can be a tad irritating when they want.

NORTHLAND
I was so shocked when I returned to Northland to visit old friends and Mrs TK. When has it become such a fugly piece of .. shyt?
):
It now looks like a kindergarten education centre, and I think it looks freaking ugly):
And the thing about the primary school paikias that are popping up in Northland is very disturbing. See? I told you Moliah was a useless principal. I love Northland so much I can't bear to see it sink further - it used to be such a good school when Ms Teo was principal! ):
I'm flaming disappointed about how things have turned out. And give me back my Linlaoshi and MrYusman, wahlao.

OLD FRIENDS
Sih Im still looks the same, Josy basically hasn't changed much too, Yuwen is so... nvm I can't bear to talk about her, Belicia isn't so quiet anymore, Aloy is abit vulgar, Aikloong has gotten white specs, blahblahblah.
But, ANDREW!!!
like, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
He slimmed down sooooo much!!!!!!! He's practically underweight now! He used to be so roly-poly and bubbly and funny! omg, we thought he was some sec1 guy when we saw him. He's so freaking skinny now. Very skinny. Shit, how did he change so fast?!

I'm damn irritated because, once again, Vincent Ng (cat high) isn't here. eh, vincent, got people complain our class not bonded liao lor. Class monitor can you do anything --"

BURGER KING
Shall I mention this? hahaha it was damn hilarious. (inside joke) Sih Im has to learn to stop staring, haha! And Belicia; okay okay sorry sorry okay hahaha. (First time I've had a proper convo with Brina, and she's nice leh.) LOL
I think it was damn farny when W and i were looking at each other weirdly, wondering if we know each other. Haha.
Well, I didn't finish my burger (expected), but I did finish the fries. and the coke. And Sih Im eats darn fast, I realised.
And some PHS people don't know what's "scandalous"! hahaha :D

Oh yes, Belicia, your friends hor, tsktsk! haha who was the one fooling around and winking? --" hahaha.

/

I'm very emotional now; I miss Northland! The OLD Northland!):
I don't want it to turn into a fugly colourful kindergarten building with sucky teachers!)):
And why can't the students just be normal kids and stop smoking?):
All right. Bottomline is, Moliah should be sacked.

/

I think I'm going to exceed my sms limit, oh no.
Sorry if I'm a little retarded when replying smses - nowadays I'm lagging alot.

SIH IM I LOVE YOU!! AND STOP HAVING LESBIAN TENDENCIES!
even if you want to, at least crush on me right! how can crush on belicia! :DD

Mr. Brown

2006-08-30T17:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=126
(:
go

I THINK...

2006-08-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

if i don't catch a movie soon i'll wither and die soon
if i don't start on my history assignment soon i'm sure to die
if i don't start on huodong ill be doomed
if i start a voodoo on that evil woman TANwheesarn she will suffer a lot
i will not be able to get into General Art next year ) :
i will be stuck with Uglyhead MLim Pathetic Loser for 6 whole years
i will fail my wire sculpture assignment
i will not get first in class for art anymore
TANwheesarn is f-ing biased shit
it's unfortunate for me to love two persons at the same time
if my parents see my progress report ill be slaughtered after a month's grounding
if i don't change specs soon i will be an even blinder bat
that purple under-the-toenail bruise is gonna stay forever
i'm screwed for eoys
im screwed for HMP
i wont be able to make it to NPS for teachers' day, screw those exam notes
Monster House is a must-watch movie for me, too cute
i suck
he they suck
she + she + she + she + she + she suck
acrylic paint is beautiful but an awful bother
if the colourful mess on my uniform isn't cleaned soon my mother is going to rip my heart out
the colourful mess on my uniform is unremovable
i should become a pure lesbian
i should become a tomboy
the viola is very heavy

HUODONG AND HISTORY HERE I COME.

&#(*^%&$%&*(&%&#*(&*%^$&*%%^$*&

heart, soul, love, baby;

2006-08-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

dude, everyone has a heart, baby.
: D

/

ive decided to devote my precious time to my diary, which i've named Elizabeth.
pretty cool, huh?
the naming part.
alright, nah. just named her for the fun of it. and since ive just finished reading Anne Frank's diary i decided to just have a go at it.
so now ill be writing in my diary all day long; don't expect me to update, darlings!
loves!

/

oh, let the exam notes rot, rot, oh rot on.

/

ripcurling;

/

recently taken a liking to designing.
(:
i like elizabeth.

(can't think of a title)

2006-08-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

fwah! still got people visit my bwog leh.
nairmind. i shall wait until it's late enarf den i update orhkay?
( :

by the way i like adliano!
(stupid la it's adriano - fiona)

updated by fwyona
(acherly is raymond! yay!)

tag replies 21aug

2006-08-21T18:14:00.000+08:00

ROS - hello : D haha jiayou back to you((:
R - happy? --" no you owe me lollies man. not the other way round(:
KH - heh
LYNNETTE - OMG SEXY BABE YOU FINALLY VISITED! and "keke" isn't funny ohkayy --"
VAL - HELLO(: haha fivefatfleas whee : D
R - awwwww (': CAN YOU SEE I'M SMILING THROUGH TEARS! : D miss you too. when you coming back? i'm not a flea by the way, xiaoqiang.
LEONA - haha! it's not [+b+] but rather [b] get my point? heh : D yea I solved the popups problem.. purple is nicer but the skin wasn't nice, ha. LOL everyone knows you study lots(: I have a camera-phone, but i don't have the cable to transfer the photos.):
JOEY - hehh! :D
LAIWENG - lol is my blog difficult to get in? o.O HA.
CHEWA - whoa chew!:D hello haha! you are NOT FAT nor are you EMOOOO ;D hahaha, yea la shuaige(:

whew! finally.(:

All Earthlings will vaporize

2006-08-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for the day when the super meterorite thing actually hits earth and all of us vaporize. Maybe the xiaoqiangs will find a way to live on, but y'know I'm kinda excited about the idea of vaporizing.

Heh, managed to pon Dance; but I sort of regret it 'cos today's lesson was much better than previous ones aww. Laiweng: your MAF stuff is very lame.

Piano exam was full of unexpected stuff.
--"
I would hate to go into the details. Except for one fishing point that really got onto my nerves:
MY COUGH RUINED MY AURAL.

Sigh, what's up with people who keep changing crushes? Especially when those crushes aren't normal ones. --" Shan't elaborate; but yea, Audrey Kimyung you all might get my point. Pears aren't nice. : D (Internal joke)

I wonder if TWS was pissed at me for skipping art, heh. Hope she isn't. =X Argh, I was looking forward to using acrylic.

I'm still looking for a new picture for my blog; kinda hard to find a nice one. I can't help but have this very strong temptation to rip from that person again.
Aw.
: D
But most probably I wouldn't. Heh, not saying there isn't a chance.

All right, my posts are getting more and more dull. (BECAUSE I CAN'T PUT PHOTOS IN)
But I shall ignore that fact and get down to work.
Bye!

[edit]
Whoever owes me seriously loads of lollipops:
HAND THEM OVER NOW.
[/edit]

"high heels are evil"

2006-08-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

quote: She's The Man -
High heels are invented by men to make women's butts look smaller and prevent women from running away from them.

[edit]
I'm gonna change the picture soon, heh.
:D
[/edit]

Good Evening, world! : D
After a long and tedious afternoon of piano and violin lessons, I'm here, right smack back on my wheely chair blogging.
here's a stupid GaussianBlurred picture for you teletubby readers : D Really sorry if you don't like it; most probably I'll be changing the picture regularly instead of the layout, so you all can await new pictures if you really dislike this one, heh.
And please say you love those adorable socks : D Stripy pink knee-length socks! Paired with heels! Absolute love, please? ( :

Oh, I can't wait for my 16th birthday - I hope I'll be able to persuade my parents to buy me a proper digicam or something by that time, when I can convince them I'm old enough, really. You see, I've been living like a caveman in terms of technology and, sometimes, fashion.
I'm super outdated, please! I haven't got an MP3, or an iPod thingy, or a laptop of my own, or a digital camera, or a STUPID-CAMERAPHONE-CABLETHING-OH-PFFFFFFFFFTTTT!, or a nice proper little radio. I swear my parents are trying to make me a freak or loner or something!): But nairmind, I don't actually have any need for all those stuff, heh.
But I can't stand having such a bare/plain/photoless blog): Pretty please get me a cam or phonecable? ) :

And there's the fashion thing! Rosalind I can't believe how much clothes you have! Enviable rich darling! You know, I just got stinky-scolded for not having proper clothes to wear to the temple to pay respect to my grandfather): I only have two tshirts in my wardrobe! Two. The rest are either
- too small
- too big
- too ugly to look at
- tanks
- short skirts
- jeans
- well, basically party clothes luh.
I demand a whole new wardrobe revamp after my EOYs! I'm going crazyass shopping, baybeh!
: D
(that is, if The ~~Dowager~~Mother keeps her promise.)
And I don't have black clothes. So basically I went around wearing my sister's class tshirt to my First Grandma's funeral. Not appropriate) :
But not having black clothes just proves I'm not totally
- emo/goth or
- fat or
- etc.
heh, I don't know what to say.
No, I'm not saying everybody who owns black clothing are emo or fat or stufflikethat; just a stereotype I make. But, heh, I prefer bright colours.
: D

Oh yes, my birthday is nearing (what, 3 months not near MEH!), and I want a webcam/ digicam for my birthday! You read that, okay? : D
Well, whatever, pool money with a couple of friends, fork out your own money, get from Salvation Army, get me a web/digicam okay okay okay! (((:
Okay luh. I want those items, but I really was just kidding.
A simple MSN or tagboard birthday wish is fine with me. I'm used to it, anyway, and I don't really give others birthday presents. So it isn't as if those ex-birthday boys/girls will repay the gift, heh.
I'm more or less a pathetic little being; don't mind me.

40+ days to EOYs, correct me if I'm wrong.
This means we've all gotta get down to serious mugging.
) :
Which means I'll be coming to school with waterretention-ed eyes with eyebags and dark eye circles. And probably a hell lot more pimples, too. Screw exam stress; I wanna go for retail therapy! Or I'll just break down even before the first paper.
Hello sleepless nights (literally), burned-out PCs, fengyou, panda eyes, incessant yawning in class.
Byebye laughter, slacking around, stoning, sleeping at 12 or earlier.

And yes, one last note:
ABRSM Piano Examination tomorrow.
Screw it; my scales are gonna cost me my certificate. And my pieces too. And Aural. Man, I'm so gonna die tomorrow.
I'm fishing nervous) :
gotta fix my scales and perfect those pieces.
Plus I've got this fcking-super-phlegmy cough going on, plus a major blocked nose and blocked ears (whacked --").
Don't know if I can pass Aural like that.
Maybe I'll just cough in the examiner's face and screw everything up. Aw man, I'm nervous! My heart's crappily palpitating away. I haven't yet told KFC and NONG about my early dismissal tomorrow.
: P
wish me good luck.

/

ray: no more lollies for you.

/

Love you bunch of ~~teletubbies~~ ~~muffins~~ SWEETIES (should be okay).
(:
fiona.

2006-08-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

fivefatfleas@hotmail.com

new email address please add on msn --"
ill still be receiving important admin stuff through the simplyfayona account, like nyse stuff and project information, cbox stuff, etc etc.
but i wont be using it for msn anymore so please add the new address.

reason for me changing email?
its actually quite obvious if you know me. there are at least 5 reasons and, no, its not cos im sick of my old one. thankyouverymuch.

so, unless you think its important to find out and i feel you can keep secrets, u can ask me. and i will tell you, alright.

/

saw a bunch of bimbos at mac.
I AM GROSSED OUT.
shall not go into details but i really, really, really hate bimbos. especially those who try to flirt but fail miserably and those who have a pig's ass as something they might call a face.
and those who giggle nonstop.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
if i ruled the world i would kill all bimbos. and burn their coloured lenses and pink revealing tanks.

sigh. this weekend is going to be crazy busy for me.
bye.

solely blogthings update(:

2006-08-19T09:18:00.000+08:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Chewy is your soulmate.

You truly love Raymond.

You consider Edwyna your true friend.

You know that Sih Im is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Kimyung for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Shawn is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Audrey is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Raymond is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Raymond changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Kuanhua is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Kuanhua has a hidden internet romance.

(HIGHLIGHT TO READ the above)

i think it says alot(:

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

can you see i'm siaaaaaannn.

You Are 72% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

i caaaaant believe im haaappyyyyyyy.

You Are Cherry Pie

You're the perfect combo of innocent and sexy. Those who like you enjoy a contradiction

You Should Weigh 165

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

this is hilarious. i tink 165 would mean in pounds. but still, no way is my metabolism rate so low.
:DD i have high metabolism; congratulate me(:

Your Lucky Underwear is Orange

You have an intense personality and crave extreme emotional experiences. And your lucky orange underwear will help you take it to a whole new level.Adventure and danger don't phase you - in fact you enjoy dicey situations. You're the first to take a risk, and the first to get the payoff.
And while your risks sometimes result in great rewards, they also sometimes result in devastating failures.If you want to have intense moments without always risking all you have, put on your orange underpants. They'll help you experience life with rich emotions, no matter what you're doing.

... RAY!!!!!!!!! your fault! wad red underwear!!!

Your World View

Your philosophy of life is a sad hotchpotch of the conventions of society, your own convictions and romanticism. You are not unkind, only staid and unimaginative.You see women as weak and men as arrogant.
You find it hard to accept the permissive attitudes of others.You try to convince of the validity of your own standards. You are not disposed to trust people and do not have a very happy life.

the happy part contradicts. hmm.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

(:

/

bu de bu ai - by Pan Wei Bo
triggers off emotions once again.

im thinking...

ciao.

lying through my teeth

2006-08-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

<3

I'm sorry, but, after a thorough reflection, I realised I've lied countless times to those I love. or loved.
But doesn't that just prove your worth to me?
(:

Lots of writing done in school today - first was the crazy long LA essay about different attitudes towards love in Romeo and Juliet. next was the letter which I tried my best to write as neatly as possible to loyee. and then was the chinese composition about Singaporeans' unhappiness.
I say we Singaporean students are unhappy because of the workload.
And the number of tests and exams per year.
And the duration of school hours.
And the presence of Math in our curriculum.
And the uniform thing.
And the tough competition.
Basically just 'cos of school, yea?

I haven't finished the compo yet, though.
:P

chew on it:
I have a phobia of looking into mirrors and being in photographs. I think the reason is pretty damn obvious.

I think I've pretty much decided on my amibition:
to be an environmentalist!
don't laugh, all right. It's for a good cause and you know it.
Or else I'll just get a part-time job and be a part-time volunteer at the same time.

Drama was crazy once again; I really don't want to think about what will happen when we are rehearsing for my last scene with ZhuoDa. Give me the creeps.
Oh, and Costume Headache! What if Theatre Club costumes don't fit? What if we can't get enough costumes? What if they aren't suitable? What if we have to go out and purchase them? What if we don't have enough moolah?
Jamming up my brain.

Too many issues are really clogging up and limiting my brainwaves lah. Can't think, can't reason, can't talk properly, can't listen, can't use my brain.

Each lie I make is leading to nine more, and I don't know what to do except to keep up with the lying. If I had told the truth, would those whom I love dearly understand how I feel for them?

I think I need to stop thinking about bisexual crushes and start focusing on EOYs. And CCA.
Not msn, not blogging, not worrying about rejection lines, not Dance, not letters, and certainly not those potatoes in my pockets. If you get what I mean.

~~For now,~~ From now onwards, I shall delete and block those fatass rotting stinky potatoes from my MSN, stop worrying about them, and focus on more academically acceptable stuff. Like chatting with intellectually well-developed beings on msn, writing useless poetry, reading up on extremely challenging LA essays, filing up all my worksheets, ~~reading blogs.~~ Ain't I just hardworking like crap?
Countdowns:
4++ hours to my First Grandmother's funeral thing.
A week to CME presentation.
Approximately 40 days to EOYs.
About 1/2 a month to Teachers' Day.
2 months and 10 days to my birthday.
2 months and 12 days to kh's birthday.
Approximately 5- months to 2007.

Yea. First Granny. My late grandfather had two wives and my grandmother (father's mother) is the Second Wife. The First Wife passed away recently after being in a coma for a while. She was admitted to hospital to amputate her leg due to diabetes.
God Bless.

/

Can you solve for me a mystery,
of why things have to change
Why is life so complicated
Why can't things stay the same

I understand that people grow
And often grow apart
But why did it have to be you
When I had given you my heart

I held on to my feelings
Never told you how I feel
But I need to tell you somehow
That I know this could be real

You have a special something
I just can't figure out
But I know that it could work
That's what love's about

I'll keep my feelings inside
I just can't let you know
Because of what will happen
You'll change and then you'll go

Pretty little poem; everything's exactly how I've been feeling of late.

Never say I Love You
if you really don't care.
Never talk about feelings
if they really aren't there.
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.
Never say,"I'm going to..."
if you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if all say are lies.
Never say hello
when you really mean goodbye.
If you truly mean forever
then promise me you'll try.
Never say forever for
in the end I'll only cry.

ray doesn't have have talent in poetry, trust me.
Absolute no-no.

/

<3

yahoo

2006-08-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i've uttered that crazyass word.
:D
i'm missing northland and i really, really, wanna go back and see all my exclassmates and teachers(:
and maybe give tankhaw a hug or two for teaching me so well.

oh i failed history as well. looks like i'm totally on this failing streak.
alright ill shut myself up in my room two weeks before the eoys and study like mad.
i. must. get. A1s. for. everything.
thank you raspberry for motivation.

man. i love my mortal truckloads(:
loyee you are a dear. thanks for all that.
the book was very very good(:
thankyouthankyouthankyou<3

ah all the viola stuff's making me confused right now. how come i must go for viola lessons when i dont even have a viola?
and msjanice - does she charge a lot 0.0
alto clef - how to read. -.-

drama tomorrow. the pressure's on again!
D:
eh somebody take over my role can anot.
i really really cant help LAUGHING LIKE MAD while acting.
serious.
see i already made it very clear i cant be fangfang but you all dont believe me right.
--"
now im wasting all your drama time la.
cough.

i cant blog much now very sorry.
becos KFC and NONG stressed that we have to have self discipline by staying away from msn and blogs/ ljs.
im trying, alright.
im already 99% independent on my phone already. i think that should be named like, Achievement of the Year or something.

alright.
im veyr very very very very very very disappointed with singapore idol bcos of the lousy voting system. and the voters who make no sense in their votes.
first, why is nurul and jasmine and joakim still doing there?!
they cant sing, jasmine and joakim are pretty much just pretty faces, though jas has improved alot.
but she still isnt idol material.
and, on the contrary, RAHIMA HAS BEEN BOOTED OUT.
thats like, super crap.
those who can sing, gets kicked out.
those who cant, gets to stay.
and now MATHILDA IS OUT.
TOTAL TOTAL TOTAL lousy judgement, i must say.
screw the useless voters.
they vote according to looks, not substance.

heh. pan wei bo appeared on SI as guest star.
(:
somehow it has made me like him more now.
he has piercings. fetch.
wilber is love<3

right. shall stop here.
sorry guys about the msn thing.
my internet is just crazy screwed.

love, fiona.

kiss the frog :D

2006-08-16T10:21:00.000+08:00

hey man. if someone finds me "so ridiculous sometimes to the point of being vaguely hilarious" and even mentioned that like, at least two times, i really dont know what to say.

am i really ridiculous?
dont know. i remembered when this senior actually said so on her blog, so ive changed. cmon everyone grows up.

so maybe im just ridiculous by nature.

right.
end of my i-really-dont-know-what-to-say post.
bye

/

they think they are so young; in fact they are the pathetic old geezers.
i think i have a thing against some stupid old people. if you know what i mean.

some updates

2006-08-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

bruise underneath my toenail (yes, that disgusting purple one) is beginning to fade. hurrah?
left knee is acting up again
one more scar on my wrist.
switched to viola
failed math miserably. very miserably. bet i got the lowest in class
just passed geog. stupid geog.
still awaiting history results
piano exam next monday.

i think the recent abrupt slide of my results might be due to quite a lot of people. like my parents/ ****i*/ **d***/ **m****/ **n***/ **y/ **a****/ other frens.

too much emotional baggage isnt good. ugh.

kae tatas. gotta go edit my posts.

love is unselfish, love is pure. ha, my foot.

2006-08-13T13:02:00.000+08:00

all right.
i think the whole world's got something against me. don't they all?
some people (whether they do it intentionally or not) just can't stop spoiling my mood.
):
and i know i promised i wasn't going to update any sooner (:D) but couldnt help it.
too many things in my mind, you see.

someone doesn't like me linking her lah. okay lor): then i delink. i didnt know i must seek permission to link someone, especially if it isn't as if that someone who hates me like mad. oh. maybe she does, after all.
and im not allowed to post her full name. okay lor.. ): ive edited that post.

and another someone is, apparently, pissed at me for ripping her coding. her "linkkies's code!", or so she claims lah. i really dont know what to say. i wouldnt rip a pesky little twit's coding. but she wouldnt listen, so now ive made another enemy):

ray is suffering from pms. im about positive about that, really i am. why else would someone just snap at me halfway through a phone call): and then calling me a _____ after that. did i do something wrong? did i speak at the wrong time?
)): but theres still no reason enough to justify that abrupt ending of the phone call...

someone is also ignoring me. he was always one i went to whenever i had problems. but after that recent pouring out of troubles he doesn't seem to be able to detect my unhappiness anymore. maybe we've not talked for a too long a period.

what's up with the world. damn i want to just drink myself to death.

is it just me having changed so much, or is it the other party all suffering from pms at the same time? the former seems more possible, so i shall take it at that.
):
i've become less sensitive, more clingy, more dependent on my other happy-pills that ive become extremely slobberishly pathetic, more of a crybaby, less mature, less logical, well the list goes on. whatever you say.
i just want everyone to be happy, is it that hard to achieve?

):

brief post

2006-08-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

okay. short post. gotta rush my homework.

found out that my self-imposed timetable doesnt apply anymore since i actually missed out on quite alot of stuff i had to do. screw homework
ray doesnt appreciate me
saw vincent at j8. yes THAT cat high vincent who is so crazy dao. he's quite tall now!:D
theory lesson was a bore but there were a couple of stupid jokes we laughed at
i'm broke and i owe people so much money it's crazy
i got the lowest score for chinese in class. just passed. how great is that. (wait am i supposed to feel devastated or die of shock? cos i really dont care)
drama was tiring and pressurizing and lame.
went to try out piano at YMS audi for piano exam. piano sucks like hell
walked a hell lot of distance from dhoby gaut station to YMS.
dumplings with vinegar and ginger for dinner:D wahahaha
i dont know how to tell my parents i got bloody FAILED results for chinese. i think im going to be retained. hell.
science was okay - at least i got a B4. compared to some poor souls who failed.
i cant finish my bloody damn lot of homework. piling up like shit! wargh.
im going to fail my overall chinese - CAs suck major, SIAs not even handed in yet. EOYs are going to be baaaaad~ (am i supposed to die of grief?)
CCA is starting.
im trying to bake a vanilla cake. all ingredients present except for flour.
xiaxue is still entertaining :D
my life is screwed now and i dont know what to do
i HATE pink-lovers. ABSOLUTE HATE.
i dont know what else to update

i guess i need some time to sort out my life. hmm

bye. and dont expect an update soon(:

OMFG

2006-08-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

I ACTUALLY TYPED A SUPER DARN LONG POST WITH MILLIONS OF PICTURES, IT GOT DELETED COS BLOGGER DIED ON ME, I THEN TYPED A SECOND MODERATELY LONG POST, IT THEN GOT DELETED AGAIN, AND NOW IM TYPING IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND I REALLY CANNOT BE BOTHERED.

HOMEWORK IS BRINGING OUT THE &&F^U$*^C$*&(#K IN ME
I HATE PINK-LOVING BIMBOS
PEOPLE STOP IRRITATING AND NUDGING ME ON MSN BECAUSE IM CURRENTLY VERY VERY VERY FARKING BUSY

THERE IS SUPPOSED TO BE HELL LOADS MORE, BUT IM REALLY PISSED AND GOING TO EXPLODE.

CIAO CIAO CIAO AND DONT EXPECT ME TO REPLY YOU ON MSN MESSENGER.

GAWWWWWD I HATE SCHOOL AND MSN IRRITATING CONVERSATIONS AND THE BLOODY SCREWED INTERNET CONNECTION.

feeling patriotic

2006-08-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

i know this is a little late, but,
happy belated birthday singapore!(:
im still feeling patriotic from yesterday's national day parade hahaha.
and, from seeing so many bukitbatok-nians wearing red shirt white pants/ something related to that, i really think i should have worn like that lor!
:D
i tell you, i watched the whole national day parade, and then when i saw it already empty after the people left and construction workers were setting up stuff onto the stands/ seats/ i dont know how to say hor, i felt damn sad.
):
you know, tho ive only watched one parade at the national stadium itself and never performed there before, i was still fishing sad that they are going to tear it down for a new sports hub.
very sad, you know?
the national stadium holds so much memories can, plus i know alot of our now aunties/ uncles have performed there when they were younger. and from the time leekuanyew officially announced it open till now, singapore has really pretty much developed alot into a global city.
i think LKY was sad and happy during the parade la, but thats no wonder.

suddenly after the parade hor, i was thinking, what if i left singapore for another country in the future? wahlao, i tink i will be fishing sad. very very very sad.

aiya i think that just gives me more reason to sing those national day songs. heh heh.
singapore happy belated birthday once again and i hope we will all continue to prosper and racial harmony will always be present.
im a happy girl today(:

oh im thinking of wishing somebody happy birthday as well, but i think it wouldnt be appreciated.
so i let the thought perish.

sorry man! i didnt blog yesterday because my computer was screwed in a way. kept hanging and lagging and i couldnt type a decent post before the computer suddenly enrages me by shutting down.
so here's a longer post today la.
since im happy today(:

science sia meeting
met up with suyun at bktbtk mrt station and laiweng informed us she will be late.
(LAIWENG! --")
so suyun and i made our way to kfc for lunch.
we were crapping away so happily that i didnt notice this weirdo macdonald's guy who looked like a darn ostrich. he was staring at us okay! wahlou and he kept walking pass our table trying to look as if he was seeing if our table needs to be cleared up (damn obvious, please?) but in actual fact he just kept staring and staring and staring at us. macdonald freaks.
then later, after 45minutes (FORTY-FIVE ah, laiweng!) laiweng da xiao jie arrived at kfc. we were waiting for her damn long can? and suyun, who went out to fetch her from mrt station, didnt come back till 5 minutes later. :D she couldnt find laiweng.

laiweng: hey! im only late for 30min okay! i dont care!
suyun: what! it's like 45minutes, please? i waited for you damn long can?
fiona: den if you round it up u are one hour late. zhai.
laiweng: oi at least im early for yijiao's standard okay. hah

den suddenly i felt like going out (of kfc) cos that ostrich freak was just staring and staring at us!
and i recognised someone from the opposite table, darn!
so i was all
fiona: brrrr. ehh i verry colddd. can we go out? (:
suyun: wahlao who ask you go wear those tiny shorts
laiweng: (grumbles as well)

but in the end i managed to convince them to go out of kfc. (super heng, please!)
but later they decided to find a seat at burger king, but those kinda outdoor tables instead of inside the restaurant, since i complained it was cold (heh.)
but, lo and behold, i saw another person i know inside burger king. so we were just separated by this piece of glass since i was outside and he was inside with his other bitchy gays.
none other than ray, that irritating worm.

but he didnt know i was outside.
and, just in time, suyun suggested sitting at the other table instead, since she and laiweng were drinking kfc drinks, so it would be better if we sat at kfc's tables.
:D

and then ray smsed me. stupid.
ray: hey i just saw a fiona lookalike
fiona: huh? fiona xie?
ray: LAM la wad xie. saw her at burger king.
fiona: actually that was me

wahlao ray is damn blur. hahaha.
anyway suyun was fussing over how laiweng's saliva was dirtying her notes.

laiweng: not my saliva! its the water vapour! the milo's water vapour!
suyun: water vapour where got so big one?

i think laiweng just meant the condensed water droplets from the side of the milo drink.
haha.

then we discussed and debated over silly stuff and digressed alot.
science sia is stupid, can?
and then later this bunch of fat ahbengs went to burger king and sat at the table beside us; the one we were sitting at earlier.
and they started to fishing SMOKE.
damn irritating for suyun and laiweng, i know. for me, i was just bushuang that they kept talking so loudly and staring at us lewdly (think we duno issit?! huh? huh?!!!!) AND smoking.
noise pollution and air pollution, please?

and they kept staring at us. perverts. fat stupid useless ahbengs who just sit there like a pile of rubbish collecting dust.
anyway, though us three had gone out of the airconditioned section of kfc and i thought we are free from the ostrich weirdo, he suddenly approached our table from inside kfc, stopped at the dustbin, and SMILED at us.

SMILED! freaky.

in the end suyun and laiwaaang couldnt stand the place, and we had to leave to buy stuff for our science sia later.

suyun: huh? the popular bookstore damn small leh

yea what to do? westmall very small haha.

but anyway we went into popular and met zhuoda steph and sweehoon.
ahaha.
damn coincidential!
and they were shopping for science sia materials as well! :D
but still we loitered in popular for a long time.
we couldnt find the "stick" thing and the box.

in the end we decided to go to gift shops to buy the box. and we bought the "stick": powerpuff girls wooden pencils! :D darn cute.

however, we were walking and walking when suddenly we arrived at Watts In.
and we went in and spent a hell load of time shopping for ear studs and stuff.
laiweng the earstud model. that was before we discovered the mirror in the shop. :DD

anyway eventually we got our box - free. from popular's storeroom.
(:

then we went back to my house to make the damn thing. and to see chilli.

lots of things happened la, but rather trivial la.
shall summarize abit.

- suyun asked for pe shorts to replace her short skirt
- suyun is afraid of dogs licking her
- laiweng likes chilli. (the dog)
- discussed how to make the box sturdier

so then suyun and i went down to look for stones and stuff to fill up the box. couldnt find any, so returned to get money for can drinks. not for drinking, but to make the box heavier. :D

the second time we went down laiweng insisted on going with us.
in the lift something freaky happened.
damn scary, please!
the lift doors, because of the lousy sensors, kept opening suddenly after they have almost closed. so i pressed and pressed on the "CLOSE" button but the doors just kept opening suddenly.
as a result, a very pissed me decided to hold the doors close and prevent it from opening again, so the lift get to the ground level and all of us will be happy girls.
but, after forcing the doors close for a long time, we suddenly heard a shriek.
SHRIEK, okay?
this freaky freaky freaky shriek which just scared all of us.
and then the lift decided to listen to us and keep its doors closed, and travelled down to the first floor.

wahlao suyun and i almost died of fright; its the hungry ghost festival - seventh month okay!
- lift doors keep refusing to close, so its open-close-open-close all the time
- we hear a fishing scary shriek after i forced the doors to close
- we saw lots of candles when we went out of the lift

so suyun and i came up with a stupid but scary explanation:

this ghost/ pontianak was trying to force its way through the lift doors, and kept opening it. when i forced the doors to close, it was damn unhappy and thus shrieked like there was no tomorrow.

laiweng: tsk! hahahahaha

okay okay laugh --"
it really was scary can?

after getting the drinks hor, we made our way back to the lift

suyun: eh can we take the stairs?
fiona: ya ya ya
laiweng: what? later got ghost suddenly *POM!* in front of you all then we cant run away leh! (obviously trying to scare us la. ... )
fiona: budden lift... later really got pontianak *POM!* in front of us we then even cant run away can?
suyun: yea then the ghost will jumpjumpjump towards us and scare us all to death.
fiona: stairs we can still run up/ down the stairs to escape lor
laiweng: okayokay so you all climb to 9th floor? i take lift okay? (:

then suyun and i realised how stupid it was, and figured it was better to hug laiweng all the way in the lift then die of exhaustion from the stairs.
:D

fast forward a little, we finished the science sia model, messed up the house with loads of glitter/ glue/ plasticine, vacuumed the floor, suyun played the piano and they left.
(:
we had a good laugh over the useless peeling plasticine when we placed the model in front of the fan.
they left the model in my house.
and now the glitter's all over my table.
--"

crabs
mum then started preparing dinner.
she bought 3 crabs! :D three cheers haha.
then this stupid crab decided to stage a mutiny against his other 2 "brothers" (sisters, actually) and he crept out of the basket and escaped! he abandoned his 2 "brothers" and left them in the basket.
but wahlao, he fishing stupid can? he just hid under the kitchen cupboard --"
brainless.

mum found him.
and then she started the bloody killing of the 3 crabs, first stomping the chopper onto the middle of their "chest" thing, then mutilating them, and then thirdly opening them up and seasoning them.
:D darn cool, please!
i insisted that one of the crabs was still alive, even though it had been cut up into 3 pieces.
its legs were still moving around can?

dinner
was great. ((:
dad made several leng diao jokes.
and we all laughed at the da nan ren, xiao nan ren show. damn nice leh :D Gen is so funny la. and the Norman-Simon and Vivian-Melissa thing is stupidly hilarious.
i like Brad!!! he's love luh!
so cute. (:

(blogger STILL cant upload my photos. wargh)

toodles.

FWAH!

2006-08-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

i actually gave flowers to ray!
see la im so sweet.

okay fine.
they are orisinal flowers okayokay.

ray: who is verashaw
fiona: nanyang sec3 how you know her
ray: so many people know her of course i will know
fiona: wahlao shes famous hahaha

valerie/ connie/ band people tell that to vera.
ahaha.

okay luh. i admit im guilty of copying-vera's-blogging-style sometimes.
at times i know i do that.
but aiya. she blogs nice.
okayokay so dont say what
"dont tink i dont know you copy vera's style!"
haha lmao i tink its hilarious can.

aiya now i suddenly feel like changing my layout.
this one too much purple - i dont really fancy purple.
i should try other styles too. like yijiao.
fwah! her blogskins damn nice hahaha.

oh and i dont know how come jx knows about my blog.
hmm.
i just found her blog yesterday --"
im slowww.

aiya howhowhow i havent pass amanda's present to her!
so long already. wan to die.
the piglet's been hibernating on the shelf for so long liao.
and the star may start to biodegrade.
wargh.

fiona: can i pierce my ears
dad: again?
fiona: (ohno ohno is he pissed) yea. one ear only
dad: ear lobes or what
fiona: yea
dad: then okay.

omgomg earlier on (after xcountry - i know im slow at posting some stuff okayy) i smsed him asking if i can pierce my left ear.
i was so scared he would blow his top and poof! burst into flames leh):
MIRACULOUSLY he actually agreed.
FWAH!! mwaks dad.
budden hor i dont know if i misunderstood/ misinterpreted him can.
maybe he didnt really mean i can pierce.
what if he gives me a smelly stinko scolding when he comes back?
(0.0 shudder)

oh something just happened which confirmed i have psychic powers.
hoooolahhh(:
see i told u all i was special.
:D

woopsie im addicted to ice pops.
cant stop eating (?) them once i start on one.
and the fruit jelly marshmallows!
i dont tink they are nice but i cant stop eating them.
weird.

oh suddenly i smell chocolate.
peoplepeople! u know i read at this website that says if we eat icecream and chocolate every day we will develop tumours/ lumps in our breasts! (that was for ladies only)
eew, can?
yuck. tumours. cancerous or non-cancerous hor, got one lump there really disgusts me.

oh ya. something just happened and ray you are bound to get jealous. :D
haha now i really tink the flag-day guy (refer to previous post) is cute.

i tink my socks really stink.
after the xcountry i was one whole big, sweaty, smelly stinko kinda mess.
thats why i hate sweating so much.
P.S. supposed to mean - i hate SWEATING SO MUCH, not i HATE sweating SO MUCH. hope you get the idea.
i stink eew.

i just realised monkeyhead tagged on my board.

by the way, i just realised:
i think ***** is hot.
very :D
erm its a girl btw.
dont say eew. im bi.

and i wanna get a tattoo next time when i grow up!
like maybe, 18 years old or something.(:
ill get a small beautiful pretty little tattoo at my pelvis/ waist there.
a sweet little tattoo(:
and then once i get to jc i promise i will go pierce my ears once more.
so that my right ear has 2 piercings while my left, 3.
i promise i promise! gah. i tink ill forget again lah.

ray: your brain is the size of your eyeball
fiona: better than yours. urs is smaller than your front tooth.

note that i said "tooth", not "teeth".
ray only has one front tooth.

okay kidding.

stop insulting me, everybody!
or ill go insane and rip the grills off the windows wargh.

call me Princess. oh, better not.

2006-08-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

r is raking about all that rubbish about shrek and fiona again.
ahaa.

x-country
basically a huge disappointment, since i didnt manage to outrun some of the pesky sec1s, i didnt get top 50, i actually walked like half the journey, and that i was so far behind.
):
but at least i accomplished something: i finished the race(:
bahh so sorry 209 i didnt get the first 20 or 50 or anything luh.
just dont choose me next time(:
nat was fab. she actually walked with me when actually i was slowing her down a great deal.
ugh.
after the race, i was already giddy and had this throbbing headache kind of thing.
couldnt walk just felt like plonking down on the ground.
anyway there were free isotonic drinks for the competitors.
:D good la.
i like edwyna's drink!((:
haha tasted like beer.

leona was sad she didnt get lucky and win the lucky draw.
:D
how come 105/ 315 gets so many lucky draw winners! wargh.

anyway stupid ray red underwear doesnt help!
--"
im going to kill u.

westmall
and then after that edwyna and i went to westmall..
for a bit of shopping + lunch + something else.
good eh?(:
borrowed 5bucks from zd but didnt use it in the end.
lunch was stupid la.
waited so long in line.

there was this bunch of students wearing all-blue uniforms; meridian jc? or some other school.
anyway not bitching about the school.. but some of the students were really.. airheads.
its lunchtime, kfc is so bloody crowded, the queues are so super long; we should all order what we want promptly, take it, and leave the queue, right?
but these guys ah. one whole big group of them.
ordered one by one.
--"
wahlou. order as a group la.
den later placed order, gotten their food, they said
"eh, can i buy another coke? heh"
still dare to HEH.

anyway talked alot w edwyna.
yay sji guys and deodorant((:

oh yes before that i was so nervous my dad would murder me for getting a piercing.
turned out he was okay with it. and gave me permission to do so.
and so i managed to persuade edwyna to pierce with me(:
but dont know what will happen to edwyna luh...
her mum might kill her? bleagh.
but still the 5bucks was well spent haha.
though the ear stud looks weird with my other pair of studs.

"hurt" a bit after the earstud went through; there was this stingy ant-crawling sensation.
and then it was as though someone pressed on a bruise that kinda feeling.
haha. :D and edwyna and i were totally talking about how much it hurt and all the whole time.
but at least it wasnt very painful.
oops. okay it wasnt painful at all but it just feels weird.
the guy should have given us more of the numbing liquid thingy.
--"
i hope i dont get busted for that piercing. have to wait 2 weeks before i can change the earstud!
ugh.

edwyna bought this pink bag.
nice! :D
oh and i bought some ear studs again.
sorry i know ive promised to stop buying earrings and stuff but the addiction just wouldnt go away(:
so anyway. i like wattsin.(: nice shop. pretty stuff they sell, but at reasonable prices.

btw sorry edwyna for making you walk around pointlessly with me while only i bought stuff.
--"

flag day
it was flag day for some people today.
its been going on for some time now, and ive been donating and donating --"
and getting bloody lots of stickers. :D

anyway at the interchange there was this guy who asked for our donation.
rejected him at first, cos edwyna and i were making our way to the mrt.
den after that i walked back to the interchange and he was still there.
haha.
he was so thickskinned! :D asked lots of ppl for donation..
but i guess most of them just ignored him.
--"

and so, being a kind soul once again (i couldnt resist), i dropped a few coins into the can okay!
(:
haha. the guy was cute luh.
i mean, cute as in personality.
sort of recognised me from just now when i rejected his request for donations, so when i approached him he was like, "eh.. haha...!"
and den made me laugh until... --"
buden he mumbled something i couldnt comprehend, and i was all "huh".
and i took a sticker!!(:
yay.

bus driver
boarded 852 and was taking the bus home when the stupid bus driver suddenly stopped the vehicle!
wargh. since i had a habit of standing on buses, i almost tripped and died okay.
and then later it happened again.
i "TSK"-ed so loudly but he didnt respond.
wahlou.
furthermore he was like, almost speeding around with his bus, and so when the traffic light suddenly turned red the bus just screeched ~~alot~~ abit and the bus would come to a very , very sudden halt.
wahlou if i been full from lunch hor, i would have probably puked into the hair of the newspaper-reading-mugger-lookalike-but-has-a-thousand-piercings piakia in front.
...
and then i would sue the bus driver if the piakia beats me up.
honestly, his driving skills are lousy like sh-t.
&#*($&# those irresponsible bus drivers!

there was another time in the past when this bus driver just scolded me for no reason.
i tink he was pms-y, but still how could he snap at me like that!
i was walking up the bus with macdonald's takeaway stuff. and then the bloody coke cup (drinking straw wasnt even inserted luh, god.) was damn obvious since the plastic bag was transparent.
and then i was holding my violin + some files + that mac takeaway in my hands luh. and the bus was super crowded.
when i was struggling to get my ezlink out he suddenly shouted so loudy that everyone turned to stare at me.
"OI. GIRL CAN YOU NOT DRINK IN THE BUS?!"
wahlou. den i was shocked and replied
"huh? im not drinking. i wun drink"
and then i SMILED. i bloody gave him a SMILE.
and he was like
"SO? I NEVER SAID YOU WERE DRINKING WAD! you better throw away that drink or dont get up this bus, i tell you."
and then i was so shocked. and said
"huh? nonono i wont drink on the bus, really!"
and he was like, rolling his eyes and
"are you sure? (mumbles incoherent stuff) if i catch you eating ill throw you OUT OF the bus!"
me: "err. okay."

wargh.
hello, my hands were full, how would i have hands to hold the drink up and drink?
no-common-sense driver. ugh.
and the bus was freaking crowded! i cant even sit! so how can i put down my stuff and take a sip from that coke cup. --"
like i very free like that.
ugh.

see? some bus drivers suck.
(not saying all do, but some do suck. alot.)

sleep
paiseh though i already said this was supposed to be a long post im really tired and need to go sleep now(:
heh.

ciao!

teletubbies are waiting for me

2006-08-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

"again, again!", they say.
totally cheesy.

anyway i just visited mrbrown (again)
and ive been entertained once again.
:D
no mrbrown = no life in singapore.
mrmiyagi too.
and xiaxue.
and rockson.
and dawnyang.
and stomp.

whoo(:

and sry jonkoh im not going for ri concert.

once again..
this is the time when i feel like forsaking my bloody blog again.
((:
i dont know whats my problem.

alright i shall proclaim this:
IKAN BILIS IS MY FAVOURITE FOOD!
(:
haha. dont know whats my point but im just saying it!
cos i realised, no matter what food it is, as long as theres ikan bilis (fried, not spicy, crispy :D) in it, ill readily finish it all.
cool right.

ray i have taken to ur suggestion and have decided to wear red underwear for crosscountry tomorrow!(: wish my luck man. ugh. 1274 is a lousy number. ray ray ray are you sure red underwear will work? goshh. if i dont get top 50 im going to wring ur neck. wait. maybe i wont. since i would just die halfway through the race. UGH. dang! ray why arent u coming to support me.. evil gay bitch. u have to repay me for the last favour!): at least bring drinks for me right. since u are practically totally free 2mr. argh.
sorry im weird.

anyway i was so bored i started creating little avatars(:
small enough for msn/ forums. yay.
some arent original luh.
but i modified abit.
yea. dont steal ah! i just placed them here to boast abit. boost my ego can.(:

there're lots more. (actually the reason im not showing more is cos blogger has just gone nuts and doesnt allow photo uploading again. sh-tass blogger): ugh)

shall post them here next time. right now ive gotta go prepare crosscountry stuff. like that red underwear wha--? i din say anything.

toodles;

leonaaa

2006-08-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

woopsie. i forgot to mention this part about leona:
(refer to previous post)

Leona

The idio-syncratic freak of Moberly who has the tendency to act very spoilt. Also very, VERY clean and competitive.

or

A loner
"Leona is such a Leona!"
(this is ironically hilarious)

or

Crap at all language-based tasks, especially French, Italian and English grammar.
French teacher to student: Why are you such a Leona, can't you do any better than 2%?

or

Synonymous with Annoying

/

i find "LEONA" very intriguing((:
leona, smile!
ur name is incredibly interesting!
:D

lovadoodles;

urbandictionary

2006-08-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

i was just bloghopping here and there when i found this website.
:D
it was rather stupid, i think.
but nonetheless i went to check out the meaning of abbreviations of my name (since "fiona" wasn't listed at all)

check this sh-t out(:

1.
FIO
This abbreviaion stands for "fuck it off" and describes a lack of enthusiasm by someone to a given subject.
Question: "Are you going to lesson?"Answer: "Nah, fio"
another elongated example is"fuck it right off"

2.
FION

Some French secretary woman.
also pertains to a group of friends, mainly girls
"hey whats up fions?"

and check this out:

1.
LEONA

The Mojo of Moberly; probably the most fun person in the world though others may deny this, they secretly know that Leona is the best there is.
"When I grow up, I want to be just like Leona; she's soooo cool."

or

Wildly intelligent and independent female; a stalking lioness.
"Don't get on Leona's bad side."

ahaha.

whoa:

Audrey

A girl who is completely and stunningly beautiful and can take very good myspace pictures.
"Dude, that girl is so Audrey."

LOL!

and RAY CHECK THIS OUT:

RAY

an over-tempered bitch that gets pissed off to early and does not help with definitions
"raymond ripped his ass at school."

i tell you, the one about ray is highly accurate.
yo, wassup bitch!

and this:
(quite crude)

CONNIE

A gentle way of saying vagina, created and used especially by Mormon, or religious parents to describe the female genitalia. Accompanys the word peter, a word often used for male genitalia.
"Jennifer honey, down there you have a connie, your brother Mike has a peter."

or

a condom (word originating from the United Kingdom)
"I was using a connie while I had sex with her."

woopsie.
sorry if the language abit on the crude side.
i was planning to put more ~~vulgar~~ fun stuff up when i realised that its not only close friends who visit my blog.
hmm.

and isnt this super cool:

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...................../..../ /
............./´¯/'...'/´¯¯`·¸
........../'/.../..../......./¨¯........('(...´(..´......,~/'...')
.........\.................\/..../
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right right?

dang! i dont know what wrong with me today(:
feeling overly vulgar.
i think ive been highly influenced by ray.
that bitch. ugh.

anyway today school was just another typical sian diao day.
i fell asleep during math!
:D good ol' chiang was being ~~an annoying freak~~ a nice kind teacher by tapping on the table beside my dozing-off face and waking me up. that BASTA- okay sorry. i said im sorry!

math remedial was cancelled too.
oh teletubbies(:
too good to be true, really.
tapiocachiang apparently had some "urgent family matters" to attend to, and so skipped the bloody math remedial.
if i fail my math test he'll be held responsible.
nevermind.

chinese culture test was like sh-t.
:D
very very stupid, and it also just shows how not studying can prove to have indesirable results
also known as failing.
stupid i didnt even know what the questions were asking wtfork!
ugh.
and i must protest that the test environment was extremely inappropriate.
teachers were entering and exiting the staff room, the doors were making such a noise, nanyang girls were talking so loudly, making stupid ~~complains~~ comments, high-heeled idiots were clik-clok-clik-cloking so frequently, and huanglao was staring and smiling as she read through our answers, most of them making no sense whatsoever.

okay maybe leona's did.

but mine didn't!
and i just meeney-mineyed my way through the test.
as for the fill-in-the-blanks..
i wrote hanyupinyin(:
good right.

art was irritating.
i hate wire.
i shall convulse and get into a terrible froth-inducing fit full of spasms the next time i see a bloody silver wire waiting there for me to bend and sculpt it. it will be gloating and how my fingers are turning red and bruising, and still i wun be able to sculpt a wire thingy properly.
and then im going to cut it into tiny miniscule pieces with the wirecutter/plier thing. which rusts very quickly.

sorry mrstan!
:/
sorry we weren't doing anything in the library during your lesson!
sorry i was reading up on the stupid inventions of Chinese Cuisine (very curious, indeed)
sorry i was just slacking and piling up like a dust bunny with the Calvin and Hobbes comics with melissa.
sorry i still haven't found a group for Readers' Theatre!
and lastly.
sorry some niners got scolded!
ugh.

geog was bore-ing.
boring boring boring omg.

oh man.
ray is one sick gay bitch.
ray: i dream of *** everytime
fiona: wth. so?
ray: so it gives me ere- oops nevermind
fiona: wahlao did u just forget im a girl
ray: sorta... btw theres this carwashing by some girls for fundraising i heard. wanna go?

and i was befuddled about why he would suddenly want to do something for charity.
and he didnt have a car as well.
then i realised.

fiona: you sicko cheekopek! omg.
ray: heh heh

i swear ray is influencing me.
he insists he doesnt have a liking for hourglass figures, but i suspect otherwise.
that perverted gay mustnt be underestimated.
im talking about his sick-ness.

ooh gah gah!(:
i have loved xiaxue once again.
ive always loved her but okay i shall change my statement.
i have loved xiaxue more!(:
haha she updated on stomp.

she's one hell of a good blogger.

yay.

bananas and llamas.
eew. ray stop it.

new layout once again!

2006-08-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!(:
new layout! yay.
erm abit anyhow-do but hope you all wun dislike it too much.
erm and yea the picture on top is a little untidy but i dont have time
--"
and i know the two people look like two guys! but cant help it la. it just looks like that.
its a girl and guy okay(:

haha.

dang dang dang!
ive to finish my homework.
before monday
due-monday-homework:

art - wire sculpture
lijiewenda (5)
longlonglong overdue zuowen
huodong
science ws 4
chinese portfolio

sheeeeet im dead.

toodles to you bunch of teletubbies!(:

PANWEIBO is love

2006-08-06T11:06:00.000+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=TXXqPysw9t4

bu de bu ai(:
go watch!
pan wei bo is cute.
hahaha.
he's love!
:D

go search for his latest mvs.
he's been singing love songs haha.
pan wei bo is love, seriously.

plus he has bloody piercings!
ZOMG.
heh, guys with piercings are so hot, can?
okay cute.

like becks! and pan wei bo! and.. ahaha.

btw check out the links.
ive added "twochineseboys".
i tink most of you would have visited their blog but.
nonetheless.
GO AND WATCH OKAY.
freaking funny.
hell, the guy with the puppy eyes is hilarious.
hahaha.

/

whoo~ welcome to the candy shop, yo.
im hooked on 50cent's Candy Shop too.
(:
a little.. sexual. that song.
but its nice.

okay i like youtube.

right now im trying to love wangleehom.
i dont know. ive never liked him.
but i heard he's really got talent. lots of it.
so im making an attempt to fall in love with him, okay!
but i doubt it. maybe cos if his nose.

i shall make ray pierce his left ear again.
:D

ive got piano lesson later and im not looking forward to it.
much less the piano exam.
wargh.

astrology

2006-08-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

im actually bored enough to go look up astrology.
but check this out:
(*** is one of the horoscopes)

When *** and Sagittarius join together in a love match, the result
is often
fireworks! Both Signs are extremely dynamic and enjoy life to the
fullest. This
couple is full of life and fun to be
around, with each
person encouraging the other to aim high! Sagittarius's philosophical
tendency warrants a
distraction to ***'s obsession with the
larger-than-life. The two will have
genuine admiration and respect for one
another. Both are warm, charismatic and charming; people enjoy being in the energy this couple
radiates. Both Signs can be impatient but endearing, and *** may be
annoyed
by Sagittarius's flirting (boo. do i really flirt?), but
there's never
a dull moment in their relationship. Sagittarius sees the
world as a textbook
they must study from, while *** acts as the
gracious host.
Both are extremely social, but it is vitally
important
to *** that they feel that they are in control of the
conversation. *** is the [guess the animal], the leader, while
Sagittarius is the Archer, slowly taking the time to survey their target and
feel the nuances of difference in their approach.
Both Signs are usually respected by others, and it's
important that each remembers
to treat the other with the utmost respect as
well. *** is ruled by the
Sun and Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet
Jupiter. Both are masculine
energy archetypes, and together they make a good
combination--they
understand one another because they are so similar. The Sun is
about Self and Jupiter is about expansion
and excess, together providing a
personal and outward focus on themselves and
the world, although sometimes
they can overexert themselves. They're highly
compatible with lots of
energy, and can be a wonderful couple in any setting or
situation.
Both *** and Sagittarius are Fire Signs. This tends to be a very heated and passionate relationship. They both have boundless
energy, and can seem the only ones able to keep up with one another's
intensity.
Although Sagittarius may become exhausted by ***'s expansive
ego, their differences of opinion won't last
long--Sagittarius has moved
on to the next project and ***'s optimism and need for a fan
club overcome a petty
argument.
*** is a Fixed Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign.
Sagittarius
provides Leo with the deeper understanding they
may be lacking,
while *** can fine-tune Sagittarius's charm and social
graces. Sagittarius
may be irritated by ***'s bossiness, shallow
vanity and tendency to sulk.
However, they are both loyal and devoted to
one another, and the rewards of
their union outweigh the minor setbacks.
What's the best aspect of the
***-Sagittarius relationship? It's the
willingness to work as a team and the
mutual admiration they exhibit when
dedicated to seeing things through. This duo
complements one another with a
combined attention to personal and world affairs.
They both know their place
in the relationship. Their comparable high energy and
fiery passion makes
them a versatile love match.

how true. :D
ray's a *** sign, while im sagittarius.
look, the enlarged words about him are so so so true.
and the bold words about me are.. heh.(:

i think ray will use that and convince himself im actually in love with him.
him and his ego bubble im going to pop soon.

oh and check out the sagittarius-sagittarius combi(:

When two Sagittarians join together in a love match, the
truth-loving natures makes theirs a near perfect
relationship. This couple views the world around them with an educated eye and
both share an intense hunger for more knowledge. They will engage one another in
pleasant conversation and banter that challenges and tickles the mind. An
occasional hotheaded dispute can erupt in the Sagittarius-Sagittarius
relationship, when one fact-fanatic Sag partner carries things a little too
far.
Easygoing and independent,
these two are compatible when it comes to balancing personal interests. They've
never known jealousy, and each partner keeps busy with personal projects when
not with their lover. When they are together, however, they do all they can
toward pleasing their partner and satiating common interests. Although they
are adaptable and modern, they can, at times,
fly off the handle. However, it is not in the Archer's nature to hold a
grudge or let disagreements fester very long.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Expansion is the
key word here; as both partners enjoy the acquisition of knowledge, they will
carry over exiting ideas into their relationship. They must be mindful of
over-indulgences, as such gluttony will only distract them. Their charm and
charisma make them a very pleasant couple not only to one another, but the entire crowd.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. When these two Fire Signs come
together, they merge to build a bigger flame. They constantly reach out together
and experience life: They love to take trips more than just reading about places
in tour books. Outgoing and friendly, it is the downfall of
many Sagittarians to speak before thinking, thus finding themselves in an
awkward social bind. These two love to engage in new projects, but neither have
the dedication to stick to their guns. Both are far too eager to move ahead to
the next new thing. Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign.
The flirty, excitable (gasps. nonono im
not a flirt!) Sag is easy to get along with, for the most part. Arguments
rarely ensue between them. Both are extremely accommodating to their significant
other. Every so often a stubborn thorn will pop up, but neither partner wants to
stay with this subject, and so the matter is dropped completely.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Sagittarius
relationship? It's their compatibility and shared desire for
knowledge. This couple has found the perfect balance between intensity
and allowing the other room to breathe. Together, they will explore the vast
outside worlds as well as the worlds of the intellect.

cool. :D

found out lots about the other signs.
like what sleeping position some signs prefer.
and how they tend to make jokes.
and how they kiss.
HAHAHAHA
ray ur kissing style is so stupid.
from what ive read(:

and check out the sagittarius kiss:
Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more.
wah.
:D

sigh. i miss the sec4s already.
i wonder how syf'07 will be like.
hopefully i stay in violin2.

went for backbone checkup today!
(:
very cool.
im independent, yo.
i actually went by myself. :DD
when i went to the School Health Centre (Singapore General Hospital place) i saw this bunch of girls heavily made-up with highheels, eyeliner, mascara, pretty clothes and all.
please luh.
medical checkup wear until lidat.
--"

and there was this 17/18 year old guy whose parents accompanied him!
:DDD
their conversation was strangely hilarious.
weird. that guy looked like ray.

oh oh and there was this little girl with her angmoh parents at the Health Centre too!
and then she was fooling around with the counter's pen.
:D
very cute can?
angmoh girl! blonde hair! swishy wavey long blonde hair!
big big big blue eyes! BLUE leh.
this very high nose.
looked like the girl i saw at kap b4.
anyway this angmoh very pretty la!
looks like a tiny version of jessica simpson(:
just prettier. cuter. not so slutty.

anyway i will be taking xrays of my backbone the next time i go for medical appointment liao.
whoo.

oh and have i mentioned i saw gayle on the mrt?
((:
HOOOOOLAHHHH.
:D
hurrah
she looks very pretty in person.
but quite short.
gayle gayle gayle!
:D haah.
(you know, the singapore idol person? eliminated already)
she actually boarded the train at Dhoby Gaut and went down at Orchard.

i seem to be seeing celebrities every so often these days!
(:
maybe ill get to meet zoe tay next time.
that pretty diva(:

(DANG I STILL CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS)
i dont know whats the f-ing problem with blogger luh.
ta ma de.
i have so many photos i wanna upload but it just wun get uploaded.
stupid blogger.
is livejournal better?
wargh.

i feel like royalty now.

/

she actually looked pretty!

/

toodles(: <3

one cold hard slap

2006-08-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

on my face.
not literally, of course.
the magnitude of an impact words can make is really unimaginable.
especially when the speaker is thinking of driving a stake through the listener's heart while he was talking.
in which case, it did happen.
i know i've done you wrong;
i'll change, i promise.
i'm sorry.

/

chinese test today and i bloody fell asleep again.
what the sh-!
dont ask me how i do that, but i really did fall asleep.
until i was all groggy-eyed and staring blankly ahead (when i had woken up) did i then see snoopyhuang looking at me.
amused.
i actually slept through 1 and a half passages of lijiewenda.
i really really hope i can pass this test.
oh and the culture test as well.
and the geog test. and physics test.
and the math test. and the history test.

seriously, school is dull if all of us just worry about tests all day.
which is why i say its pointless.

drama was irritating.
i had to be dragged by sijia a thousand-omg times before gtang approved of the scene.
and the restaurant scene.
seriously, it just gives me more reason not wanting to be fangfang.
ugh.

geog presentation was stupid luh.
hope we can get acceptable marks at least.
):

well anyway TCIL CIP was today!
:D
damn happy after that.
before the CIP started we went to welcome them from the audi.
it was damn funny.
like i had expected, i was sort of freaked/ surprised/ weirded out/ psyched/ whatever when i saw them.
and then once i got to the crowd of TCIL people, this group of them started waving around excitedly and shouting
"HELLO HELLO!!!"
haha. damn cute in a way. they are so innocent, please!
and then we were supposed to guide them to the library's media room.
and this enthu guy was super happy.
:D
and he was all, "HI!" (waves radically and grinning) "how are you?" to me.
haha. cos i was walking beside him.
freaked abit since i didnt expect behavior like that haha.
but anyway.
he said
"eh this girl very pretty!! this one!"
guess who he said that to.

anyway the reading session was fun la.
the lady i was reading to was very cute.
i mean, she grins!
:D
and she's so small-sized and nice and all.
haha.
i like to see people happy(:

janabel and jo were like, madness.
they wanted the better-looking guy for reading session!
please dont kill me.
haha damn hilarious how they wanted to teach him.
but i heard he was damn cheekopek hahaha.
janabel knew the guy (who spoke to me earlier)'s brother!
so cool. haha.

those TCIL people were like angels luh, please.
so innocent and cute and kind and nice and all.
its very sad. their condition i mean.
but i guess they wun want us to pity them.
(:
well they are just very happy people(:
loves! :D

ooh im reading The Sex Mission on this funny website.
damn hilarious.
:D!

all right. thankyou ray for that bag.
okayokay ill get you one in return next time.
warghhh so naggy.
haha but its funny to give someone a bag just for such a trivial reason.
i tink u are bribing me to do you a favour.
right?(:

i dont want to be fangfanggggg.

oh man.
THEORY!
gotta rush.

ciao(:

the revolt age

2006-08-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

I saw Lee Teng/ Li Teng/ whatever on the bus today!(:
Superhost person :D
most of you say he's ugly but i think otherwise.
please don't bash me up because, also contrary to what many of you think, i tink wangleehom isnt goodlooking.
i tink my taste is weird.
but i like li teng! whoo.
and wangleehom isnt sexy / hot though he does have talents. so dont go around slamming me for saying wangleehom isnt good at all.

haha anyway so i saw li teng on 157!
he was wearing a viser and when he realised i recognised him he turned away.
i tink i stare too much, shit.

anyway the gambela workshop was quite nice lah.
the sophian (?) instructor guy was quite good.
and the malay/ indonesian instructor! the other one! :D
haha he's like so super gentle. but he's very nice yea.

i like the xylophone-like thingies(:
so cute! leona's buffalo-horn mallet / mallot/ idunohowtospell was cute also hahaha.

but anyway.
physics test today and it sucked.
really, really sucked.
boo.
haha but it just proves how stupid i am.
i actually finished 30min before the end of the test!
cos i didnt know how to do most of the questions.
and i just slumped in my seat and wanted to slack.
sigh. im so lousy in bloody physics.
already given up hope. so i was just stoning there trying to keep awake.
when suddenly Twong looked at me.

okay maybe i should take biology instead of physics next year.
i tink im going to fail this physics test. wargh.
i cant believe how stupid i am. especially in physics argh.
i left so many pages blank! academic suicide.

haha luoning is oudated.
she is shocked that 209 actually is such a scandalous class.
but actually, all classes are like that la. she just couldnt believe that so many people in our class actually had had/ has boyfriends.
did she just migrated to Mars and been out of touch with the world for a loooong time?
she still didnt know anything about me early THIS year!
wow.
and she doesnt know who is jonshin.
.....
she has no idea that she is too outdated.
update urself please, luoning.

FEmales are superior to MALES.
Although that's already a known fact, I shall not be too proud about it.
because apparently min (spacing) jun thinks that aging population is caused by FEMALES.
but nevermind.
i tink i sound evil when i said females are better than males.
hmm. dont take it to heart, males!
oh and min (spacing) jun u r the weirdest.
male.

i think ray's been grounded.
now it's his turn!
:D
im excited.
but too bad he must keep away from computers/ telephones/ handphones for one month.
i tink he'll just die and rot away in his room.

i'm tired out and i dont like TCIL.
so many things to do! wargh.

tatas.

time really flies

2006-08-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

It's been two whole pathetic tiring days since I've updated.
I've been falling asleep (like, the fast asleep kind) during lessons these days, and it's not as if I want to, all right! Curse those teachers who have been eyeing me throughout the whole lesson and having that stupid glare directed at me. Like I haven't yet explained why I was so exhausted? I already did so, okay!
And it's totally not my fault I'm wearing different earstuds on each ear! I lost one of my omg-so-bloody-expensive platinum earrings okay! and since I haven't yet gotten to buying a new pair of can-wear-to-school earstuds, I must wear that what! hmph. And the only other acceptable earstud I have is also only one side! keflooey. Not my fault! I can't just leave my piercing to close up.

And what on earth is wrong with that uglyhead DOCTOR LIM? ML, in short. Although I'm not from band I still think he's really carrying it too far. Why isn't passing down of the seniors related to the sec2s? huh huh huh? And what shitass DOCTOR lim. pui.

Man, snoopyhuang I'm really sorry the SE people missed the test all right. We'll retest, we will retest, we will retest!
:D
good thing you rescheduled the retest to monday.
but, pui, waste my 45minute lunch studying for the test.

All right I shall officially conclude, after hours of futile searching, that the laptop has no infra-red. wtheck! wargh! My phone don't have USB cable and now I can't upload my photos liao luh!): Stupid why can't I get a new phone with a cable.

I bought my uniform! whoo :D

shall I blog about the concert?
shall I?
All right I shall.

I wouldn't say our playing was good; it was rather horrible I think. z was quite pissed (at least he seemed to be) as we really screwed up for several parts. First half of concert was bad. Maybe it's cos we haven't yet warmed up to performance standard, or maybe it's cos we aren't used to the audience yet. But we sucked hahaha :D
z wasn't very happy about us standing up/ sitting down not promptly enough. I think he said it was much too sloppy. And for the second half he really got irritated and was gesturing in this annoyed manner for us to stand. pfft. Why were we so sloppy.

Some said the Clarinet Concerto rocked, some say it wasn't nice, though the soloist played well. My mom fell asleep throughout the whole concert! wtheck. No respect for performers can.
Haha by the way the soloist looked very different from the programme booklet's picture of him.
:D
He has a niece in Nanyang!

But anyway the concerto wasn't exactly downright sucky, but it wasn't great either. Don't know why but we didn't play as well as expected and it sort of sucked. Which put everyone into a lousy mood for a while. Then after that people were motivated to make the Symphony good(:

Don't know what happened but the emcee/ recorded voice thingy wasn't very successful. Something like that. Nobody was emcee-ing! The programme was rather messy and confusing for the audience as a result.

After the first half the intermission really rocked.
:D!
Because I didn't really expect so many people to be able to enter backstage. Such a huge crowd somemore. heh heh.
I got flowers!(: And lollipops and chocolate((:
Thank you Kexin, Qianwen, Ruimin, Laiweng, Valerie, and all others who gave me stuff.
Very nice of you all luh, please! (:
The roses all smelt very sweet. Love them!
and RAY stop saying I was avoiding you luh! I was trying to find you and didn't expect you to be stoning at the doublebass room side can! still, thanks for the flower(:

Symphony wasn't superb, but I guess all of us felt really good about it, except for a few hiccups here and there. Sihui and Jane and Kimberlyn and all the others: it's okay, the mistakes weren't too bad(: I think we really put in a lot of effort for the symphony, for the finale of the last concert with the sec4s.
There's this poignant feeling which just wouldn't go away. It's like, we are happy about the concert, but sad about the departure of the sec4s. Just don't know whether to cry because we are glad or sad.

Backstage after the concert was good(: Jianxin, Priscilla (sp?), Daisy, they all came back!(: Lots of them, in fact. So nice((:
There was crying... I guess some of us really can't bear leaving the ensemble. All the memories, eh? grandseniors thanks for the chocolates! :D
I really don't know if z is proud or happy about this concert luh. wargh.
Or maybe he's disappointed.
he's off diving again. --"

We'll be getting the scores soon and I can't wait(: wonder what pieces we'll be playing.
:D
most probably I'll be going to viola. Don't know whether to rejoice or brood about it.
some incidents and rumours might be hate, but nyse as a whole is love(:
may we excel for syf :D
though i might not be in the cca by that time.

/

How I wish I were able to drive a stake through his heart, through her heart, their hearts, and my heart.
My heart is bleeding. I cried my heart out for them, for her, for him.
They will never understand the heartache I'm feeling now.

I was ready to love him wholeheartedly,
but he never once allowed a place for me in his heart;
was all in vain?

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to love again, to lose you again, to break his heart again, to play with his feelings again, to hate them again.

No, no, no, no baby,
no, no, no, no don't lie.

/

shit what am i doing!
i have to study for history and science test tomorrow!
rush my LA speech now!
wtheck!

ciao ciao ciao.(:
love y'all.

stinkerbugs.

2006-07-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

some people just suck big time.
and they all STINK. they all SUCK.
wargh.

arrogant airheads.

spoilt my perfect mood omg.

/

i have a BIG HAIRBAND!
:D
looks silly but.
thanks gayray.
loves!

MY LINKS

2006-07-31T17:43:00.000+08:00

omg i just looked at my blog just now and realised that the coding from the calendar onwards was totally screwed. disappeared.
so i had to RETYPE everything!
ah yes. so i shall appeal for any information:
anyone who
1) has birthdays in august / important dates i need to note down onto my calendar
2) has blogs i have not yet linked
3) find something wrong with the blog (which you probably will)
please tell me.

i lost alot of my links):
since i had to type out everything again based on memory and some reference.
especially my prisch mates' blogs!
bah. i actually lost all those links! s*** it ERRK.
by the way feel free to check the links, in case there are mistakes here and there.

ciao

IDEAS!(:

2006-07-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

Singtel's IDEAS really really rocks.
((:

jasmine paid the 30bucks.
now i'm 30bucks richer! :D
alright. maybe 20bucks are for my sister.
but dont burst my bubble too early.
let me triumph over it a little(:

right. with short hair comes more pros than cons.
i dont have to keep retying my hair after dance lessons!
i dont have to spend money on hairbands / clips / whatever.
i dont have to waste so much time tying up my hair in the morning!
most importantly i can start anew again(:
ohkay. so now fiona isn't the scandalous hoo-ha bitchy flirt okay.
she's the little toot girly character who knows nothing((:
okay okay? :D

its funny how so many people couldnt recognise me.
do i look that different?
its like, i try to smile and say hi to some people but they just take one look at me and then look away. :D
most, after looking away, turn back abruptly with a bewildered look. haha.

R&J today was rather ridiculous.
Leonardo Dicaprio was very cute(:
just like the previous time, we laughed about what a loser Romeo was. Like falling down while rushing off after the conversation with the Friar and the swimming pool scene. (hee hee)
:D Leo D might be a loser in R&J, but he's cute.
i like! :D

i think the modern version of R&J we watched today was, like ive said, ridiculous. hilarious at some parts, but still it was quite silly. Benvolio has an ugly face but he has a hot bod yea.(: the pink-haired punkish Montague guy was fairly amusing, especially the part where he was so cowardly and got hit repeatedly by the woman's handbag.
:D!
Tybalt is really like, a "slick" gay person. loathsome. Juliet's mom and dad are both useless in a way. they are already married but go around kissing and touching other people during the masquerade/ dinner/ feast/ whatever. especially Juliet's mom kissing Tybalt! Juliet's cousin!
omg.
paris can be really good-looking / hot and all if he had a different hairstyle. ((:

enjoyed R&J and i tink the RA part (is there one?) would be interesting.
:D ha ha ha.(:
Leo D is so cute.

but i tink ill be super sad when R & J dies luh!):
anyw Juliet isnt very pretty and doesnt look like she's 14. --"

running on karma yesterday was like, freaky.
i was scared to death when i saw andy lau hugging the headless body. and then ~~fainting~~ remaining calm after seeing the head on the tree staring down so freakishly. i had nightmares of a headless Mom bending over and waking me up. MUTILATED HUMAN CORPSES FREAK ME OUT like, totally. but still the show was pretty nice. does karma really exist?

like, omg shit. i just ate and ate and ate so much chocolate ever since i started blogging just now and now my packet of CHOCO MINIs has only about 1/5 left. ew. how can i eat so much chocolate?
im such a pig.

sheesh i have to start using the other computer with photoshop or i'll die of withdrawal symptoms or something. i have to start on my new layout!
it's official:
1) i cant live without Photoshop
2) i can live without my phone!(:
3) i will never get fat. at least not in this lifetime.):
4) i have a phobia of wearing hard contacts
5) ray is gay. gay ray whoo.

ray: what's that song
fiona: bu4 de2 bu2 ai4. panweibo song.
ray: nanyang sometimes really drives her girls crazy.

oh, you know what? i realised ray wasnt joking when he commented that he looked like a toothbrush.

fiona: cut your nails
ray: better for playing guitar!
fiona: i think that's just an excuse
ray: ah?
fiona: you are gay, aren't you?
ray: you know, ~~for once~~ you got it right.

i have to buy uniform tomorrow! people remind me ohkay?
(:

i love ray.
no, it's not official, but i'm just forced to write it here.

ciao.

byebye ponytail

2006-07-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

okay whatever.
people call me mushroom, gay, toot, WHATEVER okay.
:D
i swear i look weird.
bu nan bu nu.
okay fine i just look like an ugly toot gay boy luh!
:D

nvm. at least the rumours will stop and i can have a peaceful life.
just hope my hair will like. grow longer faster.
so i wun look so weird.
and now everybody just like. glances at me and then looks away.
because i dont catch their eye! haw haw.
good luh. now i dont need to worry about my appearance anymore.
i shall change my style abit now.

im giving away my earrings! all of them!
any takers not?
(ray do not say you want them you gay guy)
since now ive cut my hair, and ill look super weird with those earrings
i might as well not wear them anymore(:
okay i repeat ANY TAKERS?

people DONT LAUGH when you see me in school tomorrow okay.
because i will look 1) funny and 2) ugly = fugly.
okay wad a weak lousy joke/ pun wadeva.
yea but i know all of you will be surprised. maybe.
JUST DONT COMMENT
"fiona you will look better with long hair!"
or
"fiona you look better with short hair now!"
cos i swear i will kill u.

i have a bobblehead! a mushroom head! a weird head. @_@

anyway i will look strange in the nyse gown as well.
:D
just dont comment OKAY(:

all of you will just die of laughter luh.

on the phone just now. ray was laughing like crap.
fiona: halo is ray around
ray: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAA
fiona: --" what the hell.
ray: HAHAHA this is my handphone of course im around right! HAHA
fiona: wahliuuu okay paiseh. u know i look like a mushroom now.
ray: and i look like a toothbrush
fiona: holy - ! now then you realise. im serious la i got a haircut. okay i look gay. i look toot.
ray: HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA REALLY?!
fiona: yea and if u arent going to stop laughing im going to castrate you.

i swear ray is totally cool, please!
he saves 30bucks per week!
that's way cool.
but the problem with these cool people are that they have some difficulties in helping out the needy

fiona: what do you use all those savings for
ray: i have plenty of stuff what
fiona: what the. you mean you actually used ur savings on that perfume bottle
ray: which one? britney spears one? yea
fiona: u r nuts man. how about sparing some for my pocket
ray: what? for you? no thanks
fiona: im going to slaughter you. you give 5bucks to tissue-sellers and you dont want to spare anything for ME.
ray: u dont exist anyway

i think, therefore i am.

nutty ray is using my own statement against me.

im busying myself now with the stars((:

oh dang. the purple under-the-toenail bruise isnt going away!
wtheck.
and its gotten bigger.
ew.

anybody wants to buy me presents,
buy me those retro hairbands!:D
i can use some now(:

back to working on the stars.
ciao everybuddy.

to hell with those bastards

2006-07-29T17:25:00.000+08:00

warning:
the picture below is gory and it's best that people who love animals or freak out at disturbing images do not view. serious, my heart skipped a beat when i saw the picture.
(i shall leave some space for you people in case some of you don't wanna view the picture. it's disturbing and i feel like crying. scroll down for it if you want.)

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scroll more

more. sorry.

there you go.
poor little kitty.
fancy the bastard cutting it up like that.
now i relaly hope karma exists.

how can anybody dismember a little animal like that?
and it's really sad and upsetting that the government in shoving matters like this under the carpet just because the victims weren't humans.
hey, like mrshyam said, just because we humans have a higher level of intelligence, shouldn't we be the mos responsible for watching over the other animals?
because when it all boils down, we really are just animals, just smarter, more selfish, and more of a "cruel lord" sort of thing.

i gasped when i saw that kitty picture.
to hell with those bloody fecktards.
crazy psycopaths, those who derive SICK pleasure from killing a cat in such a perverse way, should really be jailed. or hanged. or given strokes of the rotan. whatever! just punish them severely for ending an animal's life!
>:'(

sometimes we humans should really stop and think about why we are blessed with such intelligence and all. we take responsibility over the others in the Animal Kingdom, we take care of them properly, we ensure their survival as well, we govern the planet PROPERLY.

damn those perverts who kill animals.
they should be executed, really.

totally cruel and all.
maybe this is the reason we all pick up stray cats from the streets -
to ensure that they wouldn't be subject to such torturous treatment and let them live.

ive suddenly lost my appetite.

postnote: the kitten's mutilated body was discovered near a coffeeshop.

decisions

2006-07-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

give me ur opinions ah, people!

1) should i cut my hair short?
since crosscountry's coming.. and i don't fancy running around with a swishing ponytail and a fringe which never goes away with a hairband. in which case i will look retarded.
a. cut my fringe till it's not totally a sideparting?
b. cut my hair till it's short enough for me not to rely on rubberbands?
c. cut my ponytail so that it isn't so long and lots more layered?
d. go for a totally new hairstyle?

2) should i change to NJC IP programme?
since i dont fancy going to HC and prefer NJ.. and sihim might be going there too.
a. change to NJ IP?
b. drop out of NY/HC IP so that I can take olevels and choose a jc?
c. go to a poly?
d. stay in HC IP?

3) quit strings?
really stressed now since syf is nearing, and the sec1s of 2007 from dsa are like. so fecking pro? all the more reason z will kick me out of syf. so staying in strings would be pretty useless, right? and i prefer a cca which i will actually enjoy
a. quit strings and join byteclub/ wadeva name it is now?
b. quit strings and join greenclub! :D
c. stay in strings and suffer for a few more years?

4) close down my blog?
nobody reads my blog anymore so might as well? and the skins suck anyway, plus i dont have time to make new layouts and i dont like using other's creations. people are flaming me too, because of my blog. if i dont blog on this public blog i will have more time to concentrate on studies((:
a. let the blog grow stale, dont delete, for i will update once in a while maybe
b. let the blog stay and rot, if i dont update at all
c. delete the blog and have no worries
d. let the blog stay and me updating every day reluctantly

5) confession time?
a. tell him i actually hate him and long for the moment the msn convo will end?
b. slap her and tell her she's a bitch?
c. forgive her and say sorry?
d. tell him i still like him?
sorry this question is sort of pointless since all four options are related to different people which only certain ones might know.

6) change my specs?
im sick of my specs, and my eyepower has horribly increased again!!! )):
a. ignore everything and keep my blackyellow specs
b. change to new funky selections
c. get contacts (not quite probable, though)
d. change only the lens and keep the blackyellow frame

sorry i know nobody will answer those questions but i just need to list them out so that i can get my thoughts straight.

lo, and behold! i got new construction paper!((:
start cutting the stars~ start cutting the starrrssss~

karma

2006-07-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

kharma. karma.
whatever.
does it really exist?

ray has good karma. or so he claims.
nyah i dont and i know it.
nobody with good karma is absolutely sick in the mind, goes around to people asking for a compliment, wishes she is everything she's not, and plots assasinations and murders every so often.

im dying to change my blogskin; totally sick of it.
but i just came to the realisation that i do not have photoshop on this computer.
and it would really be hell to go through the layout creation with MPaint.
i guess i'll just have to use the other computer.
and the new layout will have to wait.
so not cool, please?

[interestingfactoftheday]
i chew incessantly on the ends of straws whenever i'm handed a drink. and i can still drink from it. (say, "wow")
[/interestingfact]

im dying to catch The Lake House and POC.
why can't i go?
)):

strings concert on tuesday;
im kinda anticipating it cos he'll be there.
ray shout encore luh please.
the concert will be the last one with the sec4s.

there is this california kid who added me.
webcammed a bit.
his house damn big luh!
and he's homeschooled.
im psyched and so jealous and filled with awe, please!

anybody's going for RISE concert?
should i go?
no, right?
since ive already been to so many concerts
and i'll be attending melissa's recital.
((:

you know im so glad the beetles and bees never do come pay me visit at night anymore.
:f
and i never will live in fear of them anymore.
:D

it's raining~ it's falling~
and im in a good mood~

cca prac today was...
bad. good. weird?
z seemed like he had moodswings.
but since he says he never does, ill believe him.
but the bad part was he was rather pissed off at several places.
the good part? some places he was happy and smiley and all.
((:
and we had a break. how great is that!
z is going diving. again. and again!
u know how unfair it is!
we dont even get a moment for a breather, please!
still, rehearsal today was rather stressed at some point of time.
cos we couldn't get some parts right and z was all grumpy.
was hoping to do the Clarinet Concerto but we didn't.

eww now Cosi Fan Tutte is swimming in my head
and i cant get it off my mind.
carmen is repeating itself too.
so it's like, really weird to hear two pieces together in my mind.
quite a mess, but i like.
((:

i've got a new favourite colour!
yellow! sunshine colour! :D
sunflower colour.(:
oh yea, baby. u love yellow? i will love yellow too. :f
come to think of it, i dont have a yellow miniskirt.
shall get one as soon as possible.
sunny splashy yellow!((:

oh at kap i saw this really really cute girl
who was really really pretty
and looked like jessica simpson,
but just younger and prettier.
a brunette! such a lucky young girl.
good-looking people shouldn't exist, really.
if i see another pretty face ill just jump off the building.

oh wow i just realised my post has no sequence whatsoever.
:D
is it true that my every post is like that? :f
sorry then. i just like changing the topic.

i have raspberry icecream in my freezer.
hurrah?

amos's gonna rock the night away.
yea, right.
rock the night.
he's been grounded - to his backyard.
(very amusing)
and he's spending the night with the little rocks and pebbles there.
i heard he's made a new best friend called louise.
i think he's an earthworm.

ciao.

strings concert!(:

2006-07-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

(i can finally upload photos :f)

NANYANG STRINGS
presents
VIENNESE DELIGHT

1aug06

8pm

vch

free seating

tickets at $10 each

GOGOGO!

everyone go for strings concert!

several months ago in march with valerie, qianwen, ruimin.

My WattsIn Perks Card :D

pretty much fooling around with the new scanner

guess where that came from(:

right. since we havent got any shyam photos taken. (hahaha) i cant post them here.

OHOHOH i just realised i can use the new laptop and upload my phone's pictures.

--" how slow can i get. WOOHOO.

OH DANG I HATE BLOGGER. ):<

i thought i was able to upload more photos when suddenly it just stopped working!! wtheck!): was trying to upload Baby Shiloh's photos. Shiloh Nouvel Jolie-Pitt. Looks rather like an angel, though i think it will be very difficult for her to grow up normally in an environment where the media is always trying to get a glimpse of her. bahh. but still. beautiful people should be murdered(:

not saying that i think angelina and brad are beautiful; but thats what the media thinks. so lots of people are influenced to think that they are the most attractive people. --"

alright rephrase: "all people who are deemed beautiful and loved by the majority should be murdered". bcos their babies will turn out too "perfect" for the society. hmm. but shiloh has sexy baby lips ;D cute.

(dang the uploading thingy still cant work. stupid blogger.)

okay shall stop here today. there's cca tomorrow and i have to get up early! boo.

tatas.

so many changes

2006-07-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

i can't adapt to changes dang!

i really really want to watch POC but i think it's rather pointless to say that now. since i don't think i'm watching it anymore. maybe a 5% chance, but no, I don't think so.
I lead a miserable life.

Chinese Drama was sort of screwed for a bit because we didn't rehearse it properly together and the lighting was quite messed up. and Kimyung laughed while saying her lines. --" and we stumbled on our words. But still at least there wasn't any prize for the Best Script / Best Actresses because then I would really feel sad about not getting anything hawhaw.
:D

I think all of you should leave me alone. like, really totally alone.
I don't know what else is changing about me, but in the past I "live to eat". Now I "eat to live". sort of.
today I didn't have any breakfast, and then I skipped recess. But I didn't feel any hunger.
rather contrary to my past habits.

oh my 45bucks just flewww away!
(flapflap)
all those little disney stuff really really cost a bomb --"
i have a hole in my pockeeeet nowww.
i shouldnt have bombed so much money on such meaningless things.
i dont even know if they will appreciate it.):

im making the stars.
yeaaaa the stars. the lousy little stupid stars which will turn out gross and all.

btw stringers remember to sign and bring ur consent forms tomorrow!
(:

oh ive decided that i hate bubbletea.
but i love pearls yea.
too much bubbletea makes me sick.

i finally got money to buy those uniforms.
but you can say that it's two days late / four days early to get the money.
since the shop only opens on wednesdays.

oh now the more i look at them
the more adorable the disney little things look.
:D
so cute.

/

i really miss the good old times when i laughed my head off at the smallest of things.
the heart palpitations and heavy headache came back today.
plus the exhaustions and no-blood-in-face feeling.
i seriously hope i can die of high blood pressure or a heart attack or a stroke or anything soon.
for who can actually fall asleep 1) while playing the violin with z conducting 2) during mrshyam's class 3) during flagraising? dang dang dang!

speaking of mrshyam.
sad we din get a photo of him ):
amusing how he is afraid of taking photos.
but some of us got his autograph! :D
laiweng smile and be a happy girl!
chewfei smile and collect your ebay earnings!(:

ray wasnt being very helpful today.
stop spiting me la. (SPITE, not SPIT)
its not funny and i dont like it.
and you KNOW i dont like milk chocolate.
:/

cca prac tomorrow, strings concert on tuesday.
i havent touched any of my assignments.
ill be damned.

/

i think im such a loser.

/

ciao.
ur beloved blogger
FYONA the fantastic. yea.

mrshyam!

2006-07-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

tomorrow will be the last day of sabbats and the last day to hand in late homework and the last day to have lessons with mrshyam.
D:
im freaked luh. how come time passes so fast?
haha chew is devious. she has weird plans for shyam. hmm.

SAD LUH WE DIDNT WATCH MOVIE DURING SABBATS TODAY.
and we were supposed to present on homosexuality but none of the computers available were working so we had to look for information from BOOKS! from the library!
gah.
anyway everybody we must tolerate and accept homosexuality.
it is blatant discrimintation to say that homosexuals are abnormal/ immoral/ disgusting just because they form a minority who just have different sexual preferences. we always say that they are harmful to society because they influence others to become homosexuals; for example if a kid looks at homosexuals he might develop homosexual tendencies when he grows older.
however, when we say "X is bad influence for the society because X encourages others to be X, which is why, being such a strong influence, X is harmful."
replace X with homosexuality/ homosexuals: in the first place, why would influencing people to be homosexual be harmful? Homosexuality must be harmful in some ways before it can affect others and "harm" them. So how on earth is it harmful?
homosexuals are just like born-handicap people - they are just like that; we can't change or help it. currently only 8.1% of younsters in Singapore accept homosexuals.
although i do not encourage homosexuality, we still must accept homosexuals, for they still, being human beings, have their own rights and freedom of choice.

our homosexuality presentation was all in a jumble!
:D
we messed it up, forgot lots of stuff, said the wrong things.
yet surprisingly mrshyam still said we did a wonderful job.
whoa.
haha he seems to like our group alot especially.
must be bcos of chewfei LOL(:

had to miss amc for cca.
):
waste my money bleagh.

anyway for cca...
z was quite pissed.
he was alright at first, and then got more and more bushuang.
--"
and bcos i was soooo bloody tired.
i actually fell asleep during the second movement of Clarinet Concerto.
wowwee.
couldnt believe it either, but i really did fall asleep holding the violin and all.
tried to stay awake for some parts.
joey said some parts (where i actually fell asleep) my bow just stopped moving for a while. and she didnt know whether to play or not.
HAW HAW. i tink its super amusing that i can sleep while playing the violin and with a conductor like z in front.
--"

i really really hope we (strings + winds) wouldnt screw up the concert.
and z was quite mean when he said all that in the room!
but they deserved it a little.

there is this purple PATCH under my toenail and it looks like a bruise which means i actually pressed on my toe for so long it bruised.
ew.
and i almost bruised my fingers (joints) after cca.
blardy chairs almost flattened my fingers.

oh the dsa pupils were so good):
like the lanabelle/ lanabel/ wadeva pro girl. sorry i dont know how to spell.
so young! so small! so cute! and so pro! great acheiver in everything leh.
and kimberlyn said she might be better/ as good as sarah.
thats like. superb):
okay all the more reason i should find a way out of strings.
bcos z would have MORE reason to kick me out of syf.
bahh.

damn im tired.
moomoo is looking at me.
oh he needs a bath - he's greying.
right.

byebye!

(i want to watch finish Schindler's List luhhhh)

SORRY LUH):

2006-07-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

im terribly sorry that i keep giving the current sec4 commitee so much much much trouble.
):
SORRY, seriously.
the lost tickets... plus me always informing my latecoming at the very last minute...
dui bu qi.
i know i always give you all much trouble. really sorry.
especially jane, whom i always bombard with sudden attendance problems, like i can't make it for cca later in the day, or i will be late for 2 hours for cca the next day, etc etc.
sorry luh, really.

since the sec4s are leaving soon....
i really want to make it clear that im very apologetic for whatever contempt or annoyance or trouble or hurt i have caused.
it will be a sad farewell.

/

i feel like jumping down my bedroom window after hearing what all of them have got to say. ray i cant believe you actually said that! and as for the others who dao-ed/ insulted me AGAIN/ irritated me alot today: if i die hor it will be ur fault.
stupid ray i dont want the sweet!!!
I DONT WANT I DONT WANT!!!!!!!

:'(

me me me

2006-07-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

okay sorry to bore you but if you arent interested in all these you can just skip this entry and read the earlier one.
:D
im just tempted to fill up my blog space. haha.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

You Are An INFP

The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

omg look at that. damn accurate! writer/ psychologist/ artist all are fun(:

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

would i really fall hard?

You Are 56% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

and i thought i was unhappy(:

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

i knew it. HAW HAW.

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urgesIf someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of storyYou can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kissesA total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble.

dumdeedum.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

hohoho. this proves the results are accurate(:

okay sorry for bugging u all with useless Blogthings.

/

im going to keep my hair.

David Beckham

2006-07-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

is hot(:
(whistles)

sabbaticals today was better than yesterday's!
:D
for Philosophy we watched Schindler's List... fecking nice but i dont know why so many people disliked it.
the movie is just so deep luh! very nice though some parts are quite violent/ gory.
really really makes me feel for those Jews.
Nazis suck):
the movie is very very nice luh. and i like the fact that a few bad words arent censored. haha damn amusing.
but some people keep saying it's sian and lengthy and draggy and boring and everything.
it's very nice la):
at least if you all really tink so.. oso dun nid to say it so loudly infront of mrshyam...
cos i overheard him telling the indian teacher disappointedly that some of us didnt like the movie.
Philosophy is cool(:

Chinese drama was much better today,
because the zhaoperson didnt come again, we slacked pretty much alot, the teacher talked so much about stage makeup.
the makeup part was so cool!:D
im waiting for the fun once Choral and Drama Night arrives(:

tried going shopping for some teddy bears but i realised i couldnt afford all 15 of them.
):
how.

recently theres been this split-personality thing going on inside me.
i find myself monologuing almost all the time.
--"
like i will say to myself in my mind (in words, not as thoughts)
"wad a deformed person"
den i will reply in words in my mind again
"eh! very bad leh. maybe she met with some incident or something"
"but still where got people so short and small one. shes at least 40 years old la please."
"maybe she's like sick when she was young and her growth was stunted la... dun be so bad..."
"okay okay fine"
den i will smile to myself, as if the "better" personality had won and it was happy.
smtimes when the "bad" personality wins i will be in a lousy mood.

mentally unsound. whats wrong with me.
ive found myself debating with myself so many times. pretty scary.
den when it gets a little agitated something will suddenly snap in my neck.
its like, theres this rubberband in the neck and then it goes off. been happening to me lotsa times and its bloody painful):

anyway.
im officially bisexual... or a homosexual... wadeva.
that softball girl went up the same bus as me luh! :D
and the both of us were like.
me: *glance*
her: *glance*
me: *look away*
her: *look away*
(do i sound retarded.)
hmm. but i tink im just bisexual.
since i can still be attracted to BECKHAM!(:
haha that victoria sure is a lucky ~~bitc..~~ woman to marry him hahaha.

/

do stalkers really exist?
is singapore full of them?

[edit]
ill be changing my blogskin again. one for every month!(:
and every layout will have a new colour scheme.
start anticipating ~~excitedly~~ for a new layout soon
[/edit]

with (not so much) love,
fiona (who is thinking hard what to get for those 15 people.)

i like Philosophy
i like Schindler's List
i like UK Shyam (as a teacher)
i like drama makeup
i like blue cows
i like raspberry
i like sabbatical week
i like flexible people
i like pure white
i like exotic colours like red orange yellow
i like matchmaking people and seeing them happy

but i dont like arrogant instructors/ teachers.

sabbats + napfa + cca + no money =

2006-07-25T18:54:00.000+08:00

rotten day.

napfa basically sucked for me):
stupid stupid stupid what happened today?
i got C for shuttle run!
C!! that's really bad for me.
)):
felt faint throughout the whole retest because of the glare of the sun and the intense heat.
sigh.
i can't get gold omg.
but at least i got A for broadjump and situps.
i cant believe i actually got such a lousy result for napfa!
bronze! ROTTEN NAPFA.

sabbats.. chinese drama wasnt too bad.
but it still sucked.
philo debating was damn bloody fun(:
cos we won! HA! (i think)
but at least i got to argue.

cca... why must he always talk about me?
stop picking on me la wahlou.
i had been as polite/quiet/discreet/invisible as possible when i went into the room after napfa alright. i was totally quiet and i didnt block their view when moving to my seat! so why must he keep criticising me?
worm.

connieong i didnt steal ur 7bucks so stop saying i did.
i just owe you money.
and im serious about the people who are bad/not pretty/ whatever.
so stop looking at leona and giving each other the sceptical look.
and its really really a lowering act to apologise to that zhao idiot.
and stop insulting and dissing me as if i dont mind bcos i do alot.
its not funny.
and when i say something, im speaking the truth. just like last time when i insisted i had already returned u ur math ws. its not funny when you keep treating me as an outcast and insulting me so much. bcos i oso DONT find it very humourous that you all refuse to sit on the same side as me during recesses. some respect, please?

i shall go hungry for a few more days.
to pay back what i "STOLE" from connie.
and to save up for next week.
brainless gits why do i only get so little money per week.

bleagh

Cancer Awareness

2006-07-24T14:55:00.000+08:00

Cancer among children is the worst thing that can happen to us humans, though I'm not implying that adults having cancer isn't a big deal. When adults get cancer, they are stronger and have better immunity, most willpower, yada-yada. But what about a child? He/she is much weaker, doesn't understand as much about the illness, and is emotionally not as strong as those adults, right? At least that's what I think.

Which is why, I'm extremely glad and impressed and thankful that so many people went to have their heads shaved to raise awareness for cancer. On Saturday one of my relatives passed away due to a brain cancer. Not a very great blow to me, as the relative was a rather distant one. But still, it reminds me about how frail life can be.

Three of our teachers in Nanyang had their heads shaved, Mrs Seah among them. What really got my admiration is that Mrs Seah wasn't afraid of being labelled a "freak" just for the sake of the cancer patients. Women with shaved heads don't exactly go along well. There was also another person who got my utmost respect/admiration/attention. This Sec3 Nanyang girl, who turned up today without any hair on her head. I didn't ask her, but most probably it should be because of the Cancer Awareness movement, right? If not I really shudder to think what has happened to her to make her shave her head. But anyway, if it is really to raise awareness for cancer, she is one great courageous person. An adult woman shaving her head, we can understand that she has admirable courage to support what she thinks is right. But a girl, a fellow teenager just like many of us? I am really, really proud that she is so brave as to shave her head, for few of us would dare (including I). Not all of us possess such a high level of maturity.

I wouldn't have dared to shave my head even if it is to support such a cause. It's selfish of me, yes, but I am unable to bring myself to sacrifice my hair. Maybe not yet, I guess.

Hence, I really do feel that all those around Singapore who have shaved their hair for these cancer patients are really 伟大, aptly.
(:

/

Sabbats sucked.
And I'm amazed that the teachers can actually mistake our tears of anger as those of hurt.
haw haw.
Brainless gits.
And the zhaolaoshi? C'mon so many more people are worse off than us, some not saying anything and some far softer than us. So why pick on us? Once is already enough, but 3 times for each raokouling?
That was why we were angry. It was so unfair! And we already shouted our loudest, we did our best, but he still forced us to repeat it so many times.
And, like I said, the bunch of stupid people are really retards to think that the 3 of us cried because we were dejected/ hurt/ we couldn't take the blow.
Please, lah. Can't we be super bushuang that we aren't treated properly?
I wonder what the other 2 teachers will say when they come tomorrow.
Connie and I have thought of some stupid plans to stop them from bullying us. Damn hilarious. I think I will pick the Speak-English one.

It's really ironic 'cause what Connie said in the canteen today (remember, Leona?) sort of came true in a way. Haha. And, Screw the sabbats teachers, i don't give a heck about perfection in whatever raokouling. I joined Sabbaticals to have fun, to enjoy myself, not to get professional training on Chinese Drama. So you don't have a right to treat all of us like that. Pui.

Philosophy sabbats was fun, though. VERY VERY fun as compared to Chinese Drama. Philosophy rocks and it's fun. :D
And the instructor is so much nicer can. Not like the stupid Chinese Drama ones. And so many philosophers are Male Chauvanist Pigs (how to spell). Like JohnyKong. And Sharm/Sham/Shyam/whatever spelling pronounced Sh-ah-um is really nice. 'Cause he gives us so many breaks(:

The sight of zhaolaoshi really turns me off small-eyed guys. He's a disgrace to the other good-looking small-eyed people! bleagh.

NAPFA retest tomorrow and I really don't know what I'm supposed to do for the five stations.):

I want to quite Chinese Drama and join Public Speaking.
Then AppleTeacher will teach me + Connie + Leona. That would be super good luh(:

I haven't looked at my zuowen question paper yet.
dang!

screw screw screw chinese drama teachers and instructors.

Rejection lines

2006-07-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Shall come to that later.

here's what i got from xiaoqii's blog.
and, as you all know, I only do pointless quizzes when I'm really really bored to death.
cheers.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? dang! i forgot to remove that eyeshadow
2. When is the next time you will have sex? when its legal for me
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? more
4. Favourite planet? neptune.
5. Who is the 3rd person on your missed call list on your mobile? ray?
6. What is your favourite ring on your phone? Drum Mix? i know it's stupid
7. What shirt are you wearing? i'm wearing PJs!(:
8. Do you "label" yourself? as? a bitch? pretty much yea. all the time.
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? barefooted
10. Bright or dark room? dark.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey? loyee? she's a good singer and a good mortal
12. take a break, have a kit-kat! yea i love breaks i love kitkats
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? smsing on an mrt
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say? "VERY funny. can you sense the sarcarsm!"
15. Where is your letter box? no idea seriously
16. What's a word that you say a lot? wahlao.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? my toe? yea it's true. my toe can speak!
18. Last furry thing you touched? chilli
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? panadol counted? one piece
20. (where is question 20?)
21. Favourite age you have been so far? 14yearsold. not too old nor too young
22. Your worst enemy? vending machines which cheat my money
23. What is your current desktop picture? tulips? yea the boring one
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "chilliiii come have your dinnerrrr."
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? moolah of cos. flying is pointless
26. Do you like someone? yea i like myself a lot. as well as a close friend.
27. Are you dating them? whoa. "them"? how did you know about the two-timing!
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet for them? nobody would shoot chilli! but if so, yea.
29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be? *******
30. Who're the six lucky people who will be doing this next? nobody will be interested(:

Rejection part now.
koped it from mrbrown.
read it and digest it.
Here's what us girls really mean. So get a hint, ok, guys?
10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that f**king pest. And I'm not into incest either.)
9. There's a slight difference in our ages. (You are one jurassic geezer.)
8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. (You are the ugliest freak I've ever laid eyes upon.)
7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)
6. I've got a boyfriend (He's my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's).
5. I don't date men where I work. (Actually, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.)
4. It's not you, it's me. (It's not me, it's you.)
3. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)
2. I'm celibate. (I've sworn off only the men like you.)
1. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have fun with. It's that male perspective thing)

though some rejections might actually be sincere, most of the time they aren't.
(shrugs)
oookay guys get a clue!

/

all women and men are equal.
but women are just more equal than men.

/

sorry ignore me.
ive just had this debate thingy over msn with a certain person and feeling sort of high now.
long live raspberry.

Pray Again;

2006-07-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

I just composed this piece and i'm so blardy excited!
:D
"Pray again
and I might give you that kiss again.
Pray again
for I know that all you want is me.
..."

i just EYE-WITNESSED an accident.
at macritchie.
whoa can't believe it.
taxi and car collided and there was this huge
BANG
and the glasses/ metal pieces flew off the car.
only one person was injured, but i think she was injured quite badly,
cos after a few minutes this ambulance came whirring loudly and rushed her off on a stretcher.

don't know what will happen but i know the car driver was pretty pissed off,
cos his car was... crushed? the front of the car completely in pieces.
how do you say..
well his car is just beyond repair.
the damage is scary man.
and its quite a miracle the two people in the car didnt get hurt.

but the taxi carried 3 passengers! and the taxi driver was an elderly man!
one of the passengers was a small kid leh.. about 2 years old.

he/she was crying badly. its the shock i think.
and the girl in the car (the damaged one) was sobbing a little to her boyfriend.
good thing only one person got injured.

oh. after the collision the car was like, SKIDDING off and turned one round.
and the taxi skidded to FAR FAR FAR back.
scary.
and the crushed front part of the car was like.. smoking?! 0.0

why must these accidents happen?
quite stupid i think.
and i feel quite heavy-hearted after the accident.
cos the taxi driver is quite old already, and if he has to bear responsibility for the accident (he's responsible i think) it's not very good for him...
the person whisked off by the ambulance might be suffering from serious casualties.
and the crushed car's owner is really damned. duno how he can bear the costs for his car.
from what i can see the car should be quite expensive, plus the owner had Bluetooth and supernice sunglasses and his girlfriend looked very.. classy.
sigh.

/

yesterday was the family concert.
whoo!(:
quite shiok, and i agree with kimberlyn - i miss carmen fantasie luh!
just this feeling... sad that we might not have the chance to play like that again.
for figaro mschong was pointing at her baton.
(shrugs)

i think i need to alter my gown.

AND KIMYUNG HAS GROWN ALOT FATTER.
--"
kim go alter your gown as well.
far too tight.
why did you get fat so quickly!

haha it was quite shuang in the tuning rooms..
everybody was like messing around with the makeup..
some trying to give others makeovers...
some squeezing at the mirrors to put on makeup...
some giving professional help... like brittany :D helped put makeup for quite alot of people.
some trying to hide and avoid the makeup brushes...

oh and i think mel is damn happy(:
okay shall stop harping on that matter...
but she's one happy girl!

haha elaine and company were helping some people with their hair..
like kristie's hair :D
gloria's... tianyi's...

OH AND YESTERDAY WAS THE OPENING OF CABARET!!!
everybody was trying to sneak to the theatre section to see feixiang.
:D
his eyes very nice. (:
and i saw beatrice chia's room! :D
there was this tv in the artiste lounge which could tap into the theatre section.
wanted to watch cabaret through there LOL but all of us were busy getting ready for our concert.
i want feixiang's autograph.
):
and i want to watch cabaret.
i wan to watch forbidden city.

oh and by the way the esplanade backstage is darn HUGE!!
SO SO SO BIG
so many rooms
so many toilets
so much space!
ahhhh.
so cool.

there were suites la.
and so many sections.
some people got lost trying to find the backstage exit.

oh yea i saw ms nicole ong in a DRESS!!!
:D :D :D
woohoo.

well overall the concert was great.
much better than i had expected it to be.
very sad la.
the sec fours' second last concert.

come to think of it now.
i love nanyang!(:
will miss her once i leave..

[random]
i love walking around in court shoes because they make a very nice sound and i feel taller.
and joeyhok stop saying im an angel.
cos that would mean im already dead.
and they are related to God and i dont believe in any god.

HEEAI TORO ISNT SHUAI by the way.
[/random]

(sorry ziyan/zhenping/deborah who are offended by my statement about God)

haha jiale was trying to use green eyeshadow but wanfang insisted otherwise.
xD
and emily got glitter sprayed all over her.
joeyhok ur skin is good so with makeup u will look very good so dont keep saying you look like a ghost. --"
shiru was damn hilarious when she was imitating the lisp thingy. how to spell.
and yes naijing we rocked. :D
evelyn got a makeover yay she looks very nice.

kae i love nanyang.

now im looking forward to NYSE's own concert
it might be an emotional one since its the sec4s' lastlastlast concert.
but im doubtful about the size od audience we are going to get.
at least i managed to sell my tickets.
thanks brittany, tianyi / those who helped me with my lost tickets.
appreciated.

and connie ong my sister said Philosophy sabbats is DAMN BORING and useless.
leona connie what have you both gotten me into!!
--"

suddenly i like the nyse gown alot more.
haha.
:D
yes thankyouthankyou i know all of you love my comfy court shoes.

really surprised yesterday cos i saw him in the audience during intermission.
((:
but who did he get the tickets from?

anyway SC why did you leave so quickly. --"

and rah-ray how dare you say i have hairy legs.
...
whoever gets veet for me will be loved forever!
gogo get it for me(:

ray cut your fingernails.
and get a haircut.

/

i have finally realised why ive stopped being so cheery.

/

nat you looked pretty yesterday!(:

Nanyang Girls' High School String Ensemble

presents

VIENNESE DELIGHT

1august2006

tuesday

8pm

Victoria Concert Hall

Free Seating

Tickets at $10 each

interested please contact fiona

go to strings concert!

to celebrate mozart's death anniversary with an all-Mozart concert programme.

everybody go now!(:

i LOVE music.

really, i do!

G whoa

2006-07-21T17:23:00.000+08:00

I didn't know jolin is a G-cup.
jolin tsai, i mean.
holy shat that's freaky.

haha crazy janabel and gang were fooling around during drama today.
:D
and started talking about funny incidents in bra shops and with maximisers.
then laughed about who is what size, etc.
and how some fat people are flat.
i think we they are sick.
:D

oh romeo and juliet was very funny.
the RA part.. was... amusing.
naked romeo looked like a woman from the back haha.
and juliet... --"
Juliet's burial-thingy place was disgusting, what with all the dead bodies lying around.
plus the skeletons.

and the way juliet tries to kill herself was hilarious.
:D
and yea romeo friarlawrence juliet are losers in a way.

oh but the ending was sad.
):

okay im not in a good mood today
so no Cosmetic Surgery stuff or JCs.

..

there's the family concert tomorrow and i'm going to get home very late.
someone eat supper with me leh!
or go watch midnight movie show leh!
):

sian leh 2mr have to wait for finale again
and i dont know when i can memorise the lyrics :D

/

I THINK I SPLURGED TOO MUCH TODAY AT WESTMALL.
gahhhhhh.

cheesefries are love!(:

when i find the time

2006-07-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

i shall blog about Cosmetic surgery, kae?
(:
no rephrase.

Celebrity Cosmetic Surgery, CCS, shall be the next blogging topic when I have the time, okay?

oh and i shall blog about JCs when i have the time too.
and about Shiloh.
(:

ciao and go slap yourselves!
kidding.

It would be an understatement

2006-07-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

to call her beautiful.

sigh.
people come to strings concert!
repay the previous acts of kindness!
we went to your concerts and in return you all should come strings concert lor.
):

oh screw family concert;
its getting on my nerves.
and connie it says compulsory makeup.
(:
hell i dont know what im going to do with my hair.

i hate thursdaysss.
such a long draggy day with chinese history hmp science and cca...
good thing there isnt math.
but theres nothing nice about thursdays!
furthermore its the day when i have to SAVE UP alot for my allowance for the last day of the week.
cant spend too much or ill starve on fridays.

oh speaking of which.
today i was.. famished.
i didnt eat breakfast, and then later no lunch as well.
because of the lunchtime promotion.
):
oh during the performance it really was bad.
cos we were so soft and not many people came.

)):

but still i had this fuzzy feeling after it ended.
(:
during figaro for lunchtime i screwed it up --"
cos there wasnt enough time to get my violin2 scores and chelsea was violin1 so i had memorise figaro.
bad.

oh we are going to watch RA stuff tomorrow for LA!
:DD
(why am i excited)
but people please dont be so squirmish.
there will be nakedness, yes.
but isnt it like. normal? --"
can be part of sexuality education!(:
anyway thats just part of marriage what.
and since romeo and juliet are married.
mmhmm.
though i tink its quite amusing for such a young-looking bride to do that.
:D

i wanna watch cabaret!!
):
and The Lake House!!
and Pirates!!
arghh.

oh yes during hmp today..
i was so bushuang again.
--"
because ML purposely grouped the strings people (mainly those he doesnt like) together and then gave the excuse that "since we are all strings we shall do the most difficult question."
like what on earth?
he did it on purpose.):<

oh and today we had a good laugh about our junior.
yes, that junior.
:D

i dont know whats up with me but ive been getting moodswings bleagh.
very bad moodswings. --"
and ive turned very hungry the whole day.
weird weird weird.
and what with all those cramps on my sides.
and the sports bra incidents.
dont tell me.. oh gross.

nevermind.

have to buy:
1) 2 M-sized HONGZHIs; see ive grown fatter
2) 2 XS-sized SKIRTs; see ive grown skinnier (sounds different)
3) 1 M-sized PESHIRT; see ive grown fatter
4) new sports bra
5) Foolscap paper
6) hairclips
7) black hairband to replace the broken one

MONEY MONEY MONEY.

and hurrah ive gotten more money! :D
gotten back that 5bucks, plus 15bucks from SC, and then later the FFF 30bucks claim.
(:

/

oh stop pissing me off.

see i told u. moodswings are driving me nuts.

luck luck luck

2006-07-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

wad shit.
good luck bad luck rotten luck unbelievable luck omg.

i can. not. believe my luck today.
--"

BAD LUCK VERY BAD LUCK.
today was a bad day.

and then suddenly
GOOD LUCK VERY GOOD LUCK.

like i didnt do math ws (bad luck) and then suddenly thechiang didnt come.
so thats good luck.
then i didnt study for LA tes (bad luck) and then suddenly i look at the questions and got plenty of inspiration and it was mighty easy. :D
and then I LOST MY WALLET.
whole wallet, ezlink + 4+bucks + neos + photocopying card + some stupid secret stuff + earsticks + resident card + receipts bahhhhh.
(DO NOT COMMENT ON MY AMOUNT OF MONEY.)
oh connie nobody stole it.
i dropped it on the floor of the bus laaa.
then this roy person found it and brought it to the police station.
you know, the guy who sat at our seat?

before i found out my wallet was being manhandled by the CORPORAL SAM hahaha, i called and when to so much trouble to find it.
--"
then when i finally went to claim my wallet i realised they had TAKEN OUT all my stuff.
T_T
means they have seen the contents of my wallet. EVERYTHING oh man.
very bad.):
but at least im very very very lucky to get my wallet back.
that roy was very nice.
yay(:
and i sounded baichi when i was thanking him through the phone cos i was laughing away and i couldnt believe the stupidity and how absurd calling him was.
:D
but still. im glad there are such BLOODY NICE NICE NICE singaporeans.
smone who is so good to return my wallet!!
haha.

oh physics test tomorrow.
dang it.
geog presentation tomorrow as well.
what on earth.
im not going to care)):

portfolio on friday.
nyahnyah.
lunchtime performance tomorrow.
AHHHHHHH.

oh i made this super interesting discovery today.
:DDD
maybe it was left there purposely.
but still. i cant believe how the two of them can actually be such sinners.

UGLY-BEYOND-BELIEF-butstillthinkstheyaregoodlooking: sinners.
okay? thats how i refer to stupid ugly bullshit people.
not that its a sin to be ugly, but some people just act as if they are darn attractive.
what on earth.
oh the same goes for fat people, who are OVEROVEROVER confident and are arrogant cos they are "not fat and attractive".
you get what i mean?
dont think you will do haha.
i speak Weird.

drama briefing today i think it wasnt very good.
cos its not very nice to suddenly want to take charge of everything...
and pissing people off by speaking in such a tone..
really not very nice.
we should speak discreetly and objectively, and state the points in a proper manner.
not very civil to try to be bossy i tink.

but still im glad at last she enabled the casting to be closed and settled. (in the meantime)
--"
niners:
BRING PLASTIC BAGS TOMMOROW

i know you love me,
fiona.

BLACK again and AGAIN.

2006-07-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

im officially sick of black.
VERY SICK.
--"
firstly i saw so much black for SO MANY hours today.
really really sickening.

and then bcos of the black it was so stifling and everything.
):<

AH. okay i tink i need to alter my gown.
cos some places..
too tight.
some places..
too loose.
mmhmm.
and i tink its a little too long.

and the court shoes!
omg siao.
wore for SO MANY HOURS.
7.30am to like wad, 6pm.

and im very bushuang with some of the theatre people.
SOME.
aiya very ass la.

oh and i hate people who quote my blog.
once or twice, occasionally, i don't mind.
but some of you... for whatever stupid reason.
CAN YOU NOT QUOTE MY BLOG ALL THE TIME.
im referring to alot of you.
--"
please. when i blogged a certain entry, its how i feel at that time.
doesnt necessarily have to be my permanent views or something.
so stop using my posts to debate stuff over with me.
or accuse me or something.
..

and the alumni choir was funny please!
:D
connie seeeee i told you they were alumni hahaha.

sigh.
very tiring leh the rehearsal.
and the food was quite.. disgusting.
):
and in the artistes' room or wadeva thingy theres very little reception.
--"

OH AND THE BREADTALK CHOCOLATE BREAD THING IS VERY NICE PLEASE!
:D
very very nice.
yummayye((:

dang my feet are aching from the court shoes,
my eyelids are closingggg,
my muscles are KILLING ME like omg i walked so much.
and i will try my best to get my makeup off.
(:

okay shall stop here for today.
buhbyes!

*COUGH* male bimboooooooos!